MacsLovlyAngl
Head of the Graveyard Shift
The following morning, Jason helped Donna home with her children and the pups. Donna knew it was going to be hard for the next few days without Gary there to keep things together, but Jason had promised to stop by each evening after his shift.
"Mom... when do we have to bury daddy? He shouldn't have to wait."
"He won't be sweetheart. Nana has decided he's to be cremated, placed in the plot with Janice and his children from his first marriage."
"Are we at least having a funeral to say good bye?"
"No love. It will just be you children, myself, and close family saying good bye at the plot on tuesday. Papa will have to say good bye when he wakes."
"But what if he doesn't wake. How is nana going to be able to survive without papa?"
"With our love and strength honey. But papa is going to come home. He's very strong, and is not about to leave without nana. Okay? Now how about you and your brother walk the pups, okay?"
Once they left with the pups, Jason stopped by before heading into work.
"How are they doing now, Donna?"
"They seem to be okay. Though I can't really tell how they feel, with what has taken place. For all I know they could secretly hate me, for having their father killed."
"You need to stop this Donna. Your children are not blaming you. But if you keep sending negative thoughts, eventually they will. For this is what you are leading them to think."
Donna knew she was right. Hearing Bryan cry, she headed into the nursery. Picking him up, she changed him, and sat him with her in the rocker. Laying him across her knees, she rocked him gently until he fell back into sleep.
"He's missing his father. He knows Gary isn't here. Baby's always know everything that goes on. They can tell by the scents, the aura, and energies that fill the home."
Jason was impressed, how cold Donna not notice she was a caring mother. She certainly understood her child. Leaving Jason to know, that even though she may be frightened, she'd survive.
Hearing the kids come in the door, Jason smiled. They certainly weren't quiet.
Seeing Jason looking so comfortable in Bryan's nursery, Gary didn't like it. In fact he felt Jason shouldn't be there at all. This was his fathers home. Not Jason's. He had no right to make moves on his mother. Oh yeah, Gary knew what he wanted.
"Hey Gary, how you doing?"
Not saying anything, Gary walked by him to his brother.
"I'd like to hold my brother please."
Donna wasn't sure why Gary was acting so cold.
"But he's sleeping, Gary. I really don't want to wake him, he's teething."
"I said... I want to hold my brother, I want to take him in my room."
Jessie knew why Gary was upset. But she wasn't about to tell. For she felt the same way. Jason shouldn't be in their home. Not when their father's death was still fresh in their minds.
Passing Bryan to Gary, he took him in his arms, and carried him to his room with his sister.
"What was that about?"
"I think your children are feeling hurt. To them, this is their fathers home. I should not be in it, this soon. Too many wounds are still fresh. To them... they feel like I'm trying to take over their fathers territory. It may be best to keep our visits at night, after work when they are asleep. There is to much pain right now, for them to understand anything, even if we tried to explain it to them."
"I understand. I'm just not sure I can help them through this."
"Look Donna. You need to try, else you are going to lose them. They will end up wanting to be away from you, forever. You need to step up now. Before it's too late. I'll see you tonight."
Brushing a kiss on her cheek, he left.
"Mom... when do we have to bury daddy? He shouldn't have to wait."
"He won't be sweetheart. Nana has decided he's to be cremated, placed in the plot with Janice and his children from his first marriage."
"Are we at least having a funeral to say good bye?"
"No love. It will just be you children, myself, and close family saying good bye at the plot on tuesday. Papa will have to say good bye when he wakes."
"But what if he doesn't wake. How is nana going to be able to survive without papa?"
"With our love and strength honey. But papa is going to come home. He's very strong, and is not about to leave without nana. Okay? Now how about you and your brother walk the pups, okay?"
Once they left with the pups, Jason stopped by before heading into work.
"How are they doing now, Donna?"
"They seem to be okay. Though I can't really tell how they feel, with what has taken place. For all I know they could secretly hate me, for having their father killed."
"You need to stop this Donna. Your children are not blaming you. But if you keep sending negative thoughts, eventually they will. For this is what you are leading them to think."
Donna knew she was right. Hearing Bryan cry, she headed into the nursery. Picking him up, she changed him, and sat him with her in the rocker. Laying him across her knees, she rocked him gently until he fell back into sleep.
"He's missing his father. He knows Gary isn't here. Baby's always know everything that goes on. They can tell by the scents, the aura, and energies that fill the home."
Jason was impressed, how cold Donna not notice she was a caring mother. She certainly understood her child. Leaving Jason to know, that even though she may be frightened, she'd survive.
Hearing the kids come in the door, Jason smiled. They certainly weren't quiet.
Seeing Jason looking so comfortable in Bryan's nursery, Gary didn't like it. In fact he felt Jason shouldn't be there at all. This was his fathers home. Not Jason's. He had no right to make moves on his mother. Oh yeah, Gary knew what he wanted.
"Hey Gary, how you doing?"
Not saying anything, Gary walked by him to his brother.
"I'd like to hold my brother please."
Donna wasn't sure why Gary was acting so cold.
"But he's sleeping, Gary. I really don't want to wake him, he's teething."
"I said... I want to hold my brother, I want to take him in my room."
Jessie knew why Gary was upset. But she wasn't about to tell. For she felt the same way. Jason shouldn't be in their home. Not when their father's death was still fresh in their minds.
Passing Bryan to Gary, he took him in his arms, and carried him to his room with his sister.
"What was that about?"
"I think your children are feeling hurt. To them, this is their fathers home. I should not be in it, this soon. Too many wounds are still fresh. To them... they feel like I'm trying to take over their fathers territory. It may be best to keep our visits at night, after work when they are asleep. There is to much pain right now, for them to understand anything, even if we tried to explain it to them."
"I understand. I'm just not sure I can help them through this."
"Look Donna. You need to try, else you are going to lose them. They will end up wanting to be away from you, forever. You need to step up now. Before it's too late. I'll see you tonight."
Brushing a kiss on her cheek, he left.