Nienna Berylla
CSI Level Two
Re: The Rant and Ramble Thread
Okay to me:
You can have those feelings its normal. dont hide yourself from it anymore because you make things worse. I know you hate yourself and that you hate the way you look but your looking fine for now. When you are getting stronger and father in the future you will lose waith again and forget the number on the scale. Dont hang on to that number, yes it hurts but its your own stupid fault. Stop eating like a pig and start eating like a normal person. Besides that your therapist told you that the other feeling is normal to have everybody can cry over that, it is hard to lose something precious like that. And try to remember her as a good and beautiful person and the memory of caring her is already so beautiful. Yes your having pain now and its more than you can handle but its worht it in the future and you will have a better life i've you let them in for now. Learn and go on wiht your therapy but dont give up to yourself. Im proud of you already because of what you made this far. So you can do it. Keep on and get stronger..
Okay to me:
You can have those feelings its normal. dont hide yourself from it anymore because you make things worse. I know you hate yourself and that you hate the way you look but your looking fine for now. When you are getting stronger and father in the future you will lose waith again and forget the number on the scale. Dont hang on to that number, yes it hurts but its your own stupid fault. Stop eating like a pig and start eating like a normal person. Besides that your therapist told you that the other feeling is normal to have everybody can cry over that, it is hard to lose something precious like that. And try to remember her as a good and beautiful person and the memory of caring her is already so beautiful. Yes your having pain now and its more than you can handle but its worht it in the future and you will have a better life i've you let them in for now. Learn and go on wiht your therapy but dont give up to yourself. Im proud of you already because of what you made this far. So you can do it. Keep on and get stronger..