Hey guys. Sorry for the LOONG gap, but I just moved and have had every Internet problem you can think of! Fortunately it's all up and running again now, so I can post!!!!!
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Gil sat alone in Catherine’s room, the incessant beeping of the heart monitor attached to her frail body his only companion. He’d sent a reluctant Lindsey back to the hotel with her grandmother a couple of hours previously, armed with the promise of immediate notification of any change in her mother’s condition. Gil knew she needed to rest, but part of him had been pained to see her go; without her the hospital room felt considerably more oppressive and bleak.
Nick had stopped by shortly after with an update on Emma. Gil had been pleased to hear that she seemed to be recovering well so far. But as his eyes had settled on Catherine’s still form he’d felt a twinge of jealousy that she hadn’t been the one to regain consciousness.
Now, as he sat in virtual solitude, every fibre in his being was willing for some flicker of life. He scooted his chair a little closer and grasped her right hand between both of his own. He leant forward, so close that he could see his breath slightly ruffling the strands of her strawberry blond hair that rested near her ear.
“Catherine? Cath, I know you’re still there, and I know on some level you can hear me. At least I hope you can. You have to wake up now sweetheart… I know I haven’t been very good at showing it, but you mean everything to me. I don’t know what I would do without you. The months I spent in Costa Rica, not seeing you everyday, not hearing your voice, seeing your smile… I felt like a huge part of me was missing.” He paused, his gaze shifting to her face, searching in vain for a flicker of her eyelids, a movement, anything that would indicate she was waking up, that she was coming back to him.
“I missed you. I know if you were awake you’d probably roll your eyes and give me a look, but it’s true. I missed the way you’d just walk into my office without knocking, the way you’d instinctively know if a case was bothering me and how you’d make sure I took care of myself. I missed they way you used to tease me about being ‘politically tone deaf’… I think that was the phrase you used. And you were right. You always were… are.” He sighed deeply, scrubbing one of his hands across his face before returning it to its original position wrapped around her much smaller one.
“I missed your strength. You are one of, if not the strongest person I know. Some of the cases I’ve seen you work, some of the things you’ve experienced in your life, a lesser person wouldn’t of survived. But you did. I missed your passion, your tenacity… Of course I missed your tush” He paused again, a ghost of a smile playing on his lips as he echoed words he’d spoken to her before.
“… Please Cath… I don’t know what else to say, except that I love you with all my heart. Even through everything with Sara you have to know that it was always you, always has been. You have to wake up now…. I need you to…”
He sighed again, part in frustration and part through relief that he’d finally managed to get everything off his chest. Bowing his head, he let it rest on the edge of the bed.
Gil closed his eyes, fighting the exhaustion that was invading his body before squeezing Catherine’s hand gently.
He froze then shot bolt upright in his chair, certain he’d imagined it. Imagined the feel of her fingers fluttering softly against his hand. His eyes shot to her face and he tentatively squeezed again, holding his breath in anticipation. This time he was certain. His heart soared and a smile spread across his face as he saw her eyelids begin to flicker before opening fully.
She blinked a few times, then her blue eyes finally met his. She was awake.
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