ericloca
Lab Technician
Yeah ... you're right . They have to be together , they just have to . And now only for Sandle fans , The first part of my new fic
Living Doll (2)
Chapter 1 - For her …
I can’t believe this ; is impossible … Sara and Grissom ? Grissom and Sara ? No , no , no … I don’t want this . Sara can’t be together with Grissom . Faith can’t be so upset to do this to me . I can’t lose the only woman I truly ever loved . I can’t love my angel … Sara .
“I took away the only person who she ever loved so she’s going to do the same thing to me . “ .I really don’t know really what scares me most … to have her with Grissom or to lose her forever . I love her so much … it hurts . And now I found out she didn’t share my feelings . she never loved me . I feel like crying , but I have to hold on , until we’ll find her . But Grissom’s words are still echoing in my mind . Because … I don’t want to care about her feelings . Is better to know she’s alive . Much better than everything .
I pray we’ll find her in time and she’ll survive . She’ll survive and she’ll be happy . No matter with who . Even if would hurt so much … is she’ll be happy I’ll try to be happy too. Because she is everything I am … she’s my life . Probably I’m her sweet little brother … if a brother can love his sister like I do , then I’m her brother . The passion is burning my heart … the pain in breaking my soul in million pieces .
But will she still love him even after this ? Their relationship caused her maybe to get killed … can’t she just understand they are not made for each other ? That she’s made for me ?
But I shouldn’t think at who she chooses after … I have to focus on saving her .
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We found her ! We found her … I have to regain my breath . I think she’s okay … the EMTs took her at the hospital . She was not far in the desert . A man saw her , I mean the car that was on her and called the police . We arrived in matter of seconds I think . Everybody was worried . They breathed in relief when I checked on her and found a pulse . I checked on her and not Grissom . Is a good feeling . I think I was the only one there who didn’t go crazy . Love kept me sane . I felt her artery lifting against my finger and I yelled at them that she’s alive . That second was the happiest of my entire life . To know the woman I love safe in my arms . Is such an wonderful feeling . After they removed the car that trapped Sara I took her carefully in my arms . The car was on fire and it could explode any time . I was scared but I had to get her out of there . Even if there was a lot of smoke chocking me . I couldn’t see for a moment . I started coughing and thought I was going to faint .
She was unconscious … and pretty . She was pretty with all that blood covering her . I bet she’s prettier when she’s sleeping … but I never seen her sleeping .
After I put her on the gurney , Grissom went with her at the hospital . Almost all the cars left … my colleagues were the last .
After that I felt like a knife hit me in the chest . I couldn’t breathe , there was something heavy pressing on my chest . I put a hand on my neck because my body wasn’t receiving enough air . I wanted to scream for help but I couldn’t speak . I started coughing and Catherine turned to me . She saw my white face and the fact that I couldn’t even breath . She called Nick and Warrick to help her … to lay me on the ground before I pass out . I remember Nick yelling for a doctor , but he received the answer that all EMTs left . Warrick then I think he decided to take me the hospital because my breathing was getting worse … I had the feeling I was going to pass out . Nick and Warrick took me and put me in the car … than Nick drove to the hospital … I was sitting in the backseat with the head in Catherine’s lap . She was whispering to me that everything was going to be just fine . Then I blacked out and the only thing that worried me was Sara’s condition .
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I promise you a surprise in the next chapter
Living Doll (2)
Chapter 1 - For her …
I can’t believe this ; is impossible … Sara and Grissom ? Grissom and Sara ? No , no , no … I don’t want this . Sara can’t be together with Grissom . Faith can’t be so upset to do this to me . I can’t lose the only woman I truly ever loved . I can’t love my angel … Sara .
“I took away the only person who she ever loved so she’s going to do the same thing to me . “ .I really don’t know really what scares me most … to have her with Grissom or to lose her forever . I love her so much … it hurts . And now I found out she didn’t share my feelings . she never loved me . I feel like crying , but I have to hold on , until we’ll find her . But Grissom’s words are still echoing in my mind . Because … I don’t want to care about her feelings . Is better to know she’s alive . Much better than everything .
I pray we’ll find her in time and she’ll survive . She’ll survive and she’ll be happy . No matter with who . Even if would hurt so much … is she’ll be happy I’ll try to be happy too. Because she is everything I am … she’s my life . Probably I’m her sweet little brother … if a brother can love his sister like I do , then I’m her brother . The passion is burning my heart … the pain in breaking my soul in million pieces .
But will she still love him even after this ? Their relationship caused her maybe to get killed … can’t she just understand they are not made for each other ? That she’s made for me ?
But I shouldn’t think at who she chooses after … I have to focus on saving her .
….
We found her ! We found her … I have to regain my breath . I think she’s okay … the EMTs took her at the hospital . She was not far in the desert . A man saw her , I mean the car that was on her and called the police . We arrived in matter of seconds I think . Everybody was worried . They breathed in relief when I checked on her and found a pulse . I checked on her and not Grissom . Is a good feeling . I think I was the only one there who didn’t go crazy . Love kept me sane . I felt her artery lifting against my finger and I yelled at them that she’s alive . That second was the happiest of my entire life . To know the woman I love safe in my arms . Is such an wonderful feeling . After they removed the car that trapped Sara I took her carefully in my arms . The car was on fire and it could explode any time . I was scared but I had to get her out of there . Even if there was a lot of smoke chocking me . I couldn’t see for a moment . I started coughing and thought I was going to faint .
She was unconscious … and pretty . She was pretty with all that blood covering her . I bet she’s prettier when she’s sleeping … but I never seen her sleeping .
After I put her on the gurney , Grissom went with her at the hospital . Almost all the cars left … my colleagues were the last .
After that I felt like a knife hit me in the chest . I couldn’t breathe , there was something heavy pressing on my chest . I put a hand on my neck because my body wasn’t receiving enough air . I wanted to scream for help but I couldn’t speak . I started coughing and Catherine turned to me . She saw my white face and the fact that I couldn’t even breath . She called Nick and Warrick to help her … to lay me on the ground before I pass out . I remember Nick yelling for a doctor , but he received the answer that all EMTs left . Warrick then I think he decided to take me the hospital because my breathing was getting worse … I had the feeling I was going to pass out . Nick and Warrick took me and put me in the car … than Nick drove to the hospital … I was sitting in the backseat with the head in Catherine’s lap . She was whispering to me that everything was going to be just fine . Then I blacked out and the only thing that worried me was Sara’s condition .
….
I promise you a surprise in the next chapter
