grissom wondered away from the group of girls, he had no right to listen to their talk and felt a pain in his chest when sara talked about nick. an emotional pain. he stagered along looking like he was half drunk. sara had been in love with nick when they were going out. not him. grissom sat on the side of the road away from everyone and put his head in his hands to cover up his silent tears. she was the only women who could draw tears from him. he couldn't let her go, no matter how far away she was. he hd told her he loved her and then she went and got pregnant with nick. "you were content to just live by yourself, not with her, not with anybody."
"content yes, fulfilled no." grissoms inner thoughts and emotions fought. he made a reselution right then never to open up to anybody else the way he had to sara, it was all too painful.