same here but I'm not as freaked as you. Find a distraction, that should help. Like me, I have exams and fanfics and studying to do, so I hardly think of it. I think i'd be the last person on here that would want EC to break up. Even Emily has sense to say that he's the guy for her. I want what she wants to happen, as in Calleigh kinda running from her problem....come to think of it, that's what Calleigh does daily, cause she doesn't talk about her problem, not even with Eric. She holds it inside, and I think whenever there's a case that symbolizes her abuse it just brings back her memories. I want a fanfiction on this. I cant write it I'm backed up with stories...anyone wanna voluntare? Jessica preferably.