A NY Smex Story: Loosing Faith on Love

[MacsLovlyAngl]

After Danny dropped Lindsay off at Mac and Stella's place, he headed into work.

"Hey Mac, how goes it"?, asked Danny.

"You're chipper this morning". "I take it everything worked out with you and Lindsay".

"Of course Mac, thanks to your lovely wife", and here is your key".

"Thanks Danny, but don't argue anymore, someone is coming today to see the flat".

"Potential buyer"? asked Danny.

"No just renter, I'm not ready to sell yet".

"Sounds good, "Any leads"?

"Not yet, I was just on my way to see Flack".

"Well I'll tag along", said Danny.


(Back at the Taylor's)

"So how did it go Lindsay"? asked Stella.

"It went great", "I knocked, walked in, grabbed him and smacked a kiss on him". "I felt amazing, I've never done that before".

"Did it ruin the mood this time when he slapped on his protection", asked Stella.

Lindsay looked shocked.

"Linds"!, what's the matter", "Lindsay"!!!!!

"Oh my Stella, we got so lost in each other, I forgot, he forgot, we forgot the protection".

*Laughing* "that's great Linds", "You may just get your baby".

Lindsay thought for the briefest of seconds, and then started to laugh.

"You may be so right". "So how long before I can find out"?

"Depends, usually about 4 weeks, sometimes 3".

"Oh Stella, I can't wait to find out".

"I bet you Danny can"! Laughed Stella.

After spending a long day together, Danny and Mac left work together.

"So are you and Lindsay staying for supper tonight"? asked Mac.

"I'm not sure Lindsay didn't say"?

"Oh well then, why don't we pick up dinner and surprise the girls".

"Sounds good to me Mac". said Danny.

Once they got home with the food, Stella was very happy about it, for she hadn't had time to make anything.

"Thanks for bringing dinner Hun, I just haven't had time today", the twins have been a handful

 

[MacsGirlMel]

ooooh is she gonna talk to Danny about it? I hope he doesn't flip out again lol

 

[MacsLovlyAngl]

After dinner Danny and Lindsay held the babies before they went to bed.

"Look at Michael, God he's beautiful Stella", said Lindsay as she played with his tiny hand.

"What do think of Mackenzie Danny"? asked Stella.

"She looks like her dad, they both look like their dad, except for thier curly hair".

Mac realized Danny wasn't much for words, when it came to the twins.

"Okay then, "Lindsay would you like to help me put them to bed"? asked Stella.

"Sure that would be fun"?

As the girls went upstairs, Mac thought it would be a good time to talk too Danny.

"Danny, what is it with you and kids"? "What scares you"?

Danny looked up at Mac and said.....

"It's the thought that I wouldn't make a good father and the child would end up being neglected or something".

"That would never happen Danny, Lindsay wouldn't let it".

"I know Mac, I'm just the fathering type, I get nervous and edgy around them, like If I touch them they'll break, you understand what I'm saying"?

"Yes Danny, but with fatherhood, comes love, and joy, of watching something you and Lindsay made together grow up, knowing you directed them to the right path in life", and taught them right from wrong, while all the while in return, you get respect and love from that child, that rely's on you for at least 18 yrs of their life".

"I know Mac, but I just don't feel it".

"You will Danny, the first time you see that baby coming out, everything just falls into place".

After Stella and Lindsay came downstairs, they had coffee and then they left for home.

"Did you get a chance to talk to him"? asked Stella.

"Yes", though at this time it's completely hopeless". "All we can hope is that they don't become with child, because I don't think Danny would be able to handle it at all".

"I beg to differ, I think he'd handle it fine, after all you did, and if you can survive, then Danny will survive".


(Danny/Lindsay)

"That was fun tonight, I really love those babies", said Lindsay.

"I know you do Montana, but can we start on the baby thing tonight please"?

"Of course Danny, you don't have to pissy about it".

"I'm not pissy Montana, Christ what is up your ass tonight"?

"You are Danny, I can't even mention the word baby, without you getting pissy about it".

"Then stop talking about those babies". "Please Lindsay, I just can't deal with this tonight".

Danny walked in to the bedroom and went to bed.

"That's fine Danny", "Just walk away"! "You're good at that". yelled Lindsay.


(Back at the Taylor House)

Just as Mac and Stella were getting ready for bed, Lindsay called.

"Hello"! said stella.

"Stella, it's Lindsay".

"What's the matter Lindsay"?

"I'm leaving Danny for good". "I can't take this or him anymore". "I'm going to go home to Montana". "I'll be handing in my Resignation in the morning".

"Lindsay don't do this, please, just sleep tonight and look at in the morning with fresh eyes".

"It's not going to make a difference, I'm going home Stella, and that's the end of that".

"Just hold on Lindsay". "Mac talk to her, she wants to quit tomorrow and go home".

"What's the matter Lindsay"?

"I'm resigning tomorrow Mac, and going home to Montana".

"Lindsay you can't run away from your problems".

"Your right, but I can sure as hell postpone them".

 

[MacsGirlMel]

Argh why you like angst so much? lol more soon!

 

[MacsLovlyAngl]

"Mac, what did she say"?

"She said she's going home to Montana".

"Well aren't you going to talk her out of it"?

"Stella, I think the best thing we can do is stay out of it".

"Stay out of it"? "I don't think so".

"God Stella, what is it with you, with them, just leave it alone.

"I can't Mac, Lindsay might be pregnant".

"What"! "How do you know"?

"That night they had the fight, and Lindsay went over to bring him back home, they had had sex, unprotected sex".

"Just because they had unprotected sex, it doesn't make her pregnant".

"I know that", but the possibility is really good".

"Look Stella, even if she is, that's going to make things worse. Maybe it's best if she goes home to Montana for a while, that way, Danny will see what he has, and how insensitive he's been to her and her wanting the baby".

"I guess you're right", said Stella.

"I know I'm right love, now try not to worry, everything will work out".


(Danny/Lindsay)

Early in the morning Lindsay got up and wrote Danny a note.

"My dearset Danny, I need to let you know that I'm going home to Montana, I can't argue like this anymore, it hurts to much too know that we both disagree on something that should be important to both of us. I'm sorry I didn't wait to say good-bye in person, but if I had you would've talked me into staying. Please take care and remember how much I do love you.
Your Lindsay.

After placing the note on the table, Lindsay grabbed her bags and headed home to Montana with tears in her eyes. A short time later Danny awoke and dressed, as he headed out to the kitchen he seen the note.

"My dearset Danny, I need to let you know that I'm going home to Montana, I can't argue like this anymore, it hurts to much too know that we both disagree on something that should be important to both of us. I'm sorry I didn't wait to say good-bye in person, but if I had you would've talked me into staying. Please take care and remember how much I do love you.
Your Lindsay.

"What the hell"! Running out the door, Danny drove to the station only to find out he was too late.


(The Taylor's)

"Good morning sweetheart", said Mac.

"Morning hun"! Do you have too go in too NYPD today"?

"No , not unless there is an emergency".

(knock, knock)

As Mac opened the door, Danny bolted through creaming about Lindsay.

"SHE"S GONE MAC"!!!!! "She left me"!!

"First off Danny, Stop yelling in my home, you're going to scare my twins".

"Sorry Mac"! "It's just I woke up in the morning to this".

As he handed Mac the note it read.....

"My dearset Danny, I need to let you know that I'm going home to Montana, I can't argue like this anymore, it hurts to much too know that we both disagree on something that should be important to both of us. I'm sorry I didn't wait to say good-bye in person, but if I had you would've talked me into staying. Please take care and remember how much I do love you.
Your Lindsay.

"Now do you see , why I'm yelling, she' left me Mac, all because I don't want a baby"?

"No Danny, you're missing the point, she left because she was tired of alway's disagreeing with you", You did this to yourself Danny", now it's your decission whether or not to go bring home".

"Listen Mac"! "I'll be damned if I'm going to run after her, she can come home to me".

"You're very stubbron Danny, and you're allowing that to interfere with this problem you've created".

"What ever Mac, I'm going to NYPD, I'll call you if we need you".

After Danny left Mac turned to Stella and said...

"Jesus Stella, she actually did it".

"I know love, good for her".

"Stella no gloating allowed", said Mac as he walked up and embraced his lovely wife.

"So my love, what shall you, I and the twins do today"?

 

[MacsGirlMel]

ack she should call him back and tell him she's already pregnant

 

[MacsLovlyAngl]

I borrowed your Yummy sig :devil:


NYPD)

"Hey Danny, what's up"? asked Flack.

"Nothing Flack, okay, just leave me alone".

"Okay Danny, I'll see ya man".

"No", "I'm sorry Flack, I'm just having problems with Lindsay".

"You guys aren't fighting about the baby thing again , are you"?

"What the hell, does everyone know"?

"No Danny, just those who care".

"God Flack, she left me". "She went home to Montana".

"Wow"! "I didn't realize it was that bad".

"Yeah"! "It was, we were fighting every few seconds when she brought up the baby thing".

"Christ"! what are you gonna do Danny"?

Danny looked at Flack and said, "Go get her I guess". "I do love her, and if her wanting a baby is the only way for us to stay together, then so be it".

"Well good luck Danny, Go get her".

Danny got in his car and went back to Mac's to let him know he'd need some time off.

"Hi Mac, I''m back".

"So I see"! "You're here for some time off I take it"?

"How did you kn...... "Flack told you didn't he"?

"Yes Danny, now go bring home Lindsay".

"I will Mac, I'll see you soon".

"Was that Danny"? asked Stella.

"Yeah"! "He's on his way to Montana, to get his woman".

"Well , I guess you win our bet then". "I said tomorrow and you said he'd go today". "So "Horndog Taylor", what should I take off first"?

Mac looked at her with yummy lust in his eyes, as he thought about all the way's to violate his ever so cooperating wife".

(Montana)

Danny had arrived in Montana and got himself situated in a Hotel room for the night. He picked up the phone to call Lindsay.

*phone rings*

"Hello, say's Lindsay.

"Linds, it's Danny, please don't hang up".

"What is it Danny"?

"I'm here Montana, in Montana, and I want to see you".

"Why Danny, there's nothing left to discuss".

"Please Montana, I'm really sorry, won't you just give me 5 minutes of your time".

"Okay, where are you"?

"I'm right outside your door"

"Lindsay opened the door and found Danny standing there, down on one knee.

"I'm sorry Lindsay, please forgive me for being such an ass". "I would love to have a baby one day with you", please say you'll come home"?

"Lindsay looked at him and couldn't help but love him, he had that puppy dog face, going on that just melted her heart.

"Yes Danny, I'll come home".

Danny stood up, and picked Lindsay up in his arms and carried her inside.

"What are you doing Messer"?

"Making our baby Lindsay, now quiet I need to concentrate on my direction".

Lindsay laughed at Danny and then allowed herself to be swept away by his love.

 

[MacsGirlMel]

LOL :devil: You gonna do a PM on that one too *giggle*

 

[MacsLovlyAngl]

(The Taylor's)

Mac and Stella were trying to get the twins settled down, they had both come down with colds and were very restless.

"God Stella, how much more longer before that damn docotr gets here"?

"Not much longer Mac, I just called again, he's on his way".

"Look at Mackenzie Stella, she can hardly breath".

"Calm down Mac, she's breathing fine, if she wasn't she wouldn't drink".

"She's so hot Stella, and how is Michael"?

"Michael is fine, please Mac you are driving me nuts", calm down".

(The doorbell rings)

"It's about bloody time, said Mac to Stella.

"Watch your mouth Taylor", said Stella as she opened the door.

"Dr.Beech", come on in please".

"Thank-you Stella". "Now where are those beautiful babies".

Mac listened on the stairs and said to himself..... "Beauties"! "Just wait till he sees the mucus coming out and then we'll see how beautiful they look to him".

"Mac"! "How are you my boy"?

"Tired and my kids are dying, and what took you so long"?

Stella laughed, Mac was really hyper because this was his first illness with the babies.

"Calm down Mac, said the doctor, "I'm sure they'll survive".

"Easy for you to say, my daughter can't even breath normal", and she's burning up".

The doctor felt the twins heads and realized they were only warm. After checking them over, he informed the nervous Mac, that they just had colds.

"Colds"!!! "Are you sure, they have to more then colds, look at them".

"Mac, now you need to calm down, your twins are in perfect health, just give them some Motrin and they will be back to normal in a few days".

"Come on Dr.Beech, I'll make you a coffee".

"Sounds great Stella", "You coming Mac"?

Grabbing the baby moniter, he followed them downstairs.

(Montana)

"I love you Montana"? said Danny.

"I love you too", but you do realize we may already be pregnant, right"?

"No"! "How could we, we've always used protection".

"Not alway's Danny, that night we had the big fight, I attacked you at Mac's flat and we forgot to slip it on".

Thinking back to that night, he realized she could be right.

"That's okay Montana, we'll deal with it together".

 

[MacsGirlMel]

hmm...usually it's the moms that get all hyper. Poor Mac *hugs him*

 

[MacsLovlyAngl]

(The Taylor's)

"God Stella, I'm so tired", I can't believe how much work goes into a set of twins, when they're sick".

"I know love, But at least the vaporizer is helping", and they are now sleeping".

"Thank goodness, I need a nap"! said Mac.

"I'm right there with you Hun".


(The Airport)

"God it's good to be home Linds".

"I know Danny, I love you so much".

"I love you too Linds".

As they headed home, Danny had some Yummy idea's for his dinner with Lindsay.


(The Taylor's 4hrs later)

They woke up to the babies screams.

"Oh God, Stella, this is crazy, they're burning up now"?

Stella felt there heads and both babies were cool.

"Mac they are cool, they need to feed".

"I'm telling you Stella, they're hot".

Stella felt Mac's head and he was the one burning up.

"It's you Mac, you're the one that's burning up". "Get back into bed and I'll bring the thermometer when I'm done feeding the twins".

As Mac got back into bed, he felt a wave of nausea coming on, running into the washroom he tossed his cookies.

"STELLA"!!!!! "Help me I'm dying in here".

"Quit being a baby Mac, I'll be there in a minute".

Mac rolled himself back into bed, and covered up".

When Stella walked in, she found him shivering".

"Here hun, sit up and take these".

She handed him two Tylenol and rubbed him down with vicks, then she got the pail and put it beside the bed.

"If you need anything call me".

"But Stellla, Mac said in a whine, I need you now, stay with me".

Mac I have two sick babies, oh! make that 3 sick babies to look after, now behave and I'll bring you some soup later".

As she went back downstairs to start the soup, she could hear Mac moaning through the moniter.

"Men are such babies".

TBC



(Lindsay/Danny)

Once Lindsay and Danny got in the door, Lindsay called Stella.

"Hey Stella", how is everything"?

"Terrible, Mac and the twins are sick, and I'm playing nurse". "So I see you're back"?

"Yeah, we made up, in more way's then one".

"That's great Linds, how about I call you later, once I get everyone settled".

"Sure, and Stella"?

"Yeah Linds"?

"Thanks for all your help".

"You're welcome Linds".

Once she got off the phone with Lindsay, she headed back up with Mac's soup.

"Here you go hun"! "Nice chicken soup broth, for you".

"Thanks love, I'm sorry I've been such a baby".

"That's okay, I understand, how men need extra attention, when sick".

After Mac had been fed and settled, Stella went downstairs to do some cleaning.


(NYPD)

"Where the hell is Danny, yelled Sid, I've been waiting for him with this damn report and he hasn't even seen me with it".

"Calm down Sid, He's in Montana chasing Lindsay, she left him"?

"Again, What is it with him and the subject of Babies"?

"Who know's, all I know is the word freaks him out".

"Some men are such scaredy cats, when it comes to parenthood". "Have him see me when he gets back".

"I will Sid", said Flack.

 

[MacsGirlMel]

lol...I take it Mac's not a good patient. Stella should play dress up with a sexy nurse outfit, that'd lift his spirits :devil:

 

[MacsLovlyAngl]

Hey Mel, This may be my only post till tonight, I have to work today.




(Lindsay/Danny)

"Linds"! "I'm heading over to the office, you coming"?

"Yeah", just give me 2 seconds Danny".

"Okay, 1,2, okay let's go".

"Smart ass Danny".

"I know Linds, that's why you love me".

"Okay, I'm ready", let's go".

Once they got to NYPD, Flack told Danny that Sid was pissed and he needed to get downstairs and get that report.

"Oh Shit, I forgot about that", I'll see you later Linds"?

"Sure Danny", Did I miss anything while I was gone"?

"NO!!! It's been really quiet and Mac's sick so he hasen't been here either".

"I know I spoke with Stella earlier, she said Mac's worse then the twins".

Flack and Lindsay laughed, because they could picture Mac running poor Stella around in circles.


(The Taylor House)

"How you feeling now Mac"?

"Better actually, just a little stuffy and achy".

"Good, you get the twins today bec..........

Running into the bathroom, Stella threw up.

"Are you sick now love"? yelled Mac.

"YES"!!!!!! Just tend to the twins, I left their breast milk out in bottles, they both need to be fed".

"I'll get right on that love, and then I'll bring you some soup".

"NO soup, I don't want anything in my stomach, it's to sensitive right now".

Once Stella was done in te washroom, she got back into bed.

As Mac walked into the twins room, he could see they were both awake.

"Good Morning sweethearts, you get lots of Daddy time today, because mommy is sick".

"Picking up Mackenzie first because if she wasn't fed on time, she'd scream. Once he was done with Mackenzie he kissed her and put her in her chair.

"Now for you my Michael, daddy loves you". "Yes he does".

"With both twins fed and in their chairs he carried them downstairs, and turned on the news.

(NYPD)

"It's about time, said Sid. "Here's that damn report, you know how backlogged I am".

"I'm sorry Sid, I'm here now, give me the report".

After Danny got his report, he headed up to call Mac.

(phone rings)

"What is it Danny"? said MAc.

"How did you..... never mind". "How you feeling"?

"Better, but now Stella's sick".

"I'm sorry to hear that, the results came back from that DB, nothing unusual, also, we couldn't find any trace on the clothes".

"That's fine Danny, just put the file on my desk, I'll try and pick it up sometime today".

"Don't bother Mac, Linds and I will drop it by tonight".

"You sure"? Everyone is sick here"?

"I'm possitive, we just won't stay".

"Okay, thanks Danny".

"No problem boss".


(Later that day)

Mac, called Stella. "Can you bring up the babies"?

"Sure love, but you're sick, you sure you want them up there"?

"I'm possitive, I'm feeling better".

As Mac brought up the babies, Stella was sitting in bed smiling.

"What's so funny, love"?

"Nothing, bring me our lovely twins please".

"Come on Stella, what's so funny"?

"Nothing Mac, everything is fine".

After handing Stella the babies, he sat down and watched his children nurse.

"God Stella, that's so amazing how they cling their little fist to you , so trusting".

"I know, it's hard to believe two months has gone by so quickly". "They actually know our voices now".

"I know, it's such a blessed miracle, that you could love someone so much, as I love you and our children".

Once Stella finished feeding Mackenzie and Michael, she got out of bed and dressed.

"Forget it Taylor", "Not today, keep Mr. Jolly in his home, he's escaped enough over the last few weeks".

Stella could see the little flames of lust coming from Mac's eyes, and as much as she hated to admit it, her body was responding and he knew it.

"Damn you Mac", whispered Stella.

Mac got off the bed in a second flat, threw off his hanes and encaged his wife in his heat.

"Stella my sexual desire", whispered Mac. "I'm going to make you scream".

*Breathless whisper** I know,, as she panted out his name, he lost it completely and drove her beyond the earth into a world of fantasy and enchantment that she craved.

Her last thought in her mind was, "Oh well I'm pregnant anyway's may as well loose myself in his love". *giggling****

 

[MacsGirlMel]

ROFL...Naughty naughty They'll have as many kids in this one as in the other one :devil:

 

[MacsLovlyAngl]

Naughty, Naughty :devil: :devil: