Re: Eric and Calleigh #24 -- I Trust You With My Life
WARNING!!! Really long post ahead…skip if necessary!!!
Calleigh needs one more push...either physical or emotional. Eric already had that happen for him...near-death experience
, uh yeah! What happened has affected Calleigh immensely, but something needs to happen to her herself, something that will help push her over the edge...I'll push her if I had the chance :devil:... and the only way out is the truth...she's in love with Eric!
She needs to brush away the remnants of her loose-ended past...her relationships with her parents and family, relationships with past boyfriends, Speed's death, Hagen's suicide, Jake's unfortunate and unwelcome
return (<--- At least, for me it is!), and the possibility of losing Eric when he was shot at.
(Yeah, that's in the past because it ain't right now. By the way ain’t is a word, it's in the dictionary. Look it up yourself. I'm from the South.
)
She just has to burn that pattern within her…that pattern being the constant thought of letting someone in and he/she leaves or dies.
Calleigh needs to ignite a new fire and establish a new constant...being with Eric
...so the past pattern doesn't come back and repeat itself continuously.
People consider those who bottle their emotions as some type of robot, I however think that they’re a ticking bomb. That being said, Calleigh is one of those bombs and we all hope she explodes to Eric, full of emotion…anger, pride, calm, hate, lust, guilt, pity, shame, peace, envy, disgust, yearning, vulnerability, shock, jealousy, worry, surprise, happiness, angst, pain, confidence, embarrassment, hope, loneliness, love, and more love
. Did I say love?
Yeah, that’s right LOVE.
(I must’ve just named all the emotions I could think of for now :lol:…especially love!)
God, I’m hopeless. *Prays a little* Okay, back to business.
As for the possibility of Eric suffering from seizures, I wouldn’t be surprised whatsoever if it happens. People who receive a bullet through the head are bound to suffer from some type of aftereffect, especially since the bullet is still lodged in Eric’s head.
My uncle is in the force and was shot in the head.
He lived to tell, but for about a two years, he suffered from seizures. At first it was every other day, which receded to once a week, then once a month, to a few here and there, and now he’s back to normal
…as normal as you could be with the knowledge of being shot and losing your life, always in the back of your head.
Eric knows that Calleigh knows that he knows that he has feelings for her.
Hopefully, Calleigh learns to know that she has the same feelings for him. (Please don't process these sentences...if you're confused because i know I am.)
Calleigh
Always
Likes, no
Loves
Eric for
Inexplicably
Giving her his
Heart! -- Always...
And…
Eric
Really
Is
Calleigh's! -- Really...
I really am hopeless. :lol: *Sighs* But seriously, I just love people, real or fictional, especially when they love me too or I know they belong together.
Not exactly E/C related, it just can’t all fit in my bio. So once again, skip if necessary.
I am a newbie to this site…sort of. I have been going on CSI Files and Talk CSI for years. I just didn’t create an account until now. Everything y’all are saying are just things that have been running in my mind and I finally decided to reply to things…not just to myself or my friends reading the same posts, but to all y’all, especially since E/C are bound to get hot and heavy :devil: this coming season.
I’m from the beautiful islands of the Philippines
and moved here in 2001. I reside in Murder Capital, USA
…that’s New Orleans for those who don’t know. So since this is LA, shouldn’t CSI: Miami (or just Eric and Calleigh) fly over here and solve some cases? I will gladly lend the cast and crew my brothers and sister to play murder victims…if they have to play it :devil::lol::devil:…just joking…I hope…that’s if they don’t kill me first. I choose E/C to solve my case…but if they spend one minute questioning my siblings they’ll know they did it immediately...a blind/deaf person will know it was them after a minute.
Yes, they really are that bad and annoying. *Cries a little inside* I love them immensely, I just don’t like them. After all, isn’t Calleigh from LA? Unfortunately for me, LA stands for Louisiana and not Los Angeles. *Sighs*
Now, I’m a high school student and hoping to become a pediatrician
. I love kids…just as long as they aren’t my brothers or sister. I’m involved in lots of school activities…cheerleading
, student council, cross country, track, etc. I tend to talk a lot about everything...my friends trusts me with their secrets and I know when to shut my mouth…but if it isn’t something to hide, I “blab my mouth” continuously.
I get told to be quiet in class several times and pass tons of notes around
…but since my teachers like me, I smile and they tell me to just not do it again :devil:…which I don’t listen to. The entire class was throwing notes around to people and my math teacher got hit in the head with a note I threw…which he blamed it on someone :lol:. His name is Darell and he started telling the teacher, who was yelling at him, that it wasn’t him and it was me…very true :lol:. The teacher turned to me, I smiled and gave him a pout and a shrug while saying that I was sorry :devil:…my punishment, if you could call it that, was him telling me, that's right telling not yelling, that throwing things is bad because it could hurt people and that I shouldn’t do what I did again. *Laughing and thinking that I’m really lucky*
Anyway, I love to do a lot of activities. I have been bungee jumping, deep sea diving, hang gliding, cliff diving, mountain climbing, etc
. Oh yeah, I’ve been on a couple of volcanoes, when I was in the Philippines. I enjoy a lot of running and want to participate in marathons…although my friends say that the only marathon I should compete in is one that involves my mouth :lol:. My dad plans to take me sky diving next summer
and I can’t wait…I find the idea of jumping out of a plane very exciting when it’s done for fun. My mom and my siblings are too scared to do any of these things…too bad for them. Best experiences of my life!
I’m not yet a citizen of the U.S, so once again, my parents have pushed our plans to go vacation in Europe this winter…so my dad and I could ski in the Alps.
I’m severely chipper…it’s contagious
. I am a very happy person and sure I have days here and there, but who doesn’t? I’m not a person that hates people…except for this one girl at school
…uh, yeah, there’s always an exception.
Currently…listening to Jon McLaughlin’s Beautiful Disaster on my iPod, talking (as always) to a few friends that are still awake in my living room, watching those friends trying to play twister and watch Pirates of the Caribbean, finishing this ridiculously long post, and eating some ice cream.
I am really hyper…must be the ice cream. After all it’s my favorite…chocolate and strawberry ice cream with chopped peanuts, chocolate chips, fresh strawberries and fresh cherries, which is topped with chocolate syrup, strawberry syrup, white chocolate syrup, and whipped cream. :devil: Sounds delicious…doesn’t it?
It’s now 5:30 am here and I haven’t slept since my nap…about 37.5 hours ago, but I feel great. The summer is almost over and I’m conflicted.
No to summer means yes to school.
I have no problem with my school, I just don’t like school. Anyway, no to summer means yes to the new season of CSI: Miami
…where the best lies for our favorite Hip-Huggers…hopefully.
Please don’t hate me for this extremely long post. *Laughing a little inside* Call me crazy, but I think I am. Well, if anyone is here and replies I’ll continue “blabbing my mouth,” as my friends say, but if everyone here is normal and are actually sleeping, I’ll be back soon…I won’t be home until tonight. I have plans that I have to be ready for in like 5 hours.
Oh by the way, you can call me anne/annabelle/lily instead of fadingintherain.
Oh yeah, I believe that is Jessica237’s LJ is also fadingintherain…so sorry Jess
. That is the screen name that I use for everything…here’s the story with it. My aunt had cancer
and when it was raining we were outside and she said, “I never even had the chance to get married and have a family. And now, every time it rains, I feel as if I’m fading away. *Turns to me* Make sure you love every moment of your life and don’t take it for granted. I don’t ever want to hear from your mother that you ever feel like you’re fading away without making the most of your life.” I still remember that day by heart and I will never forget it. She’s currently healthy, cancer-free and I know have another great uncle…added to the hundred I already have because my family is huge (One of you could be related to me and I wouldn't know it.) :lol:…and more cousins
.
Anyway, I promise y’all I don’t do drugs, drink alcohol, smoke, (No offense to anyone, I just can't take smoke. After all, it is bad for your lungs...now I'm starting to sound like Ryan :lol:. I do feel like I have OCD every now and then, but I don't.), or do anything bad.
I’m just really hyper and happy…that’s why I have this really long post. I promise it won’t happen again…unless I’m babbling about E/C.
*Hoping no one in this thread kills me*
*Sighs of relief, remembering something* I did warn everyone that this would be long and that y’all can skip it. Sorry, I just am a very precocious, curious, and talkative teenager…it’s in my DNA. Love me or hate me…
If I have repeated anything in this post over and over again, I’m sorry.
Well, that’s all. From the bottom of my heart, I deeply apologize for this extremely long post once again. Sorry…I also tend to apologize a lot…sorry!
Oh yeah, I also get confused alot
..cheerleaders...figures :lol:, and I say "like" "laters" and "seriously," so Grey's Anatomy
of me, like all the time. I edited practically most of them out because it got annoying.
Laters…
Luv yall…
