With Mackenzie dressed they headed back downstaris with the family.
"Where is everyone Eric?"
"I'm not sure. Dad?"
"I think they're in the Conference room. We had a problem with Anya today. She's most likely ready to talk."
"Problem? What problem dad?"
"You never mind Mackenzie. You, Eric and the girls can stay and take care of MJ while I head in there."
"But dad..."
"I said no. You have enough on your mind without adding more."
Walking back into MJ's room she sat beside him on his bed again.
"You hear that MJ. Nothing has changed out here. Your grandpa is still stubborn. So listen MJ. If you happen to see Calleigh and Horatio on your travels say hi. And don't forget to say hi to King and Kong Sr." She giggled.
Taking his hand again, she placed it back on her tummy.
"I think he likes you MJ. Everytime I say your name he ripples. I know you can feel him. I think you two are going to be really close. Whenever you decide to come home. You are coming home. Know why?? Cause you can't leave me here with all these nuts. I need to have you with me. can I cuddle with you?"
She knew she wasn't getting any answers. But she also knew he could hear every word she was saying. Laying herself beside him, on her side, she began giggling....
"This bed was definetely not built for two."
Meanwhile in the Conference room the family was seated around the table with silence. Hearing the door open Eric walked in.
"I thought I told you to stay with MJ and Mackenzie?"
"I did dad. They are sound asleep together. I put up the side bar so Mackenzie won't fall off."
"Awww..that's so sweet. I take it the doctor said she was fine?"
"She did mom. They all seem to think it's stress. So what is the family gathering for again?"
"It's for me Eric. I said some very hurtful things today to Michael, and to Mac. Things that I feel myself are unforgivable."
Eric looked pained as he sat.
"Then shouldn't it be between you, Michael and dad?"
"No. I figure with all of you here maybe we could all talk about how we're feeling instead of holding it all in. Pretending we're all strong."
"Okay then fire away Anya."
"I've been under alot of strain lately. I'm not sure what from. But at times I feel I can't cope with my family, my life, those around me I care about. Then other times every little sound, or noise annoys me, causing me to become angry, or hurtful to those I love. I never meant to hurt you Michael by saying MJ would be better if we let him go. I'm so sorry I hurt you with my words, it wasn't my intention to come out sounding so cold."
"I understand that Anya. I also understand your beliefs are different from ours. I know that. I accept that. I'm more concerned with you. Your health, your feeling of hurt and anger you're having. I think that is what we all need to focus on. Finding out what is going on with you. I love you Anya. Even on your bad days. When is your appointment?"
"Tuesday morning."
"Then we'll go together. I want to be there with you every step of the way."
Anya cried. she thought for sure Michael would be unforgiving with the words she had said.
"I'm really sorry to you too Mac. I didn't mean to hurt you with saying you were giving your family false hope. I know you're not. I just hope you can..."
"I do Anya. Michaels right. The most important thing is getting you better. That is something we will all do as family once we find out what's wrong."
Getting up Mac took her into his arms as the rest of the family gathered around just holding her tight. Letting her know that they were all there for her when the time came.
Back in MJ's room Mackenzie could feel warm fingers wrap around her hand that was resting on MJ's chest. Slowly opening her eyes she seen him staring at her. Tearing up she croaked out....
"MJ??? MJ you're awake...."