Re: Crime Of Passion
Lindsay just wanted to drive away. She didn't want to go to work, and she didn't want to go back to NY. She just wanted to go back to Montana, where she didn't know Danny. She wanted to be back with her family, she wanted to dance with her daddy like she used to when she was a little girl. She wanted to go to barbeques and listen to country music. She wanted to stare out into the wheat feilds all day long.
But now that she had met Danny, none of that was possible. She didn't know if she could live her life without Danny in it. She had to come to terms with the possibility of having to get over him, and move on. Maybe she would move back to Montana. Maybe if she moved back, she could forget this ever happened. She missed her family, her mom, her dad and her little sister. She missed being in the open feilds, and she missed not having to worry about love.
She loved Danny, but it just wasn't convincing to her that she loved him back. It just seemed to her like he wanted her for a good time, and then he would leave without even saying "thanks it was fun". She looked at herself in the mirror. Phisically, she looked great, but behind the fake mask, there was an emotionally torn woman, who would probably never be the same old country girl that she was before. "Why did I have to fall in love?" she asked herself. Her cousin was right, love only brought trouble, and she was in the deepest trouble love could give her. She was in love with someone who didn't feel the same way, or so she thought.
Lindsay was brought out of thought when Danny tapped on the window. She sighed and unlocked the door, quickly wiping away her tears as he got in. It was definatly hard to wipe away her tears and look normal again in less than two seconds, and she hadn't done too good of a job. Her mascara was halfway down her face, and her eyes were red and puffy.