MacsLovlyAngl
Head of the Graveyard Shift
One more chapter after this, and then while Mac and Michelle are away, we will have some fun with the other kids.
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Meanwhile...
Michelle was sleeping again, when Mack walked back in with Eric. Her dad was deep in thought, looking out over Miami
"How's she doing now, Peter? Has she said anything?" asked Mack.
"No... she smiled a little, and squeezed my hand. We're all waiting on the therapists."
"Oh... okay. Daddy... do you need anything?"
Shaking his head no, he continued to stare.
"Excuse me, we're looking for Michelle Taylor?"
Smiling at the therapist, Peter allowed her to sit by Michelle.
"Which therapist are you?" asked Mack.
"I"m her speech therapist, if she needs one. For right now, I need to see if she can swallow, so we can get her started on eating again. Can you help me prop her up with the pillows, please?"
Walking over, Mac raised his daughter in an upright position, then climbing in behind her, sitting her between his legs, while her head rested on his shoulder.
"I love you, baby girl. I'll be your pillow." he whispered in her ear.
"I love you too, daddy." she choked out.
"That's perfect. She's sitting straight up. After a series of swallowing exercises and repeating the process several times, Michelle's swallowing and throat seemed to be free of obstruction. Writing down some notes, she asked everyone to leave the room.
"Mr.Taylor... you to please."
"No. I'm staying. My daughter needs me."
"Michelle... do you want your father to stay?"
"Yes... she whispered. He can stay."
"Michelle... you can talk?
Hearing in the barest of whispers... "Yes... I can talk."
The therapist was very impressed.
"Are you scared to talk too your parents, about why you did this? Is that why you don't want to talk?"
"Yes... she whispered. I don't want to be a failure in their eyes."
Hearing his daughters words, Mac softly cried into his baby's hair. Squeezing her tighter.
"I'm sorry you felt like that, sweetheart. I'm sorry if that's how we made you feel."
"You didn't daddy. Honest... it's just what my mind thought. Everything was so confusing to me. But it was never you daddy. Or mom."
Pulling her even tighter in his arms, they cried together while continuing to whisper words of hope, healing, and love.
"Aww... do you know what Michelle? I don't think your parents would ever concider you a failure. Every one slips, it just reminds us that we are all human, and none of us are perfect. You were a student who took too much on at once. No one is going to be ashamed of you, for that."
Getting up the therapist said...
"I'll let the doctor know to start you on regular foods. Your physio therapist should be in shortly."
Walking out, she stopped to talk too the rest of the family.
"She's fine to be on solids. She said she was thirsty, if you'd like to get her something to drink, that's fine. Just make sure it's in a small sips. We don't want her starting out with to much. She can also talk. The reason she isn't doing so, is because she thinks she disappointed you all, and she's ashamed."
"Thank you for all your help. Take care."
"You too, Mrs.Taylor."
Once the speech therapist left, Stella said...
"We need to figure out an approach, to helping her talk.
Walking back into the room, they watched as she was talking to Peter and her dad.
Peter was still holding Michelle's hand.
"Are you going to talk to me beautiful? I've missed you, alot."
"I've missed you too," she whispered through her tears.
Leaning up towards her lips, he softly kissed her, while taking his fingertips wiped at her tears. Trying to sit back in the chair, Michelle wouldn't let him go. She was holding him so tightly, almost as if making sure, he didn't disappear.
"Don't leave me. Please don't leave me. I never meant to hurt you,Peter."
"I'm never going to leave you ,Michelle. I promise you, we will face this together with your family. I'll be right beside you, when you talk to them. Then when you are better, and you can go home. Your father is taking you away for two weeks. Anywhere... you want to go."
"Why would you do that daddy?"
He could see Mac still crying. He knew his daughters pain was to much for him, as he hid his tears in her hair. Answering for him, Peter said..
"He feels that the two of you, need to spend time with each other. He's hurting too. I tend to agree that you need this Michelle., and I promise to be here when you get back. But before that, you're going to need to help your father heal too. He needs your love and understanding, as much as you need his."
Nodding that she understood, she leaned back against her dad, and relaxed.
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Meanwhile...
Michelle was sleeping again, when Mack walked back in with Eric. Her dad was deep in thought, looking out over Miami
"How's she doing now, Peter? Has she said anything?" asked Mack.
"No... she smiled a little, and squeezed my hand. We're all waiting on the therapists."
"Oh... okay. Daddy... do you need anything?"
Shaking his head no, he continued to stare.
"Excuse me, we're looking for Michelle Taylor?"
Smiling at the therapist, Peter allowed her to sit by Michelle.
"Which therapist are you?" asked Mack.
"I"m her speech therapist, if she needs one. For right now, I need to see if she can swallow, so we can get her started on eating again. Can you help me prop her up with the pillows, please?"
Walking over, Mac raised his daughter in an upright position, then climbing in behind her, sitting her between his legs, while her head rested on his shoulder.
"I love you, baby girl. I'll be your pillow." he whispered in her ear.
"I love you too, daddy." she choked out.
"That's perfect. She's sitting straight up. After a series of swallowing exercises and repeating the process several times, Michelle's swallowing and throat seemed to be free of obstruction. Writing down some notes, she asked everyone to leave the room.
"Mr.Taylor... you to please."
"No. I'm staying. My daughter needs me."
"Michelle... do you want your father to stay?"
"Yes... she whispered. He can stay."
"Michelle... you can talk?
Hearing in the barest of whispers... "Yes... I can talk."
The therapist was very impressed.
"Are you scared to talk too your parents, about why you did this? Is that why you don't want to talk?"
"Yes... she whispered. I don't want to be a failure in their eyes."
Hearing his daughters words, Mac softly cried into his baby's hair. Squeezing her tighter.
"I'm sorry you felt like that, sweetheart. I'm sorry if that's how we made you feel."
"You didn't daddy. Honest... it's just what my mind thought. Everything was so confusing to me. But it was never you daddy. Or mom."
Pulling her even tighter in his arms, they cried together while continuing to whisper words of hope, healing, and love.
"Aww... do you know what Michelle? I don't think your parents would ever concider you a failure. Every one slips, it just reminds us that we are all human, and none of us are perfect. You were a student who took too much on at once. No one is going to be ashamed of you, for that."
Getting up the therapist said...
"I'll let the doctor know to start you on regular foods. Your physio therapist should be in shortly."
Walking out, she stopped to talk too the rest of the family.
"She's fine to be on solids. She said she was thirsty, if you'd like to get her something to drink, that's fine. Just make sure it's in a small sips. We don't want her starting out with to much. She can also talk. The reason she isn't doing so, is because she thinks she disappointed you all, and she's ashamed."
"Thank you for all your help. Take care."
"You too, Mrs.Taylor."
Once the speech therapist left, Stella said...
"We need to figure out an approach, to helping her talk.
Walking back into the room, they watched as she was talking to Peter and her dad.
Peter was still holding Michelle's hand.
"Are you going to talk to me beautiful? I've missed you, alot."
"I've missed you too," she whispered through her tears.
Leaning up towards her lips, he softly kissed her, while taking his fingertips wiped at her tears. Trying to sit back in the chair, Michelle wouldn't let him go. She was holding him so tightly, almost as if making sure, he didn't disappear.
"Don't leave me. Please don't leave me. I never meant to hurt you,Peter."
"I'm never going to leave you ,Michelle. I promise you, we will face this together with your family. I'll be right beside you, when you talk to them. Then when you are better, and you can go home. Your father is taking you away for two weeks. Anywhere... you want to go."
"Why would you do that daddy?"
He could see Mac still crying. He knew his daughters pain was to much for him, as he hid his tears in her hair. Answering for him, Peter said..
"He feels that the two of you, need to spend time with each other. He's hurting too. I tend to agree that you need this Michelle., and I promise to be here when you get back. But before that, you're going to need to help your father heal too. He needs your love and understanding, as much as you need his."
Nodding that she understood, she leaned back against her dad, and relaxed.