Re: The Rant and Ramble Thread To:C What the hell were you thinking? You don't just tell someone how to grieve. To tell me not to cry because it was wrong to worry and said so in the bible was a stupid thing to do. Don't you think I already have enough on my plate without worrying about what God will think of me for crying. Not that I believe he would think badly of me. And PS-it's extremely selfish not to cry for someone but expect them to cry for you. To:V Thank you. I needed that. I needed reassurance that crying was okay and, whether you know it or not, you helped me a lot. To:K Thank you. For everything. For talking to me and praying with me. Thank you for not judging me for not being strong enough. Toaddy It's okay to cry with me. You don't have to pretend it doesn't hurt because I know for a fact it does. You're losing your mother, the woman who raised you and loved you. It's okay, I promise. To: Mom I love you mommy. Please, don't forget that. ANd I'm sorry I ended up with a mental illness. Thank you for being there. To: S I love you. Don't you see that. Don't you understand that that's why I can't accept your fiance or whatever he is now. I'm afraid for you. If anything happens to Daddy, I have no doubt he would hit you or worse your children. Please, realize this. I don't say things to be a bitch, I say things because I'm angry and I'm worried about you. And, BTW, STOP BLAMING ME FOR EVERY F*CKING PROBLEM YOU AND YOU IDIOT FIANCE HAVE. It's getting really irritating. Have you ever thought for oncet hat he takes at least half the blame?