When they arrived at her apartment, she opened her door, and flopped on the couch.
As Peter watched her, he seen frustration, anger, and worry. Sitting down beside her, he took her chin within his fingers.
"Michelle... you are burning yourself out. You've lost weight, you haven't slept, one minute you are fine, next you are crying. If I'm not mistaken, you are heading for a breakdown, and if I'm also not mistaken you are on something."
"I'm fine, Professor. Honest. It's all this work that is getting to me. I'm finding it so hard to keep caught up. I don't have a social life, I haven't had a boyfriend in six months. I'm lonely and just want someone to love me. Is that to much too ask?"
Peter had to admit he was falling for his student. Which wasn't a good thing. Never had he had a student pour her soul onto him, like Michelle was doing. Not since his, Moreen. She was like this fragile glass he once held. Beautiful, vibrant, full of color. Until the day he dropped it, and it shattered into a million pieces.
"I want you to listen too me carefully, Michelle. I know you are on pep pills, please don't deny it."
Sighing, she said nothing.
First thing we need to do, is get you off those pills. I don't think they are working, because you are to depressed. Once we get you off them, you and I will work out a schedule for extra time. It can be off the clock, and done here. It's very important we get you back to where you were, six months ago."
"Why do you care? You're my professor. Why pretend to care? Or do you get enjoyment out of watching your students destroy themselves?"
"Michelle... I can tell the students who need just that little extra help to get by an exam, or a paper that's due. You are the only student that comes in to that bar late evenings. This tells me, you are addicted already. That's something I never want to see, from any of my students."
"Fine... I need to go too the washroom."
Walking into the washroom, she took out the pills and switched them with her asprin. No way in hell, was she giving them back. She needed them. After refilling the vile with asprin, she walked back out and sat down.
"Can I have the pills, Michelle?"
"Sure. Here you go. I'm really... I'm sorry I'm so stressed."
"It's okay. I'm going to help you get through this. Now let's start the first paper."
When Michelle and Peter had finished. It was 4am. Feeling the pill wear off she had taken earlier, she excused herself. Walking into the bathroom, she swallowed another one. When she came back out, her professor was sleeping.
Watching his chest rise and fall, she could feel her body respond. Walking over beside him, she softly kissed his lips, as he opened his eyes, he seen Michelle smiling at him.
"I want you to love me. I need to feel you touch me."
Peter knew she was one hell of a temptation. She was beatiful, sweet, and full of innocence. But he also knew, he was crossing a huge line with his degree. Never had any of his students had this pull over him. She was like an addiction to his peace of mind. Never had he thought himself to be in love with her, but damn it, he was. Just how the hell, did it happen so fast?
"Listen Michelle, I think I should go. It's best for the both of us. At least till you are out of my class. Professor, student relationships are frowned upon."
"Then I'll transfer my class. If that is what it takes to get you to touch me, I'll drop your class."
"But then I would never see your smiling face in the morning, Michelle. You try and rest. We'll talk more tomorrow."
Nearing the door, he could here her softly crying, and damn... if it wasn't breaking his already swollen heart. Turning to face her, he opened his arms.
"Why do I get the feeling, we are both heading down a road full of bumps?"
"I don't know Peter. But whatever bumps we face. We face them together. Our relationship, is our secret. No one will ever know."
Peter hoped to hell, she was right. But deep down... down in his heart. He knew they would both pay for their student, teacher, relationship. Cause Michelle was just begining her downward spiral, towards her addiction breakdown.