Good Day Ladies! Well you sure do know how to make it hard on a woman, I will give you that much. I am doing this right away because I have to get ready to leave and do all the stuff with the government people.
Right now I can't tell you a lot of what is happening. We were order to not speak of it by the magistrate. It is to protect our girls. So I hold that up. And there are days like today where I do miss him. He could revival our Nicky. I still don't know how a wonderful man could turn into a monster over night. At times I am very grateful I was an abused child. When I started to feel those old feelings, went into the aggressive mode. I had to get things done. I still don't know if this is something physical like a brain tumor or if the real him is out. After 10 years with him, I still don't think that this is really him. I don't think I over looked anything back then. So I am doing what I have to now to build at least a civilized relationship with him for our childrens sake. They never asked for him to be their father, I made that choice and I will have to live with that choice everyday. I made a promise to myself when I was 10 and my Mom finally left my Dad. And that promise is I will never ever live like that ever again. I only hope that my hubby becomes the great man he once was. I hope he heals. I hope he understands why I did what I had to do. It is the hardest thing in the world to see love in a persons eyes one day and the next day hatred and anger. But when it came down to it, I knew either I would kill him or he would kill us. He had already tried 3 times before I got the system to listen to me. So Ladies, I may not be in the next game. I will see how I am feeling when I come home. Now as to more positive choices. Lets see who I decide Nicky goes to.
First I am not sure and if I am wrong please let me know. I believe I can only put in 6 pictures. I have 8 of you. So for my 2 who I can not put your pic in.
Jacquie: I loved the bloody shirt. Set 1 Evidence. :bolian:
Speedystokesgirl: That is a good scene. Set 1 Carwash. I am putting that in so you can go and look at the picture. :thumbsup:
Alrighty, sorry Ladies you are at the bottom. Which takes me to the runner ups whose pics I can put in.
Smokey: you had 3 that I loved. Set 1 Evidence or Ewww. Set 2 Comfortable and ER. I think it was Speedy who said she loved the abs. Well I love the traps. I always wondered why he didn't do more back exercises and build his lats as well. Could be why he has herinated disk right now. Hmmm. Muscles fascinate me and I love to talk about them. So if you ever want a conversation on muscles and mylogelosis. Let me know. I had to do over 1000 hours to get my massage license here. What ticks me off is how hard it was to get it when the city had the license and now the state has it and they don't require anything practically.
PrincessJ88: you had 2 that I loved. Set 1 Camera and Set 2 Artwork. I love the Harry Potter look and I think he should be playing Harry's dad in the movies
Blackflag: I love how he is manifesting something here
Bookgirl20: Harry Potter.
So that brings me to my toughest choice. Which of these 2 pictures to choose from.
Yoshi: All I keep saying is come on Nicky put it on. You know you want to. :guffaw:
egeria: Okay now I want to go out and buy chocolate and strawberries.
This was a hard decision but seeing as though egeria had so much innuendo I had to go with her. Congrats egeria he is on to you. Make him into a bannana split and enjoy. I am kicking him out the door. Today Ladies I hope your day is abundant with love, kisses, joy and maybe that special man we all love, George. Maybe today is the day he will come out of lurking here and actually give us a new picture and say something. May all your dreams come true today! I love you all. Love and Light and congrats again egeria.