eszmanda_luver said:
Yeah, I agree with you both. I don't fear is exactly in it. I think right now he is numb and things are probably surreal. He definitely gave the brother a look, though I didn't see it as threatening or fear, and I honestly can't put my finger on it. I think maybe its just that he doesn't know how to feel. He definitely is feeling guilt; thats obvious. But I think there is also parts of him that knows he did the right thing. I do think there is some fear in there.
Then theres anger.
Theres has to be even a tiny bit of anger because he went through a LOT. And while I don't think I could say if losing a family member is worse, or getting beat up, being a very caring person and accidentily killing someone, then having so much more happen. I would be a little pissed.
I still think numb sums it up quite well. Of course thats just my opinion.
But I also think he is at a point where he's not careing about everything as much. It has all hit him really hard and hes already been through so much, that as more is coming on, hes getting used to it.
Thats what happens to me when everything goes wrong. And I usually begin to laugh at the things.. But I dont see him laughing, I see him shutting parts of him down a little.
Wow, I'm even confusing myself. Sorry guys.
