“Grissom,” Sara asked timidly. She touched his wet shoulder, and he didn’t move. She touched her face, realizing the hot tears were spilling over her shirt. She climbed in the shower and let the water soak through her clothes as she kneeled down. “Gil,” she wailed, “Gil! Gil, don’t die!”
She sat slowly in the shower, the water running over her as she cried. Sara’s rational CSI-mind took over her subconsciously as she left the bathroom, soaked through. She walked with her body, but not her mind, towards the telephone to call 9-11.
“9-11, what’s your emergency?”
“My husband.. Well, not my husband, my fiancé,” Sara quivered, a chill sweeping over her, “He’s not moving. He’s in the shower, and he’s not moving.” Sara sobbed into the phone, shaking all over.
“Ma’am, what’s your address?”
“9041 Fredrick’s Street, just off strip.” Sara’s voice quavered.
“We’ll send an emergency response team and paramedics over as soon as possible.”
“Is there anything I can do? I’m a CSI, I,” Sara stopped. “Never mind.”
“Ma’am, stay on the phone with my until the team gets there.”
“I can’t,” Sara cried, “I have two babies! They’re starting to cry. Miss, please, I’ll be fine.” Sara hung up and ran over to the playpen, scooping the crying twin into her arms. She cradled Catherine, trying to compose herself.
Pacing in front of the door, Sara’s eyes were welling with tears. She tried to sooth Catherine as she cried, clutching at her feet. Sara walked back to the telephone and dialed Catherine’s number at her house.
“Pick up, pick up, please pick up,” Sara muttered.
“Hello,” came an irritated voice over the phone.
“Cath,” Sara cried into the phone, “Can you come over?”
“Sara, what’s wrong?” Catherine sighed into the phone, worried.
“Gil,” she managed, “I think he fell or something, in the shower, and he’s not moving.”
“I, I,” Catherine stuttered, shocked, “I’ll be right there.”
As Sara hung up the phone, the paramedics burst into her livingroom. Sara, shaking, pointed to the bathroom, and followed them to the door. Catherine continued to cry loudly, and Sara patted her on the back. One of the men in the suits turned to her angrily.
“Ma’am, can you please get that kid out of here?”
Sara glared at him and walked away, trying to sooth Catherine’s crying. The door flew open as a flustered Catherine ran in, out of breath.
“Sara,” she said, flinging her self at the couch and wrapping her arms around the brunette. “What’s going on?”
Sara just pointed as the men walked out of the bathroom with Grissom on a small gurney, with an oxygen mask over his mouth. One of the paramedics pumped the air while running along beside, and two carried Grissom at both ends. They ran out into the hall, and Sara started to cry again.
“Cath,” Sara cried, “Can you s-stay here w-with the twins? I w-want to go to the hospital.” Sara flung herself from the couch and ran before Catherine answered, following the three men down the steps, panting and out of breath.
“Well girls,” Catherine muttered to the twins, “It’s just you and me.”
--
Sara paced out side of the hospital room, wiping effortlessly at the tears streaming down her cheeks. She walked in circles, alternating between sitting down and standing up, walking and crying.
“Oh, Gil,” Sara whispered, “Oh Gil.”
--
In the emergency room, Grissom lay on his back, unconscious, tubes and wires sticking out of his body all over. The doctors worked feverishly on his operation, trying to repair the damage in his brain. They had no choice, they told Sara, no choice.
--
Catherine bounced Bella on her lap, watching TV. Cathy lay on her side, curled up and sucking her thumb. Catherine brushed her hair out of her eyes and prayed silently.
“Please God, help Gil through this. Help Sara, and God bless her. Bless these twins, these perfect little girls. Please help him. Please help them all.”
--
The surgeon working on Grissom’s head clamped a vein on both sides of a blood bubble. He picked up his scalpel and pressed gently, breaking the vein. He cut the bubble out of the vein and unclamped both sides, stitching as fast as he could. His assistant stood by, monitoring Grissom’s blood pressure and heart rate.
Suddenly, the heart rate dropped. 87, 82, 74, 61, 57..
“It’s dropping! We’re loosing him!”
The surgeon stitched his final stitch, and began to replace the tiny piece of skull.
“Doc, he’s goin’ fast,” called the assistant. “What are we going to do?”
“Stabilize him, man!”
“I can’t, I can’t!” The assistant desperately clutched the defibrillator in his hands, preparing to do his best. He cried: “Give me 250,” as the patients heart rate dropped to 0. Charging the machine in his hands, he began to panic. He slammed the paddles on Grissom’s chest.
“Nothing!”
The assistant called: “350!” and charged the paddles. He slammed them back on Grissom’s chest with still no response. “450!” He slammed them once more..
--
Sara’s breath caught in her throat as a man emerged from the emergency room 4 hours later with a somber look on his face. He wiped his hands, not looking up, but walking towards Sara, his lips a tight line.
“Ma’am,” the man said, now looking Sara in the face, “It’s about your husband.”
“What about him,” Sara questioned, her eyes welling. She didn’t bother to correct him.
“He’s made it through,” he said, the only part of his face showing his excitement were his eyes – Green eyes, the shade of emerald. The artificial hospital light made them gleam.
Sara squealed, and turned around, letting the tears fall down her cheeks. She put her tired face in her hand and cried slowly, huffing little animal sounds.
“That’s great,” Sara exclaimed, turning back to the nurse, “When’s he going to be released?”
“Within a week, maybe two,” the nurse said, his tight lips breaking into a smile on half of his face. Sara sighed in relief. It was going to be before their wedding.
--
Catherine snatched up the phone, leaning over Cathy who was still asleep on her leg.
“Hello,” she answered quickly.
“He made it,” came Sara’s excited voice over the phone.
“Oh God,” Catherine breathed. “Thank God.” Catherine lifted Isabella from her lap and kissed her on the cheek. “Say hi to Mommy,” she smiled.
“Hi baby girl,” Sara sang. “Bella?”
“Yup,” Catherine, shaking, put Bella back on her lap. “Oh my God Sara.”
“I know! I know. And he’s going to be out in time for the wedding.”
“Have you found out what happened?”
“No, not yet,” Sara sighed. “But I plan to ask the next doctor who comes out of that room.” Sara looked up. “I’m going to be staying here for a while. It’s probably going to be all night. Would you mind..”
“No, not at all,” Catherine answered. “I’ll have Lindsey get the bus over here this afternoon, and she’ll stay with me. I know it’s only one night, but I don’t want her to spend the night alone, and my mom’s probably gone out with Gerald, her new boyfriend. I can’t make her cancel her plans.”
“Thank you, Catherine. If you need to go to work, Grissom’s mother is in town, staying at a hotel. Her number is on the fridge. Call her up and ask her if it’s okay for her to come over and watch her granddaughters.”
Catherine nodded to no one in particular. “Sure.”
“Oh, here comes a doctor. I’ll see you tomorrow.”
“Bye,” Catherine said, and hung up the phone.
--
“Excuse me, doctor,” Sara called out. “Doctor?”
“Miss?” The doctor walked down the hall, pulling off his scrubs and motioned for her to follow him.
“Were you the doctor who performed an operation on my fiancé?” Sara ran to catch up to him.
“Gilbert Grissom?” The doctor walked towards the bathroom and stopped outside the door.
“Yes. Doctor, don’t worry, I’m a CSI. I’ve been in a men’s washroom before.” The doctor nodded and continued inside.
“What do you need to know?” The doctor washed his hands in the sink. He looked at himself in the mirror, and ran his wet index fingers over his eyebrows. Sara snorted as he turned to her, and covered her mouth in a cough.
“Why did he fall,” Sara asked simply, crossing her arms over her chest and leaned against the wall.
“He had an aneurysm. That’s when a vein in the brain –“
“Yeah, I know. A bubble of blood forms in the brain and prevents blood flow to the rest of the brain, making it shut down and the vic passes out or falls over.”
“Yes, basically.” The doctor raised an eyebrow, “What did you say you did?”
“I’m a Crime Scene Investigator.” Sara raised her own eyebrow. “Thank you, doctor,” Sara walked out of the room.
She headed down the hall of the hospital and returned to the hard metal chairs outside the emergency room. She sat back down, tired and worried, and rested her head in her hand. She let out a long sigh, and turned her head on the side, letting her cheek lie on her hand.
She sat there for about fifteen minutes. It felt like fifteen hours. She felt like she sat a lot. Almost like it was all she ever did. She fiddled with her cell phone and decided to call Catherine and let her know what happened.
--
Catherine reached for the phone that was lying by her hip. She hit the talk button and held it close to her ear.
“Hello?”
“Aneurysm,” came Sara’s voice.
“Oh God,” Catherine’s lips tightened. She frowned. “Is he okay?”
“I don’t know yet. They haven’t moved him from the emergency room - I spoke too soon. Here he comes now.” Sara leapt from her seat and ran along side the gurney, as Grissom lay not awake in the middle. “Is he conscious,” she asked the hospital attendant, still on the phone with Catherine.
“Yes ma’am, fully conscious. Just asleep and sore,” came a voice over the phone.
“Good,” Catherine sighed. She fiddled with a toy truck in her hand, the phone cradled between her shoulder and ear. She heard the phone click shut, and hung up the cordless.
Cathy and Isabella were both sitting in the playpen, cooing to each other. Catherine had bathed, dressed, changed, fed, and played with the tiny twin girls. She had sung to them, and read to them, and even tried to teach them how to crawl. They watched four “Care-Bear” movies, two “Dora”, and one “Banana’s in Pajamas”. She had run out of things to do.
Catherine picked the phone back up and dialed Lindsey’s cell number. No doubt she was in class and would get it taken from her, but she needed to reach her now. After three rings, Lindsey picked up and answered in a quiet whisper.
“Hello,” Lindsey’s voice strained.
“Hey babe,” Catherine smiled. “I need to ask you something.”
“Quick Mom, I’m in socials with Mr. Lambert, he’ll take my phone.” And sure enough, Catherine heard ‘Lindsey, what a nice phone. Who’re you chatting with? A boyfriend?’ “No, Mr. Lambert, I’m a lesbian,” was her reply. Catherine giggled.
“Hello?”
“Hello, Mr. Lambert. My name’s Catherine Willows, I’m Lindsey’s mother. I’m sorry I had to interrupt your class, but this is urgent.”
“Ms. Willows,” Mr. Lambert laughed. “I’m sorry, you should have called the school.”
“This will only take a second. You see, my best friend had an aneurysm. He’s in hospital, with his wife, and I’m babysitting their 4-month-old twin daughters. I’d like to get out to the hospital and see them, if only for an hour, and I need Lindsey to come home.” Catherine sighed, watching the twins.
“I’ll tell her, Ms. Willows,” Mr. Lambert replied, “And I’ll send her to get her things. Will you be picking her up?”
“Yes, I’ll be there within half an hour.”
“Good day, Ms. Willows.”
“Good day.”
--
Sara sat on the edge of the hospital bed, watching Gil sleep. She stroked his face with the tip of her fingers, unable to resist the urge to touch him. His eyes fluttered, and she was hoping he’d wake up.
“Gil,” she whispered softly. “Gil, honey?”
“Sar,” he grumbled, “Sara, please, no!”
“Gil, what is it?” Sara’s heart raced, worry overtaking her body.
“Stop. Stop! Don’t hurt her,” he cried in his sleep. His whole body tossed and turned. Sara touched his face again. She pushed his shoulder, shaking him awake. Even in his fitful slumber, he was dreaming of her. But it was a nightmare to watch.
“Wake up,” she cried, “Gil, wake up!” His eyes fluttered again, and she threw herself to his chest, sobbing. “Wake up, wake up, wake up!” She beat her tired fists on his chest, tears streaking her face and soaking his thin hospital gown. Catherine tiptoed into the hospital room with a bouquet of daisies.
Catherine’s jaw dropped when she saw the scene before her – Grissom, badly stitched and bloody. Sara, pounding on his wet chest with her small fists. Grissom, a small tear trickling down his face. Sara, crying his name, telling him to wake up.
Catherine walked over to the two, and peeled Sara off Grissom’s chest. The sobbing brunette clung to Catherine, wrapping her arms around the blonde’s neck. She held Sara close and rocked her back and forth, in a kind of sultry dance.
Grissom’s eyes opened, the blue colour diluted and murky. His voice scratchy, he faintly called Sara’s name. She turned to look at him, and smiled through her tears.
“I missed you,” she muttered, wrapping her arms gently around his neck.
“I missed you, too, honey.”
Good ? Sure.