Oh guys i feel so so.. uh so sad.
I received sms with e-mail inbox as every morning and notice that on my beloved thread are new posts, suddenly there was one from youtube with an aggressive text ( f**k you, mother f***er etc)
From other people i wouldn't mind so much cause i could easily block them but this person is(was) more to me- one of the greatest Jon/Ryan fan.
I feel like i was kicked in my guts. Maybe i should more refering to Mika's songs "And with your bitter words, You kick me in the gutter" -which really are better formulating what it was like.
I really liked that girl/woman
But i guess she didn't caught my reason for changing themes on YouTube (Jon still has all my love)
I was just suddenly strucked by Mika's songs and personality, that's all, and i felt that i need some visual change of theme and pics cause sometimes i need some changes so i can receive more inspiration for my stuff.
Damn how i hate that. It's not that i've been stopped liking Jon not at all.
Is that so forbidden to change something once in a while?
Is it wrong if i like singers, artists too?
Is that so bad to seek my inspiration in music?
I don't think so. I think everybody has something more to be interested with.
Anyways sorry for this off topic.
I still love Jon :adore: :luvlove:
And i'm still waiting next season, and i hope to see more Ryan *crossing fingers*
Uh i feel much better. At least (i hope) you'll understand me :lol:
Oh whatever have a nice day :guffaw: