Both of these are in the aftermath of '10-7', which always strikes me as being so sad. I can only imagine that Horaito found Calleigh and convinced her to come back to the lab.. and to him.
You were gone...
I searched but I couldn't find you.
Your name gone from the board,
Your spirit completely removed from the lab.
My heart was heavy
With the loss of my family,
And it shattered into so many pieces.
'No... please, not you too...
Calleigh...'
Hagens' blood on the ceiling,
Your protective earmuffs and glasses left there...
The gun laying there...
I can still smell your perfume...
My hands were cold,
My body aching...
I knew I had to see you,
I had to get you back,
I had to hold you in my arms...
My love, wait for me...
The tears have yet to fall,
I have yet to grieve,
I just feel numb...
I can never go back there,
Not until his blood is cleaned away,
Not until the memory is erased...
I'm not the Bullet Girl anymore...
Where was he? My Lieutenant...
I needed you near me, Horatio...
I still need you now...
I'm cold and lonely,
I need to cry,
I need you to hold me...
Please... come find me,
I will wait for you...