Re: Grissom&Sara #20 - Who Cares? The Shirt's Coming Off Any
sarahvma said:
Bloodlines bookends this episode. Hombodies was also the first script written, so it's possible it was originally going to be the first episode. Either way, it kind of shows the point Sara's gotten to. And yes, he did warn her in the first season about this, however the point at which Sara won't help someone is a rather strange place.
Exactly. I know a lot of people in the fandom (both pro and anti-GSR fans) like to blame Sara's downward spiral almost entirely on Grissom, but i really don't think that't the case. Sure, him saying "no" to dinner in
Play With Fire probably didn't help, and what Sara overheard in
Butterflied probably hurt like hell and added onto the pain which she was already experiencing, but i definitely believe that was only one part of what was going on with Sara.
Lets start with the face that all the things which Sara prided herself on being good at were being steadily whittled away since season 3. First, you have Sara being unable to prove who murdered Eddie Willows. How completely impotent must she have felt to be unable to bring that person to justice for Catherine & Lindsey. It was clear that it hurt her - she did her best and it wasn't good enough.
Then her ability to read people, to know people, was called into question - twice in quick succession. First, she discovers that the person she though of as a friend was actually a murderer and had been lying the whole time she knew her (
One Hit Wonder). Then she finds out that not only is her boyfriend seeing someone else, but he's actually turned her into the "other woman" (
Crash & Burn).
Then you have the lab explosion, which obviously had a negative affect on her - she went a little nuts after that near-fatal experience.
You go into season 4, and this young girl reaches out to her, after a lot of coaxing on Sara's part, and Sara does her best to help. But it's not good enough. The girl is murdered (
Homebodies).
Perhaps to get her confidence back in her ability to do the job, or perhaps to garner some kind of praise/reassurance from Grissom in her abilities, she goes for the promotion. And obviously, that doesn't go well, leading to more friction between her and Grissom.
Finally, you get the mirror image of what happened in
Homebodies happening in
Bloodlines. A girl is raped (and, unless one happened off screen, this is Sara's first rape case since Suzanna) She's clearing having problems dealing with it - Grissom notices a couple of times during the episode that she seems burned out. And, despite their best efforts, the victim once again ends up murdered.
I am convinced that when we see Warrick, Nick and Sara walking along the strip, they've just come from having a drink or too to wash away the bitter after-taste of this case. Sara had the misfortune of being caught driving afterwards. I'm not saying that good judgement was exercised - it was clearly a stupid decision on her part - but she wasn't fall down drunk and it was most certainly not a sign of alcoholism. If so, then all of us who feel the need to go out for a couple of drinks after a hard day at work need to sign up for AA - that'd be pretty much every person I know.
I think there were a few moments were Grissom was ready to talk to Sara, to try and help her. She was reaching breaking point - the burn out he warned her about way back in
Too Tough To Die was fast approaching, and he knew he needed to do something. But Sara wasn't ready to let him and he didn't quite know how to push the issue to make her let him help her (if that makes sense)