Calleigh's tears were still coming down her face when she sat down on the bed. She tried so hard to keep her lip from quivering, but she was failing miserably. She just wanted to cry, but then again, she didn't want to. She wanted to uphold her independent girl image. She was suppossed to be strong, tough, "I'll kick your ass" Calleigh, but for just this once she didn't want to be. She wished she was in a room alone, by herself, so she was just able to cry. She wouldn't let hserself cry in front of Horatio. She wanted him to know that she could take care of herself, and that she would be a good wife because of it. She was on the fence with her emotions right now, she didn't know which side to take.