--General rants-- I'm having a bad day
-Sometimes I just hate being a girl
-Why does everything always have to be so complicated? I can't blieve I still have feelings for you after all that you did.
-I've just had 9 exams, why make all the coursework deadlines the same day? Seriously I am going to end up failing this whole year again
-To my boss- You really do suck, why give me a shift, then tell me to go home in the middle of it because the place is dead? I cancelled plans today because I was working. Thanks a lot.
-To my neighbour- I can be just as obnoxious and loud with my music so go on, keep playing yours loud. I'll play mine loud later when your kids are in bed.
-To my stupid brain- you have a plot in your head, so just write the damn thing already. It can't be that hard can it?
-To someone who I don't like very much right now- You choose to have your religion, and I have mine. I've never said a bad word about you or what you believe in, yet you constantly belittle me about mine. It's narrow minded and childish and just stupid, and if you carry on, then maybe we shouldn't hang out anymore.
-To my mother- How hard is it to understand that I'm 18, nearly 19 and that I can make my own decisions. I started doing that 6 years ago no thanks to you. You seem to forget all thats gone on in those past couple of years and expect me to as well. But I can't, not yet, there's a long way to go you know.
-To my therapist who's on
holiday- I know you need a break just like everyone else, but I could really use someone to talk to right now you know, not someone close to me personally. I need an unbiased opinion and I don't think I can wait 2 more weeks. The counselling service at college is
so bad but I may have to resort to going, just to get my head straight.