My love life sucks. Just terrible. I've liked this guy since I started grade 9, and he was going out with this girl for about 2 months, and then after they broke up, we really started getting close, but then there were so many rumours about me, like "
Elyse was the reason they broke up" or "
This is just what Elyse wanted" or "
Elyse is going to try to get Testa now." (that's his name: Daniel Testa. At my school, most people are known from their last names)
Anyways, so after Testa and his gf broke up, we got really close. Just last Thursday, we went on a religion retreat to a homeless shelter (we have that class together) and me and Testa were assigned to make the beds. There were 2 beds per "room". While we were in the third room, Testa thought it would be nice to make a move on me, so he kissed me, and me, being the idiot, just let him. We kissed about three times, and the thrid he tried to make out with me, but we heard the teacher coming. Oh, and I forgot to say: Testa told me not to say a thing to anyone.
So on the way back to school, on the bus, I was in a really good mood, and we were flurting SO much. He was sitting at the back of the bus, and I was one seat ahead of him, and I was smacking him with his leather gloves, and he tried to pull me over the seat... it was really weird. And a lot of people were there too.
So we get back to school. I had to leave, so I said bye to him, and he just waved. No hug, no kiss. Nothing.
Last Friday, he had an all-star student vs. teacher basketball game, and he played, and he did really well. So after, I told him he did well, and I tried to give him a hug, but someone pulled me away, one of my friends. That was basically the last time I talked to him.
Now one week later, we barely talk, and we have 4/8 classes together. He blocked me off MSN, so i can't talk to him there. And he said not to tell anyone so I'm basically trying to go through this myself, but I told my reallly close friend Laura. And all you guys
So my love life sucks...
