So sorry again for the delay, but I didn't fail my tests this way.
If theres anyome left, here ya go.
Dr. Jennings sits in her swivel chair with a pen and pad of paper in a suit, tired from a fitful sleep, across from the second CSI patient of the fourth week, who wears all black. She looks worried and drained. Dr. Jennings begins the session.
Dr. Jennings: hi Calleigh.
Calleigh: Hi doctor.
Dr. J: How have you been?
C: *sigh* Confused...dazed...lost. Sad.
Dr. J: I really want to talk to you about Tim Speedle. I figure the two of you were very close.
C: More than close...we were like brother and sister. I always could rely on him, he was funny and smart and handsome and an amazing friend and coworker, and when he died I tried to be strong for the team, but...those few months were long, sad, dreary ones.
Dr. J: What did you feel when you find he was alive?
C: I'm still unsure, but...dazed. It's like it hasn't really set in, I spent all that time trying to accept he was gone and now...it's hard.
Dr. J: It is, Calleigh.
C: But...I feel a bit confused as to why he left us. If he wanted to transfer, who not just tell us and transfer?
Dr. J: We'll find out soon enough.
C: I feel a bit betrayed, he put us through all that, but it's still just...amazing, I mean, he might be alive, I might be able to see him again!
Dr. J: What do you think you would do when you saw him?
C: *sigh* Hug him and never let go. To realize I didn't lose him, he's still here...oh gosh I missed him so much.
Dr. J: Calleigh I know this is hard for you. It's hard for the whole team.
C: *nods*
Dr. J: But I think you all need to talk about it as a team, to discuss your feelings and grow closer and get out what it is you're feeling.
C: *rolls eyes* It's not that easy.
Dr. J: What do you mean?
C: Horatio and Eric and Ryan, they'll be strong, and Alexx knew along...I'll be the emotional wreck and I don't want to be weak like that. The team needs me.
Dr. J: Calleigh right now you need to worry about yourself.
C: How can I when everyone else is worrying about me? Why can't I worry about them, help them for once?
Dr. J: Calleigh just because people worry about you doesn't mean you're weak or ANYTHING for that matter. It just means they love you.
C: I love them as well. More than they realize.
Dr. J: Why don't you tell
them this then?
C: I don't...know.
Dr. J: We went over this, you all need to say 'I love you' more often. Or 'thanks for being an amazing friend.' If you had done this with Tim you wouldn't have felt all that guilt. Any of your coworkers could die any day, you could, especially with your jobs. Treat every day like your last.
C: *sighs* You're so right. I know.
Dr. J: You have homework. Hug everyone on the team today and tell them you care about them. Gosh I feel like we've done this already Calleigh!
C: We have.
Dr. J: And every day, give everyone you know a compliment and treat them like you'll never see them again. Minus the tearful goodbyes.
C: *giggles* Okay.
Dr. J: You going to be alright?
C: *sigh* I think so. And I have my team, right?
Dr. J: Right. And don't worry, you'll see Tim soon enough.
C: Gosh I hope so.
Dr. J: I'll see you at the group session, Calleigh.
C: Bye doctor. Thanks for being there for me. For us.
Dr. J: *sigh* Don't thank me.
C: *smiles, leaves*
Dr. Jennings makes some notes and leaves as well.
Next session: Eric.
I'll try to get another up by the end of the weekend. So so sorry again guys.*writes out IOUs and gives out free hugs*