Kimmychu
Coroner
Still doesn't explain why Danny chose to not talk to Lindsay at all about the situation, especially if there's the presumption he and Lindsay are in a relationship. It's true that Rikki would know best what Danny is going through since Ruben was her son, but it still doesn't explain why Danny didn't talk to Lindsay. Considering what Lindsay experienced in her teenage years, the loss of her friends via murder, it'd be logical to some extent that Lindsay would understand what Danny was going through.
And since Danny chose not to talk to Lindsay in season 4, who's to say he will begin to share his feelings with her in season 5?
I felt that him pulling out Ruben's memorial card in PF said that he was still dealing with his guilt. It seems that it doesn't matter that people tell him it's not his fault, Danny still feels guilty. Maybe that guilt is still haunting him in this coming season and Danny goes searching for Rikki, the one person who understands his guilt and the turmoil he is going through.
Dude, did you read my mind or something? :lol:
Exactly, since Danny didn't talk to her in season four, the chances of him talking to her in season five will be pretty much zero. Even with the phone call in 4x19, I am extremely doubtful Danny will ever talk to Lindsay about things. Disregarding the hilarious way he sounded throughout the call, everything he said was just 'bribery' which was revealed by what he asked of Lindsay at the end of it, to 'come over to tell him that in person'. He never said anything about him telling her anything. (To Lindsay's credit, she didn't fall for it and that was proven just a while later when Rikki showed up at Danny's door and it was all dark inside Danny's apartment. Lindsay never went to see Danny.)
Another good proof he most likely never will? When Lindsay told him she'd 'fallen in love with him', he never said anything remotely close in return, not even when he made the phone call to Lindsay in episode 4x19. 'I miss you' is hardly the same as 'I'm in love with you too'. Half a season later and going into a new one, he's yet to say it, and seeing as Rikki is going to be a part of his life again, something tells me he could be saying the three words to Rikki instead, particularlly if he goes searching for her even after she's moved away and she told him to say 'goodbye'.
I think his decision to turn to Rikki was not a light one at all. It was clear throughout the latter half of season four that Ruben's death was always on his mind; we're given hints of it in almost every episode between episodes 4x11 and 4x16, and all the way to episode 4x19. It was in episode 4x16 that we were shown proof of Danny always having had Rikki on his mind as well, and that he really yearned to ease her pain in whatever way he believed he could. Not only that, it was revealed to us that Rikki forgave him and even said it to his face because she knew he was still blaming himself for Ruben's death.
So Rikki becoming a psychotic vigilante killing men like Ollie Barnes is very unlikely. :lol: It would be a very illogical thing to do for a woman who has the strength to forgive the man whom she could very well have blamed or hated for her son's tragic passing. If anything, Danny is the more likely one to snap like that, especially after everything he's gone through in the past couple of seasons.
And yes, I agree with imaguestage that Danny pulling Ruben's memorial pamphlet out meant he was still dealing with his guilt. Flack telling him into his face that he had to stop blaming himself for Ruben's death didn't cut it. Even Rikki, Ruben's mother, telling him that she forgave him didn't cut it. The only thing that did seem to assuage his guilt/grief was easing Rikki's pain.
So yeah, having thought about it some more, I can definitely see Danny turning to Rikki once more, start afresh with her and help each other heal the right way this time. He did acknowledge to her that using sex to assuage their pain had been the wrong way to go about it, but he certainly never said anything about not wanting to have a deep emotional connection/relationship with her. I'll go as far as say that might very well have been what he wanted to tell her before she stopped him and requested him to just say, "Goodbye." There's no doubt Danny was very upset at the mere news of Rikki moving away; his face said it all.