^ haha yeah i was a bit like "really, mac?? really????" at that. the gratuitous porno club scenes annoy me too. it's just unnecessary.
hmm ok then. i was a tad underwhelmed by most of it tbh. i did like the angle of how they had to work with the foreign agency, but i felt it was overkill to make the foreign agent family too. i think for most law enforcement working with a foreign agency would be quite enough, thank you, without needing to overegg the pudding. also miguel's mother seemed far too young.
yeah so for most of it i thought it just trundled along, then it got to the end part where the girlfriend was talking to mac. that got my attention a lot more. i pretty much agreed with everything she was saying. for most of the ep i wasn't sure why if it was suicide he'd go to such lengths to cover it but i guess with a mother like that i could understand it. but she was damn right, suicide is something that's far too stigmatised, depression and other mental illnesses are just that, illnesses, no different from, like she said, cancer or whatever, and they can be fatal. the fact that the sufferer is pulling the metaphorical (and sometimes literal) trigger isn't the point, i believe that it's not their trigger finger that kills them, but the illness making that happen. people need to start realising that and stop putting the shame on it. obviously there are still legal issues but those are frankly archaic. mac's line about her trying to save him made me roll my eyes too, that's pretty much reflex. even the most determined suicider goes through a point where their body tries to save them, it's reflex, not volition, and it's the same for other people, you may agree full well that if they want to take their life they should, but there's still a human reflex to want to save someone. it doesn't mean it's the be all and end all. also for a nation as ostensibly libertarian as the us, i don't get why suicide is still illegal. it's someone taking an action over their own body. the government has zero right to get involved.
one more thing that really bothered me. clonazepam is NOT an antidepressant. it is sometimes used in depression when more traditional drugs are ineffective but its classification and label use is as an anticonvulsant benzodiazepine which isn't the same thing at all. its primary uses are for epilepsy, anxiety and sometimes acute mania and/or psychosis. i know this because i've been on it (and believe me when you have a severe mental illness a lot of the treatment is trial and error of different drug combos. after 7-10 years of trial and error you get to know each drug inside out, you know what it does, how it works, what its label and off label uses are, what other drugs it reacts with badly, etc etc, you get to be pretty expert at these things!). it really annoys me because csiny have done this before (in i think s2 or 3 mac referred to lithium as an antidepressant and i wanted to reach into the tv and shake him for being such a fool, because it really really isn't) - if this wasn't such a science related show, it would bother me less, but they like to say how accurate they are on the science and then they make stupid mistakes like that. this explains why mental illness is still such a massive stigma generally - if tv shows that try to show empathy towards these things can't even get the basic medication info right, what hope do we have? argh!
ok, rant over. i'm giving it, er, a B i think, nice of them to tackle the subject at all, shame it was so cackhanded.
oh, edit, just remembered: i liked the stuff about drug testing, in quite a few european countries drug testing is legal, and often approved by police, and i think it's probably the best way. america's war on drugs is hardly one they're winning is it? maybe it's time for a different tactic? same goes in the uk which is naturally far less progressive than most of western europe. actually overall this was quite an interesting ep in terms of how far a person should have control over their own body and what goes into it, or whether it stays alive. i thought both the themes (drug testing and suicide) were hot topics for that and if you were a philosophy student (as i used to be!) you might find that quite interesting so it was nice to see it at least tackled, if not exactly questioned or thoroughly examined.