CSI:NY/Miami -Generations #4 - Us kids are now in charge

There's always a first time to try something new. It's never too late to do something for the first time. Although there may be hesitations, doubt or reluctance in life, there's always Grayson and her parents beside her, supporting her and walk through all the obstacles in life with her, without looking back, though it might take some time. As the children grows up, things changed rapidly. Some brought happiness and some brings up incidents that happened in the past. I'm happy for Lindsay and Grayson. Finally they're going to be together as one married couple after all the events they had went through in their life.

It was a great idea to take a break from each other before the decision was made. Making it clearer to think who Stella needed the most and who she really loves. I could imagine the serenity of the calm sky and sea of the tranquil place while Mac and Michelle were lying in each others' arms. Sharing their piece of mind of the past and present, feeling comfortable and safe once more after the episode. Leaving what's haunting behind even if it's just for awhile, helping each other to heal bit by bit and picking up the pieces. Exquisitely described.

There is one sentence I loved so much and longed for a lengthy period of time. I was totally amazed by how it goes and how it turned out. It was so soft that I could not even catch it sometimes. All the subtle hints in each and every line, implied though not directly expressed. It is so familiar yet so unknown at the same time. And there's a root, source of origin which lead to establish a deep and firm storyline.
When he loves you so damn much, that he's willing to let you go, just to see you happy.
This line of words... Conveyed in such a beautiful and pleasant way, as it symbolizes a lot in Mac's character, telling us that a husband's love for his wife that had never changed all along, as an alternative, it grows stronger each and every day. Where...? Where to find a man as wonderful as Mac? This convinced me all along within this Mac/Stella/Andrew relationship. In life, there are tons of choices we have to make everyday. Some were small decisions and some were considering life and death. It was incredible that how the choices we make changes our life forever. Everyone has TWO options to choose, and it's in our own hands. It's like two diverged road and felt sorry that we could not take both. Good or bad, we still have to bear the consequences. I believe who Stella will choose; she has her own conceivable reason by doing so. Now that they are far apart.. One feels more affection for their loved ones when they are not with them, increasing the desires for it. I can honestly tell you I will never want this storyline to end. But there's an end to every beginning. All the dreams... which make me goes ah! Both of them were ten thousand waters and thousand mountains away from one another yet they could still feel each others' presence in the air. It is killing though 'cause of the barriers in between. Very demanding... I derived a great interest in this. It was like giving us something really interesting but it was pulled back at the same time. For example, Stella's dream about Mac making love to her while Andrew is whispering words of love to her. That was magnificent! Some of it leaves us hanging but we were all excited for the outcome. Even if it's to wait for months, you never let us get tired of waiting 'cause you wrote something which throws us back into endless of enjoyment in between... I strongly have confidence that there's a huge difference between Mac and Andrew. And I'm looking forward to what Stella is going to say about Andrew.

Oh Peter... why couldn't I have seen it sooner?
In my opinion, I think Stella hardly understands Mac anymore after the blast. Both being drawn more far away apart. Like she said, Mac shuts himself off. Simultaneously, he's trying his best, so hard that he never stops trying until one day he knew Stella was falling for another guy. Mac is just like a selfless grand duke. He decides to let her go, like Eric said, being unselfish and selfless concern for the well being of Stella. In previous storyline, there were some psychos who showed their love in a totally wrong way by being obsessive and possessive towards the characters. Besides caring for someone we love, we have to know how they feel about something. In here, we could see how Mac loves his wife wholeheartedly. Completely sincere and committed in everything he does. I still remember where he is still unable to walk. Eric convinced him to stand up, pins Stella on the wall and loves her till she can't breathe. There's more of it where all the things he does for his wife and his family which is so unconditional and unequivocal, not all of them had realize it. Well written.:)
 
Yeah me too, hope Michelles dream became real!!:)
One week left until Mac and Stella encounter!!!
 
"Okay Stella, you've stalled long enough. Let's talk about Andrew."
Stella laughed.

"You sure are persistant."

"Of course. That's what makes me a great Psychologist."

"I don't know. He's charming, good looking, caring, understanding, and makes me feel cherished. He's also a wonderful listener. I can talk to him for hours, about anything. Yet he will never interrupt, or stop me, till I'm done. His little touches make me feel very warm, and comforted. Over the four years I've spent with him, he's been like an aura of hope and compassion to my pain and hurt."

"Tell me more. Tell me about your walks on the beach."

"Twice a week we'd meet up and sit along the shore. Just watching the dogs play in the water, talking about our day, sometimes we hold hands, or walk arm in arm. Most times... Mac will toss the stick into the water, and King and Kong would chase it. Then he'd pick me up and pretend to toss me in."

Peter wondered, if Stella was aware she had just reminised back to before the blast. Not saying anything he allowed her to continue.

"But my favorite time was our midnight walks. Just the two of us walking along the beach. Then he would lay me upon the sand, and tell me a story about our life. Kind of like reminising, you know:? God I loved those times with Mac. Then after the blast everything became bitter and cold. Then our King the third and Kong the third died. That was really hard on Mac and I. So that's why we adopted again. We needed the companionship of pets."

Peter was amazed. Stella had gone back in time. Back to before the blast. Giving him excellent insight, as to why she thought herself in love with Andrew. She had been substituting Andrew for Mac. She had been living the past with Andrew now, forgetting the horrible future that caused so much devistation to them all.

With Mac no longer capable, of giving her what he had before. Stella resorted to someone who could. Not realizing in her mind, it was Mac she was with during those walks. It was Mac that was giving her the support and comfort she needed. Andrew had become her crutch to forget that day that changed their lives forever.

"Stella... can I play something back for you? I know I had no right, but I taped our conversation. Please don't be angry, for it's yours. You can have it. It's just this was the best way for you to come to terms with the facts that you are not in love, with Andrew."

Pressing play, he allowed Stella to listen to herself talk about Mac.

Watching as her tears built, he realized she finally understood. Turning it off, Peter passed her a tissue.

"I'll tell you what Stella. Why don't you keep this for when you talk to Andrew. This way if he doesn't believe your words, then you can prove it to him. Sometimes the best way to believe, is to hear it for yourself. But Andrew seems very level headed to me. So I think he'd understand with or without the tape."

"Poor Mac. I put him through all this hell, along with Andrew. How can I ever forgive myself for what I've done to them?"

"By being honest Stella. Just like you always are. Be truthful, even though you've made a mistake, it can be healed. Trust in that."

Smiling she kissed Peter's cheek.

"Aww... thanks Stella. Anyway... I should get going. I still have papers to grade, and a trip to Serenity to get ready for sunday afternoon. I've been away from my beautiful lady long enough. Mac's just going to have too, learn to share."

"Aww... you're going to miss my grandsons wedding? I was hoping you'd be my escort."

"What time is it at?"

"Eleven in the morning. You don't have to stay for the reception."

"Sure... I can do that. My flight doesn't leave till 1:30pm."

"Wonderful... Can you do me one more favour Peter? Can you wait here till I go talk with Andrew? Just in case I need you again."

"Of course I can."

"Thank you. Thank you for everything."

Heading out the door, Peter sat back with the dogs and smiled. Looking at his watch, he realized four hours had passed. Then laughing, he said... Stella just had four hundred dollars worth of sessions, for free.
 
You just thrilled a piece of mind out of my brain. 'Cause I never thought of that. I still remember, I've said, "Stella will never have eyes for another man except Mac". I convinced myself that I was wrong when this interesting storyline started. But you still captured the characters so well and that was a great unexpected revelation. It was proved for a period of time in this chapter. And now then I realize about it! Something which caught my attention all along in this storyline line. The concept you wrote before! The "Yin and Yang" referring to Mac and Stella, an unbroken line! It was brilliant...! IT was never changed, never altered..! It is still the same, old lovely, hot Mac and Stella. The inevitable! I admit that I have quite misunderstand this storyline. *Jumps around* I understood now, my questions since this storyline begin, were answered at once! But I had fun while waiting for the outcome as I've comprehended better. Would they get that old time feeling, laugh and talk for hours? :) I loved this so much! :thumbsup: 400 bucks sup sup water ... for Peter. :lol: But it is worth it isn't it? Peter helped Michelle's parents in realizing who they really needed. Together they express the interdependence of each other.:)
 
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When Stella arrived at Andrew's office, he was waiting for her.

"Hi stella... have a seat."

Sitting down on the chair, Stella teared up, and as she looked up into Andrew's eyes, he knew what she was about to say, wasn't going to be good.

"Andrew... I need to let you know that I've made my choice. But I also need you to understand why. For the last four years I thought myself falling in love with you, but I was wrong. After the blast, everything between Mac and I changed. He became angry, bitter, and withdrawn all the time. It took me talking openly about the last four years of my life with an outsider to realize that. I was replacing your warmth, your comfort, with things I had been missing from Mac.

You have all these wonderful qualities, and gifts, like Mac had. You helped guide me through all the pain and struggles, that I went through with Mac. Always there to hold and give me strength. Leaving my mind to become confused. You could give me everything Mac no longer could. I never wanted to move forward. I wanted to stay hidden in the past. There was to much pain in the future. A future my mind craved not to go back too.

That's what I've been living with you, Andrew. My past. Each walk along the beach, each stolen kiss, caress, hugs, all things Mac and I did together before the blast. Before that terrible day changed all our lives forever. For all of that, I apologize Andrew. I never meant to abuse our friendship like that. I never meant to intentionally hurt you, or your heart. I just hope you can forgive me, and we can remain good friend."

Andrew was sad, he honestly thought Stella would have chosen him. But the more he thought about it, the more she made sense. Mac had lost alot of his memories, he had lost control of his certain motor skills and functions that stopped him from doing the things he loved with Stella.

Leaving Stella to frightened to live in the future alone, without Mac. The way things use to be. It all made sense now. Stella decided to stay in the past, for that is where her and Mac had been bound in their love. This was where all their strengths, joys, family, and memories were.

No matter what way Andrew tried to look at it. It always came back to Stella being the Yin to Mac's Yang. A bond so strong, so solid, that nothing could break the barrier they had built together with their love.

Getting up from his desk, he walked around to Stella. As he stood by her, he caressed her cheek.

"I understand Stella. I do. Though I won't say we can never be, cause I'm sure somewhere in the future, our hearts will meet again. Just don't say you disagree, okay? I'll always love you Stella, and I'll always be here, when you need me."

Giving her a tender kiss on her cheek, he left.

Walking out to her car, she got in and drove home. Deep in her thoughts of this day and everyday foward with her husband.

Meanwhile...

The Delko girls were trying on their dresses for the wedding tomorrow. They had dragged the boys with them. Leaving them to pout while they waited.

"Come on Sharon, you've tried on like twenty-five dresses, I'm getting old waiting for you. Why can't you choose the lovely blue one. I liked that one, it brings the beautiful texture of your skin out, and it's smooth as silk. Easy for me to touch you."

"Yeah... okay Mr.I don't want sex till we are married. I'm sure you'll be touching my body. Silk or no silk."

The others laughed, Tristan had had enough.

Tristan looked around to make sure no one heard, Sharon's comment. Seeing no one in sight, he pushed Sharon into the change room against the door.

"I've had enough of your teasing, your sauciness, and disses."

Crushing his lips to hers, he assaulted her everywhere, leaving her to panic and purr out in pleasure. Panicking she tried to get him to stop.

"What's the matter Sharon, I thought you wanted me to love you," he hissed against her neck in erotic whipsers.

Feeling her body tense, she let go as the rush of sensuality overtook her. Then as quick as he started, he stopped.

"You are dangerous Sharon. You always push me to bounderies that I try to avoid. This is why I love you so damn much. Cause you make me crazy to love you."

Sharon was still trying to catch her breath. She had no thoughts, no words to give as to how she felt at this moment. Such excitement, such pent up anger, had her lost in too many passionate sensations. Looking into his heated eyes, she whispered out...

"I love you too, Tristan."

Laughing, Tristan took his Sharon by the hand and walked her out. Grabbing the blue dress, he paid for it as they left, leaving Shannon, Sara and their boyfriends behind.

"Wow... that was hot." said Sara, laughing."
 
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