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Suddenly everything fell to place, her being quiet, her loss of energy, her running to the toilet, and I worried that she had bulimia…
“Oh, Tracy, I’m so sorry. How could this happen?”
“You remember a few months ago, when I disappeared a few hours in Vegas?”
Sara remembered, Tracy had disappeared for a few hours and had acted extremely strange afterwards, and she didn’t want to tell them where she had been those hours.
“I drove through a bad area of Vegas, and, and… A man with a gun approached the van and dragged me out. He, he.. raped me…”
She lost it, her legs couldn’t support her anymore. She slowly started falling backwards, I ran and grabbed hold of her just before she hit the ground. With a little help we sat down and I put my arm around her.
“Oh Tracy, I’m so sorry…”
“He went on for hours, and I was too weak to fight back. I just wasn’t strong enough… Sara, I can’t take it anymore!”
“Shh, I’m here for you. Don’t say things like that…”
“Why shouldn’t I? My life sucks! It can’t get any worse than this!”
“I’m here, and I’m not going to let you slip away!”
“What should I do next?”
“Tomorrow I’m going to take you to the hospital. We’ll sort everything out after we have gone there…”
“What about Greg? He follows me, like, everywhere… ”
“I think we should tell them. They will understand, Greg loves you and Grissom cares about you just as much as I do…”
“I can’t tell him, I don’t have the energy…”
“Let’s go back, If you don’t want to, I can tell them.”
I helped her get up and we slowly walked back to the fire and the others. When Greg saw us coming, he stood up.
“Tracy, Sara, where have you been? Is everything all right?”
When Grissom and Greg saw Sara’s facial expression, they knew something was wrong, terribly wrong…
“Please Greg, let’s sit down…” I figured he would collapse if he heard this news, so sitting down would be the right thing to do.
“Tracy, are you sure you don’t want to do this yourself?”
“I can’t, I’m sorry…”
“Don’t be, no one can blame you for any of this.”
“Greg, Grissom, Tracy just told me something. She is…” Before I could finish this sentence, she interrupted me.
“I’m pregnant…”
Greg collapsed on the spot. Nothing more and nothing less. Grissom’s face turned to anger and he looked like he was going to lynch Greg on the spot.
Just before Grissom was going to explode, I started speaking again.
“No Grissom! It wasn’t Greg. So sit down! Do you remember a few months ago, just before we left Vegas, Tracy disappeared for a few hours?”
“Yeah, she still didn’t tell us where she went…” Was Grissom’s reply, Greg didn’t look like he was able to say anything anymore this evening.
“She was attacked, and raped.”
Tracy couldn’t take it anymore, she buried her head in my shoulder and just cried.