To my family (again) Why is me being here so strange? Who do I have to hide everything and make up lies? Cause I know you'll never respect and accept my way of living. I have to hide my scars, lie about my friends, fight about them with you, fight even more with mom when it comes to the club and you just keep comparing me to my freaking sister! Forget it.. I will never be good enough! I will never be pretty enough, skinny enough, smart enough! She is always better and mom, no matter how much weight I'll loose you'll still call me overweight. Does the word obsession ring a bell to you?! You're ruining everything I have left, which isn't much to begin with!