Re: The Rant and Ramble Thread
To him:
Ugh, I just don't understand this feeling. I know I've felt it before for other guys, but it's strange. When I felt it with someone else I could run away, I didn't have to see them all the time, but now.. I have to see you every other day and it's awkward. I just can't get over it. I see you and I think "Oh gosh, he's here. Go into the storage room... He won't see you." I seriously just want to hide from you.. Not because I'm scared but because when you aren't near.. I feel normal, and good, and happy. I like you so much, that I just don't know what to do. These feelings are too strong and I can't overcome them. You say you're too busy, but what's the real reason? You said, "I do like you." but what does it mean? I wish I could talk more indepth with you, but I can't. No time, no willingness, no courage, and you don't care. I say to myself daily "I won't talk to you, and I'll play "HARD TO GET".. I'll basically ignore you." but it doesn't happen, and I've got no clue why. I wish there was someone I could talk to about this, but there is no one that understands.