Re: "MaCalleigh....What Could've been".
When Mac got upstairs, he found Macalleigh reading the book Horatio had there. "Angel baby, can we talk"? Sitting on the bed, wiping her tears from her eyes, he kissed her wet lids. "Listen my angel, I know it's going to be very hard for you the next few months, but you rellay need to stop running everytime you hear a noise, or have a memory, especially when we are with you". "I know dad, I really do, but I can't get them out of my mind, they are always there, even with you all here".
"I know love, that's why they call them flashbacks, you've been through a very horrible ordeal, one that could have had dire consequences, but it didn't, thank God, but now is the time to heal, now is the time for you to allow us to help you make it through this". Embracing his daughter in his arms, he rocked her, giving her the comfort she needed while he talked to her.
"So this is what we are going to do angel, you, Horatio, Gabreil and I, are going to go for a walk, we are going to run into people, enjoy some fresh air, but most of all, get you use to feeling safe again not only in your home, but on our NY streets, now get up, get your shoe's on, and let's go have some fun".
Leaving the room, Mac hated what he had to do, but he also knew if he didn't get her out now, she'd never go out again. "Hey Uncle Mac, how is she"? "She'll be fine, get your shoe's on son, Gabe, get your shoe's on, we are taking Macalleigh on a outing". "Now dad...but it's dark". "Just do as you are told son, let's go". "Mac...what are you up too"? "I'm up to getting our daughter back, don't worry love, she'll be fine".
When Macalleigh was ready, they headed out, with her gripping her dads hand. "Losen up your hold love, it's okay, you are safe with us all here". Losening her grip, she looked around at all the people walking down the street. "How about we go for a walk in the park"? "Ummm...I'm getting kinda tired dad, I think we should just go home". "Please Macalleigh, for daddy, just one time".
Heading into Central Park, they could here the teens yelling, and playing on the courts. "Hey Macalleigh....how you doing, we haven't seen you in a while, when you coming back to school"? "Oh hey Devon, I won't be, I've started a new school". "Oh damn Macalleigh, is it because of what happened"? "Sort of, but also because they offer the course's I need". "Wow...good for you then, listen would you like to play some BBall with us, for old time sakes"?
"No...but thanks for the offer, I'll see you around". "Okay Macalleigh, take care". "See love, that wasn't bad, and you did it all yourself, see, no hands". As she looked down, she noticed her dad had let go". "Why did you....". "I didn't love, you did, while you were talking to Devon". "Hmm...can we go home now dad, I really am tired". "Sure angel, but I need to stop by the office, so you head home with Gabe with Horatio".
"Umm...can't we come with you dad"? "Not this time love, I don't know how late I'll be, and you said you were tired". "Okay, bye dad, see you at home". Watching him walk away, Macalleigh could feel the trembles again. Taking her hand in his, Horatio squeezed it as they walked back to the house. "Hey Gabe....". "By God, is that you Fred, when did you get back"? "About an hour ago, listen want to go too the arcade, there are some hot chicks there".
"Will you be okay Macalleigh, if I go"? "Not wanting to upset her brother, she said..."sure go ahead, I'll be fine". "Thanks sis, Horatio, get her home". "We'll be fine Gabe, go ahead". "Shall we continue Macalleigh"? "He could see how terrified she was, for her eyes were full of tears, and her body was trembling. "Come on Macalleigh, we'll take a cab". "No....it's okay, we'll walk, it's just a short walk".
Gripping her hand tightly, he kissed it, while they continued to walk.