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Chapter 9
Catherine was looking at some notes from the new case she was assigned. She was a bit ticked off that it was a robbery, but she was grateful for the distraction.
“Catherine, I need to go over your statement with you,” Grissom said as he took a seat in front of her.
She looked up at him obviously not thrilled that he was in her office. Did he honestly think she was going to talk to him about her attack? Thinking about telling him made her cheeks deepened to a ruby red.
“Gil, I’ve told Sara everything. So…ask her.” She said as she looked back down at her case.
Grissom knew that she was obviously still upset with him, but it also bothered him how she reacted towards him. Granted she had a right to be upset with him, but he was dealing with a lot of different emotions regarding her attack. Part of him was angry with her for allowing herself to be at a disadvantage that night. The logical thing for him was to blame her because it was easier for him. That was how he got through re-visioning her attack in his head. He thought about her attack often more than what he wanted. He knew his actions or thoughts on the matter were not fair, but its how he dealt with it.
“I’m not asking Sara…I’m asking you,” he said bluntly. His eyes met her eyes as she stood up to get closer to his face.
“I frankly could care less. I don’t want you on this case anyhow,” Catherine said at once as she sat back down. Her eyes were dancing with anger.
“Is that so?”
“Yep,” Catherine said not bothering to look at him.
“So tell me this…did you go willingly into the van?”
Her head snapped up looking at him. Her stomach dropped at his accusation. Her blue eyes turned into a more vibrant blue as they filled with tears. “What…what did you just say to me?”
“You heard me! You’re a CSI…your trained on safety for pete’s sake. You willingly walked outside with him. What were you thinking was going to happen?” He said as he pointed a finger at her with each statement. After the heat of the moment, he wished he could take back the words immediately.
Her face twisted with anguish as he blamed her. “This…isn’t my fault. I didn’t know.” Catherine said as the tears rolled down her face. “I didn’t ask to be raped. I didn’t ask for any of this, and your implications or accusations are the reason I don’t want you on this case.”
“Cath…wait!” Grissom said as she grabbed her purse.
“No, I think you have said enough to me today.”
“Just listen to me!” Grissom pleated.
Catherine looked at her door than back at him. She was about to just leave her office when he spoke up.
“Your right, I know it’s not your fault. I KNOW THAT. I don’t know why I’m blaming you. I guess because I rationalize that if it’s your fault then the attack didn’t happen. I have that video playing over and over in my head, and it’s the way I dealt with it.” He said as he looked at her.
“Damn it Gil. Damn you.” She said as she started to cry again.
He walked over to her, and hugged her. “I’m so sorry! I swear I didn’t mean it.”
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A few weeks had passed since Lindsey was kidnapped, and trying to find a link between Amy Jenkins and Catherine had not proved anything as of yet. Catherine was back at work full time now even though Grissom did not care for it to much.
Warrick and Catherine were working on a case that turned out to be a suicide. Catherine looked over at Warrick who seemed upset. He had a look of disappointment on his face.
“Warrick hey did this suicide hit close to home for you or something?” Catherine asked as she touched his arm.
“Huh…no, just thinking.”
“You want to talk about it,” Catherine asked him.
He sighed contemplating if he should tell her. “Where do I start? Tina and I separated a few weeks ago, and I filed for divorce yesterday.”
Catherine opened her mouth in surprise. Did she just hear him right? She knew he was struggling with his marriage, but had not realized it had come to this. “Warr…I’m sorry. Why didn’t you tell me sooner?” She asked as she rubbed his arm with her hand.
“Let’s face it Cath…life for you has been…rather rough. I didn’t want to bother you with my problems.” Warrick said as he grabbed her hand with his hand, and held it.