MacsLovlyAngl
Head of the Graveyard Shift
"Alan... I want you to listen too me. Please, I'm not going to yell at you, or hurt you. Okay? I won't even come in, we will just talk through the door."
Tony heard the screaming stop. Listening carefully, he could hear Alan's quiet sobs.
"Alan... I know what the boys told you, but they didn't mean to scare you. What they did was wrong, they realize that now. But now you need to realize, that I would never hurt you. I love you Alan, alot. I want you to remember back, and name one moment, you ever seen me yell, or lose my temper with Jimmy, James, or Julia."
Alan was leaning with his head against the door. He was feeling so confused. Could he trust Tony? Or was this just a trick to make him come out?
"I know you are thinking I'm trying to trick you, into coming out. But I'm not. I promise you Alan, never, never would I ever hurt you. I love you, love you so much. You're my brother Alan. also Gary is still here. If you don't want to come out for me. Then come out for him. Okay?"
Sitting on the couch, Gary's phone went off. Seeing he had another crime scene, he knew he was going to have too leave.
"Alan... it's Gary. I want you to listen to me. I have a call out. While I'm gone, I want you to try and talk with Tony for me, okay? Just give him a chance, and I promise as soon as I am done at this crime scene, I'll come back and bring you home with me, okay? Answer me Alan."
"Okay...but hurry." he whispered.
"I will Alan. I promise."
Once Gary left, Tony tried again.
"Alan... do you know what I would like too know?"
Hearing the silence, Tony knew he still didn't have his trust.
"I would like to know... if you can name one time, I was ever mean to Julia, Jimmy or Alan. Just one time."
Thinking in his room, Alan couldn't come up with an answer. But then again he wasn't always there.
"I don't know... I'm not always there. So that's not a fair question." he said as his voice broke.
"Aww... please Alan. Think of mom and dad. Don't you think with your father and mother being detectives. That they would not have let me marry your sister, if I was mean? For that matter Alan, have you ever seen your niece or nephews with bruises. Or emotionally frightened at any time?"
"No... I guess not. But why do they have to be so mean to me? They always pick on me, and tell me bad things. I'm not a bad boy, or a brat. Always they are mean to me, but I'm not mean to them."
"I know you're not Alan. They told me, they were only trying to tease you. They sometimes forget about your feelings, but that doesn't mean they don't love you. Cause they do." I just really wish you hadn't of ran away. That's not what your sister wanted."
"But she wanted rid of me. She called Gary to take me. Everyone always wants rid of me."
"She did, yes. But only after she heard you talking to Donald, about not liking it here. She also mentioned that you told Donald I was mean. This really upset your sister too. But she didn't run away. She did what she thought was best, without having to make you feel bad, for what you said. And not everyone wants rid you. I don't, your mom and dad don't or your family... I love having you with us."
Alan thought about it. Could he really trust Tony? Or should he wait for his brother to come back. Hearing the door cautiously open, Tony didn't dare move. He knew if he did, Alan would close him off again. Seeing his face peek through, he said...
"Hey lil bro."
Seeing the tears still on Alan's lids, broke Tony's heart. Leaving him to want too hug him, reassure him everything was alright. But he also knew, Alan would have to come too him. Stepping out, Alan carefully walked around Tony, making sure he couldn't reach him. Then sitting on the couch, he wrapped his arms around his knees.
Staring at Tony, Tony realized it was going to work one of two ways. Either he would sit there till Gary got back, or he would finally realize that the boys had lied, and give Tony a chance. Watching as his eyes welded up with tears again, Tony didn't say a word. Instead he opened his arms, as Alan came running into them.
Wrapping him up tight, Tony kissed his head, as they cried together. Letting the other know, that words or apologizies were not needed. The only thing needed in that moment, was their comfort and understanding, for the painful hurt, they had both felt.
Tony heard the screaming stop. Listening carefully, he could hear Alan's quiet sobs.
"Alan... I know what the boys told you, but they didn't mean to scare you. What they did was wrong, they realize that now. But now you need to realize, that I would never hurt you. I love you Alan, alot. I want you to remember back, and name one moment, you ever seen me yell, or lose my temper with Jimmy, James, or Julia."
Alan was leaning with his head against the door. He was feeling so confused. Could he trust Tony? Or was this just a trick to make him come out?
"I know you are thinking I'm trying to trick you, into coming out. But I'm not. I promise you Alan, never, never would I ever hurt you. I love you, love you so much. You're my brother Alan. also Gary is still here. If you don't want to come out for me. Then come out for him. Okay?"
Sitting on the couch, Gary's phone went off. Seeing he had another crime scene, he knew he was going to have too leave.
"Alan... it's Gary. I want you to listen to me. I have a call out. While I'm gone, I want you to try and talk with Tony for me, okay? Just give him a chance, and I promise as soon as I am done at this crime scene, I'll come back and bring you home with me, okay? Answer me Alan."
"Okay...but hurry." he whispered.
"I will Alan. I promise."
Once Gary left, Tony tried again.
"Alan... do you know what I would like too know?"
Hearing the silence, Tony knew he still didn't have his trust.
"I would like to know... if you can name one time, I was ever mean to Julia, Jimmy or Alan. Just one time."
Thinking in his room, Alan couldn't come up with an answer. But then again he wasn't always there.
"I don't know... I'm not always there. So that's not a fair question." he said as his voice broke.
"Aww... please Alan. Think of mom and dad. Don't you think with your father and mother being detectives. That they would not have let me marry your sister, if I was mean? For that matter Alan, have you ever seen your niece or nephews with bruises. Or emotionally frightened at any time?"
"No... I guess not. But why do they have to be so mean to me? They always pick on me, and tell me bad things. I'm not a bad boy, or a brat. Always they are mean to me, but I'm not mean to them."
"I know you're not Alan. They told me, they were only trying to tease you. They sometimes forget about your feelings, but that doesn't mean they don't love you. Cause they do." I just really wish you hadn't of ran away. That's not what your sister wanted."
"But she wanted rid of me. She called Gary to take me. Everyone always wants rid of me."
"She did, yes. But only after she heard you talking to Donald, about not liking it here. She also mentioned that you told Donald I was mean. This really upset your sister too. But she didn't run away. She did what she thought was best, without having to make you feel bad, for what you said. And not everyone wants rid you. I don't, your mom and dad don't or your family... I love having you with us."
Alan thought about it. Could he really trust Tony? Or should he wait for his brother to come back. Hearing the door cautiously open, Tony didn't dare move. He knew if he did, Alan would close him off again. Seeing his face peek through, he said...
"Hey lil bro."
Seeing the tears still on Alan's lids, broke Tony's heart. Leaving him to want too hug him, reassure him everything was alright. But he also knew, Alan would have to come too him. Stepping out, Alan carefully walked around Tony, making sure he couldn't reach him. Then sitting on the couch, he wrapped his arms around his knees.
Staring at Tony, Tony realized it was going to work one of two ways. Either he would sit there till Gary got back, or he would finally realize that the boys had lied, and give Tony a chance. Watching as his eyes welded up with tears again, Tony didn't say a word. Instead he opened his arms, as Alan came running into them.
Wrapping him up tight, Tony kissed his head, as they cried together. Letting the other know, that words or apologizies were not needed. The only thing needed in that moment, was their comfort and understanding, for the painful hurt, they had both felt.