A NY Smex Story: Loosing Faith on Love

[MacsLovlyAngl]

It's small, just got in.. :lol:



A short time later, Danny and Lindsay showed up with file.

"Hey guy's, how you feeling"? asked Lindsay.

"Better thanks, "How are you doing now Lindsay"? asked Stella.

"Great, in one more week I can test", I'm so excited".

"Test what"? , asked Danny.

"Never you mind, said Stella. "We should do it here Lindsay, only bring two".

"Two wh...... "Oh my"! "Do you think"?

"I'm pretty sure, but we may as well find out together".

"This is so exciting, It should be around the same time together".

"What are you talking about"? said Danny, It's like morse code or something".

"Don't concern yourself Messer", they will only confuse you more", said Mac.

After Danny and Lindsay left, Stella and Mac, decided to dress the twins and take them out for some fresh air.

(The Distirct Attorny's )

The D.A.'s second in command was working with his back to the door, when someone opened it and walked in. As he turned around you could hear.....

"BANG"!!!!!!!!!!!! Shot straight through the head, just the rest.

When Flack arrived on scene, he called Mac.

"Taylor"! said Mac.

"Hey Mac it's Flack, we've had another murder, this time the D.A's assistant, same MO".

"Okay I'll be right there".

"Stella"! I need to........

"I know you need to go". "Why is it everytime we go out, someone gets murdered". *giggle*

"That's not funny love".

"I know Mac, but I can't help it, this is twice now".

"I know love, I'll be home as son as I can".

"Okay Mac, love you".

"Love you too Stella".

 

[MacsGirlMel]

Find the guy so he'll quit ruining all their fun! lol

 

[MacsLovlyAngl]

After Mac left, Stella decided to get the ingredients to make Chinese food for her and Mac. When she was done there, she went to the pharmacy and picked up a pregnancy test. She knew she was supposed to wait for Lindsay, but she was to excited not too.

Once she got home, she changed the twins and put them down for there naps. With that complete, she headede to the washroom. As she waited for the results, she could tell the stick wasn't turning blue.

"What the hell is wrong with me, if I'm not pregnant"? Stella said to herself.

She knew she was going to have too make an appointment with her doctor, to find out why she was late.


(NYPD)

Mac and Flack had just got back to the NYPD. As Mac headed to his office too work on his files the D.A. came in to talk too him.

"Mac"!! said the D.A.

"Yes"!

"Any idea how much longer before we solve this case"?

"Actually, no". "It seems we're not having much luck on that, this murderer is very smart. He leaves no trace, and he waits between his kills". "When I know somthing, you're know something".

Once the D.A. left, Mac wondered to himself, "Why is he only killing High Profile people". Mac knew he was going to have too go back to he begining, because it was obvious he had missed something.

Meanwhile......


After Stella got off the phone with the doctor, she needed to call Mac.

"Hey Sweetheart, how are you"? said Mac.

"I'm okay, listen I need you come home around four and watch the twins".

"Why, love, where are you going"?

"I need to do a few things".

"Okay, I'll be home shortly".

Stella didn't want to tell Mac she needed to see the doctor, because she knew he would ask questions. Questions she didn't have the answer too.


At the Doctor's......

"Well, hello Stella, how are you today"? and how are those lovely twins feeling"?

"Much better, thank-you".

"That's good to hear". "What seems to be the problem"?

"Well, I'm two weeks late for my monthly flow, but I'm not pregnant".

"Are you sure, have you tested at all"?

"Yes, I did one this morning", It came back negative".

"Okay, hop up on my table, and we'll do an internal, after that I'll send you for some blood work". "Sometimes it just ends up being stress related, and once things calm down, the flow begins again". "But we'll do a full check-up anyways to be safe".

With everything complete, Stella headed home to see her twins and Mac.

 

[MacsGirlMel]

lol you confused me for a minute I was like "how can she not be, of course she is" then it came to me "oh wait that's the other fic" lol

 

[MacsLovlyAngl]

Welcome to my world, I'm constantly mixing up my stories :lol: :lol:





As Stella arrived at home, she forgot she had had bloodwork done. As she took off her coat Mac seen her arm.

"Sweetheart"! "What's going on love"?

"Nothing Mac", "Why"?

"Well it loks to me like you've had some bloodwork done".

"Oh that", "the doctor drew some blood, just part of my check-up".

"But you're okay, love"?

"Yes Mac, I'm fine". "I'm going to go see Mackenzie and Michael".

As Stella headed upstairs, Mac knew something wasn't right with her. But he also knew that when she was ready she would tell him.

"There's my little Angels, look at you two, getting so big and beautiful". "Mackenzie"? called Stella as Mackenzie smiled at her. "Love you Mackenzie", and again she smiled. After spending a few minutes with her, she put her down and picked up Michael.

"There's my little man". "How are you sweetheart, look at you all big and handsome". "Michael gurggled out a sound with a huge smile. "Love you Michael", as he moved his feet and arms in excitement.

Mac was watching Stella interact with the twins, and by her body language alone, he could tell something was definetly wrong.

"Stella love"?

"Yes Mac, what is it"?

"What happened today love"? "Please talk to me".

Stella looked at Mac with ters in her eyes.

"I went to the doctor because I was two weeks late". "I thought I might have been with child, but the test I did, came out negative". "So I made an appointment, to have myself checked". "The doctor thinks it could be stress related, so he sent me for some blood work and gave me an appointment to have a stress test done".

"When is the appointment for your test love"?

"Tomorrow at 2pm".

"Okay love, I'll be here to take you".

"Is he positive it's stress"?

"No, he's checking all avenues to be safe".

"Try not to worry too much love, you'll be fine". "Next time though, let me know, I would have liked to have been there for support".

"I know Mac, and I'm sorry".

Mac walked and held his wife tightly in his arms, because his concern matched hers in more ways then one.

"Mac"! whisperd Stella.

"Yes love", he whispered back.

"Please make love to me".

Looking into her eyes he picked her up and carried her into their bedroom as he laid her on the bed.

"So beautiful, my love, as he caressed his fingers over her skin and slowly removed the straps of her shirt. Bending down to reach her sweet lips, he caressed his tongue softly around her lips before plunging forward into her heated mouth.

Mac took desperate care to be passionate, he wanted to captivate his wife in a web of ecstasy and love. Turning over he pulled her on top of him, so her hair shadowed their faces as they watched each others eyes glaze over in passion.

Stella began to move as Mac sat up and wrapped his hands around her waist, caressing and kissing her shoulder, neck and arms as she basked in the glory of his enchanted touch. Deeper now into their world went, until both husband and wife released and they fell asleep in each others arms.

 

[MacsGirlMel]

mmmm yummmy Call it comfort time Taylor style instead of payback hehehehe :devil:

 

[MacsLovlyAngl]

In the morning, Mac left Stella sleeping. Now that Mackenzie and Michael, were on formula, he no longer had to wake her. Walking into the Nursery he found Mackenzie awake and Michael still sleeping.

"Hey sweetheart", "Hi love, it's your daddy", yes your daddy", as Mackenzie giggled in delight. "Let's change your touchie sweetheart".

Mac hoped he could remember how to put on the cloth ones, as Stella prefered them to disposable unless they were going out.

"Let's see Mackenzie", said daddy, as he spoke.

"This goes under your bum and over your front secure each pin so it doesn't come undone". "Ha"!!! look at that Mackenzie, mommy's little rhyme worked". "Yeah for mommy"!!! as Mackenzie gurgled and giggled with delight.

Come on love, sit with daddy and we'll rock and talk".

Mac laid Mackenzie in his arms like a football and tickled her little tummy with Itsy Bitsy Spider.

"God my Mackenzie, I love that deep gurggle of laughter, you are so beautiful just like your mom, yes you are"! *gurggle* *giggle*.

At that moment Stella walked in, and watched them in awe.

She felt so overly blessed that her and Mac had finally become husban and wife. Everything about him, his warmth, his caring nature he kept hidden, but most of all his passion for his family, their family.

"Good morning Mac"! "hey Mackenzie", "hi love".

Mackenzie smiled and curled her little fists, as she tried to let out a sound *ah*.

"How are you feeling this morning Stella"?

"Better, thanks Mac", still a little queasy, but not overly".

"That's good love", If you'd like to take Mackenzie, I'll take Michael and get him all dressed".

"Are you sure Mac"?

"I'm positive love, you go ahead with Mackenzie".

Once spent some quality time with Michael, he headed downstairs.

"What would you like for breakfast Mac"?

"Just some coffee for now love, I'll make something a little later".

As Stella started the coffee, the phone rang.

"Taylor"! said Mac.

"Yeah Mac"! "It's Danny", we have another DB, this time Lawyer, same MO".

Mac thought to himself, "Damn I forgot to read over that case file last night".

"Okay Danny, start processing I'll be right there".

"I have to go love, I'll be back before 3 for our appointment". "I love you".

"I love you too Mac, stay safe".

After Mac left, Stella sat down and tried to collect herself, before she fell apart with this pain she had kept hidden.



Later that morning Stella asked Lindsay if she'd come over and watch the kids while she and Mac, went to the doctor.

"Hey love, I'm home, called Mac.

"Hi hun, how was your morning"?

"Good love, how are the twins"?

"I just put them down for their nap". "Lindsay, said she'd look after them while we go".

"That's nice, It will give us a little break".

Stella turned away from Mac, but not before he seen the look of pain on her face.

"Stella"! "What's the matter love"?

"Nothing hun, just a stitch, that's all".

"Are you sure, that looked like more then a stitch to me".

"I'm fine Mac, really, don't worry so much".

"Stella, are you being completely honest with me about your problem"?

"As honest as I can be Mac, I know no more then you do".

"This just doesn't seem like stress to me Stella".

"I don't know Mac"?

"I'm calling the doctor, to let him know"?

"Don't do that Mac, I'm fine really".

Mac decided to let it drop for now, until he got the results of her stress test.

Once Lindsay arrived Stella and Mac left for her appointment. When they got to the Stress Clinic at NY General it was packed.

"Oh my! I never realized there were so many people with stress related problems", said Stella.

"Me either", said Mac.

"Stella Taylor"? the doctor will see you now".

As Mac and Stella entered the office, her pain came back full force as she doubled over.

"Stella, yelled Mac, Stella"?

"It hurts, God it hurts Mac".

Mac ran out and told the nurse to get the doctor.

"What's the problem", said the doctor.

"My wife is having severe abdominal pain", help her".

The doctor pressed on her stomach and she screamed.

"Looks like Appendicitis", nurse, call the O.R. and let them know to page Dr. Roth for Appendix removal".

Once they had Stella on a stretcher and were taking her down to the O.R, Mac called Lindsay to let her know, he'd be late.

 

[MacsGirlMel]

uhoh...more soon! I know she'll be okay, but it's a nice twist anyway.

 

[MacsLovlyAngl]

Mac waited for Stella to come out of surgery, as they took him to recovery, he spoke with Stella's surgeon, who informed him that they were able to do the surgery without complications. After Mac thanked the doctor, he headed to recovery.

"Stella"! "Wake up love", said Mac.

"Mac"? "What happened"?

"They had to take out your appendix sweetheart". "How's your pain now"?

"Gone actually, I feel much better".

"It's a good thing we were here". "The doctor said you were just about to rupture".

"So much for doing my stress test".

"I spoke with our doctor and he said, all your blood work came back normal and that you could reschedule your test".

"That's good, "How are the twins"?

"Good I spoke with Lindsay and she says they are fine".

"Did the doctor say how long I have to stay here"?

"Just overnight, avoiding complications". "He say's they only like to keep patients in for a night, unless it's absolutely nessesary or complications occur".

"Did you want anything to drink love"?

"No , I'm great Mac, just sleepy". "Why don't you go home with the twins".

"Are you sure love, because I can stay for the night"?

"No, I'm fine Mac, go ahead, Mackenzie and Mac need one of us there".

"Okay love, I love you". As he bent down to kiss her.

"I love you too Mac". "I'll see you in the morning".

After Mac left, Stella fell back to sleep.


(Back at home)

"How is she Mac"? asked Lindsay.

"She's fine, surgery went well and she should be coming home tomorrow avoiding any complications, like infection".

"Oh, that's wonderful to hear".

"Is Danny picking you up Lindsay"?

"Yeah! he should be here shortly". "He had to finish up on some case".

"Case", darn it, I forgot, I need to study that Case File tonight".

"DO you need any help Mac"?

"No, I'll be fine Lindsay, as soon as I find it".

(Knock, knock)

"Come in Danny, doors unlocked", said Mac.

"Hey Mac, how's Stella feeling"?

"Better now she has no more pain". "She'll be home tomorrow".

"Did you need me tomorrow Mac, to watch the twins"? asked Lindsay.

"No, that's fine Lindsay, I'll take them with me".

"Okay then, we'll see you later, night Mac".

"Goodnight guys, drive safely".

"We always do", said Danny.

 

[MacsGirlMel]

Glad she's okay Wonder what comes next...

 

[MacsLovlyAngl]

Mac and the twins headed to the Hospital to pick up Stella.

"Look who's here mommy", said Mac.

"Hi my babies, how are you my little loves"?

The babies girggled and laughed with delight.

"Are you ready to go love"?

"Yes, more then ready".

At that moment the nurse came in with the wheelchair.

"Okay, Mrs.Taylor, have a seat and I'll wheel you out".

As Stella carefully got off the bed, Lindsay and Danny walked in.

"Hey, said Stella, what are you doing here"?

"We figured Mac could use some help getting you home", said Lindsay.

"Here give me the twins said Lindsay, while you help Stella into the wheelchair".

Once they had Stella seated, they left the Hospital. Lindsay informed Mac , that she would stay with Stella for a while, because she needed to talk to her.

"Okay love, said Mac., lean on me love, that's it, slow now".

After he got her into bed and comfortable, he tended to the twins while Lindsay and her talked.

"Did you do the test Lindsay"?

"No, I brought it with me". "Let's do it together".

Stella waited patiently for Lindsay to come out with the test, so they could watch it turn blue together.

When Lindsay came out she sat beside Stella, and they watched together.

"OH MY GOD", screamed Stella.

Mac and Danny heard the scream and came running.

"What the hell Stella, yelled Mac, are you okay"?

"I'm fine Mac"! "It's Lindsay", her news".

"Lindsay what is she talking about"? asked Danny.

"I'm pregnant", said Lindsay, "We are going to have a baby Danny".

Danny stood in shock.

"Danny, Danny"? you okay Pal"?

Danny finally came out of his shock. "Are you serious Lindsay"?

"Yes, Danny, look the stick is blue".

"Wow", said Danny. "I'm going to be a Dad".


"A little more excitment would be nice", said Mac.

"I'm excited, just give me time too get over the shock".

Danny looked at Lindsay for the longest time, before he spoke.

"Come here Linds"! said Danny.

When Lindsay got near Danny, he grabbed her and hugged her tightly in his arms.

"I Love you Linds", "I'm very, very, happy". "I'm just still a little shocked". "Give me time to allow this to sink in, and I"ll show you how happy I am".

Mac watched Danny and Lindsay interact, and he realized Danny was terrified to be a father.

"I'll just have too teach him, and help him get use to it, by playing and interacting with mine", Mac said to himself.

"Danny", called Mac. "can I see you for a minute"?

"Sure Mac", "I'll be right back Linds".

Once Mac had Danny away from the girls, he spoke to him about fatherhood.

"Danny, I can tell you're very scared about being a father".

"Scared"! "Try terrified". "What if I hurt it, or hold it too tight, or feed it too much"?

"Slow down Danny", "It will be fine, I'm going to help you practice with my twins". "You will do one and I'll do the other, until you feel comfortable with changing, feeding, holding, bathing and everything else that goes with raising a baby".

"You'd do that for me Mac"?

"Of course I would Danny", "Now get back in there and show your wife, how excited you are".

Danny felt a little more releaved that Mac was going to help him, and he went back in to tell Lindsay how happy he was. Running into the room....

"Lindsay, a baby, we're having a baby", picking her up, he said I'm so excited".

Mac sat down beside Stella.

"what did you say to him"? asked Stella.

"I just told him I'd help him become a father".

Stella looked towards the celing and said to herself, "Great"! "The blind leading the blind".

 

[MacsGirlMel]

ROFL...Come on Stella, he's not that bad. DaddyMac is so cute thus far *thwaps her and runs away*

 

[MacsLovlyAngl]

Before Danny and Lindsay had left, Mac and him made plans for tomorrow morning at 8am for his first lesson.

After finishing up the dishes, he asked Stella if she needed anything, when she replied no, he headed upstairs for some gentle Taylor time.

"Hey love, how you feeling"?

"Better thanks Mac", I'm happy for Lindsay and Danny, they'll make great parents".

"That they will once we get Danny trained and settled down". "Now enough about them, I'd like to feel your heated kiss please".

"Mac, I just had surgery, I'm not about to get Mr.Jolly all excited".

"Well then I'll just have to fine another way to satisfy my much needed craving for you".

Crawling under the covers Mac, licked and kissed Stella toes, as she laughed.

"Mac", stop that", *giggle*

Savouring every taste of his wife's erotic skin, he licked further up her leg, to her thigh, as she opened for him and allowed him to take her into heaven.

When Stella had orgasmed several times, she told Mac to come lay down beside her. As he did, she took her hand and caressed him were his body craved it most. The more she caressed the more he sighed and hissed until he spewed forth all his love, onto her hand.

Once they were resting in each others arms, Mac asked her ......

"Did I hurt you at all love"?

"No"! "Never Mac, I'm fine really".

Mac took his hand and softly massaged her around her bandage.

"Are you in any pain love"? "I can get your pain killers if you need them".

"I'm fine Mac, stop worrying".

"Never love, that would never be possible, I love you to much for that".

"WaaWaaa, WaaaWaaa!!!!

"Sounds like the twins are up", I'll get them fed and changed".

"Mac, when you're done, bring them in with us for a while".

"Sure love, but it's late, do you want to disrupt their schedules"?

"Yeah"!!! "Just for tonight, I need to see my babies".

"Okay love, I'll be right back".

 

[MacsGirlMel]

aww they always wake up at the wrong times lol

 

[MacsLovlyAngl]

Mac headed into the twins room and Stella could here him through the monitor.

"There's my Mackenzie, Hi sweetheart", what are you and your brother doing awake this time of night"? daddy change your bum and then we go see mommy".

"Now let's see if daddy still remembers mommy rhyme from this morning".

""This goes under your bum and over your front secure each pin so it doesn't come undone".

"Ha"!!! look at that Mackenzie, mommy's little rhyme worked again".

"Yeah for mommy"!!! as Mackenzie gurgled and giggled with delight.

Stella smiled, she had forgotten about that rhyme she had taught Mac, when they brought the twins home.

As Mac brought Mackenzie to Stella he seen her smile.

"What's that beautiful smile about love"?

"Nothing hun"!

"Mac looked over, and seen the monitor by the bed.

"You heard me didn't you love", on the monitor"?

"Yes Mac, and you are an amazing father to your children, I love the way you play and talk to them with so much love".

"Now give me Mackenzie, and go grab Michael before he thinks we've left him alone".

Once all the Taylor's were in bed cozying up, they smelled something funky.

"Mac did you"?

"No"! not me, you"?

"Oh! said Mac, it's Michael. "Come on son, let's get you changed".

As Mac took Michael back to the Nursery, Stella turned on the moniter.

She knew how much Mac hated the smell of dirty diapers.

"Oh God, Michael, how can so much come out of you, you only drink formula".

"Ewww!!!! said Mac as Michael gurggled out a laugh", "Eww, Eww, Eww, said Mac again as Michael gurggled deeper and louder.

"Look at you son, God! it's like looking in a mirror, you are so handsome, just like your daddy".

"When you get bigger, daddy is going to play baseball and football with you and take you fishing".
"Yes, I am Michael", said Mac.

Little did Mac know that all those things he would never do with Michael. "Why"? because Mackenzie ends up being daddy's athlete, while Michael enjoy's the science of crime techniques.