Dear Diary **Sandles**

Ohh I forgot to comment in this thread! I left you a comment on ff.net :D Anyways,

YAHOOO!!!! Go Greggo Go!! :D Take that Grissom!! :lol:
 
New chapter!! :D


June 9th 2006
Dear Diary,

She finally confronted me yesterday.

It was the first time she’d spoken to me since our kiss the previous day.

I don’t think I’ve ever been so nervous in my life… I had no idea at all what she was gonna say.

She seemed nervous too, though, and, you know, it’s better if you’re both nervous.

Heh.


“Hey Greg.” She addresses me calmly – almost too calmly. “Hey.” I was afraid to say anything more than that, due to the way she makes me feel. I didn’t know it was possible to feel this way. “About yesterday, we really have to talk.” Does she think I don’t know this? “Yeah. I know. Talk then.” I look up at her; She seems hurt. Maybe my tone was a little harsh. “Oh. Okay. Look, Greg. Um, wow, this is extremely awkward. Well, I guess I should start by saying that I do have feelings for you. Strong feelings; Real feelings.” She looks flushed, and I can literally hear my heart pounding in my chest. “Yesterday, it took me by surprise, you know? You caught me off guard. But, well, that wasn’t the way I would’ve wanted to react in that situation…” What does she mean? “What do you mean Sara?” She stares directly into my eyes. God, she’s beautiful. “What do I mean?” And with that, we’re kissing again. But this – this is different from yesterday. It’s real, perfect. “Greg, Sara. It’s –” Oh God, oh God. Busted! By him, no less. “Grissom! Oh my God, this isn’t…” She doesn’t finish her thought. “No, Sara, don’t. Just – it’s time to get your assignments. We’ll talk later.” His emphasis is on the word ‘TALK.’


So, Grissom caught me making out with Sara.

Sara. His girlfriend.

Well, who knows what they are now?

Shit! I ruined everything. I think.

Maybe.

Is it wrong to actually hope that I ruined things between them?

Probably, but I don’t think I care.

I want them to be over so I can have my chance with her.

I love her.

I love Sara Sidle more than anything else in this world.

Forever. <3


XOXO
Greg
 
MWAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! :devil: Oh I feel so evil... but I love the angst! Keep it up, I love this :) I can't wait to see what's gonna happen next. I hope Sara'd choose Greg :D
 
YAY! New chapter.



June 12, 2006
Dear Diary,

They broke up.

Sara and Grissom broke up.

She denies that it has anything to do with me – us – but I don’t know.

Grissom’s been looking at me differently.

A part of me is jumping for joy; Sara’s free to be with me.

But another part of me is so unsure.

I know she still loves him. She always has.

The sadness in her eyes is so evident since the breakup, and it makes me wonder.

Wonder if maybe I should wait a while to make my move.

Or wait for her to make a move on me.

Yeah. Like that’ll happen.

Ha.

I’m just afraid.

Afraid that she’ll just use me as her “rebound” guy.

And that’s not what I want.

I want her to be with me because she wants to be with me.

Not because she can’t be with Grissom.

So, I’ll wait as long as I have to for her.

I’ll wait my whole life if that’s how long it takes.

For Sara Sidle, I would do ANYTHING.


XOXO
Greg
 
Since a new chapter is long overdue, here you go :)


June 15, 2006
Dear Diary,

I don’t know how much longer I can wait.

I don’t wanna be too forceful, and I’ve said before, I don’t wanna feel like a “rebound” guy.

But I want to be with her.

She means the world to me.

And lately, our relationship seems to be entering the “beyond awkward” stage.


“Hey Sara,” I greet her as she walks into the break room. “Hi Greg. What’s up?” ‘What’s up’!? Is she serious? “Not much. I just needed to take a break.” I give her a small smile, which she returns. “Yeah, extremely busy shift, isn’t it?” My God, do we have to talk about work? “Yeah, among other things,” I look away, knowing I’ve over talked again. “Yeah, well, I better get to the garage. Warrick’s got the victim’s car and it’s ready to be processed, so…” I totally blew it! “Later Sara,” I say as I watch her leave the room. “Later Greg,” She responds, not even looking back at me.


See what I mean? Awkward!

All we do is talk about work, and whenever I try to change the subject, she almost cowers away from me.

How much does that suck?!

I’m so afraid that our relationship will never be the way it was.

Or the way it should be.

Our friendship is suffering horribly over this.

But everyone knows I’ve always wanted so much more than just friendship.

And I truly believe that she does too. She’s just afraid of getting hurt again.

I want to show her that I would never, ever hurt her. Never!

I love her more than anything else in the universe.

Gosh, I love her more than rock music, surfing, DNA, everything.

I have to let her know somehow, before I lose what may be my only chance.

My chance to love Sara Sidle the way she’s always deserved to be loved.

XOXO
Greg
 
this is very good, I've read them from the beginning
I'm really into their relationship :D
keep these up they are great
 
"I love her more than DNA" :lol: Cracked me up too.

My chance to love Sara Sidle the way she’s always deserved to be loved.
Awwwwwwww! I love this last line :) So true. GO GREGGO!!! :D

Please continue!
 
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