Is it obvious I've been lstening to Kelly Clarkson? 
 
 
Because of you 
I will not make the same mistakes that you did 
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery 
I will not break the way you did 
You fell so hard 
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far 
Because of you 
I never stray too far from the sidewalk 
Because of you 
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt 
Because of you 
I find it hard to trust 
Not only me, but everyone around me 
Because of you 
I am afraid 
I lose my way 
And it's not too long before you point it out 
I cannot cry 
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes 
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life 
My heart can't possibly break 
When it wasn't even whole to start with 
Because of you 
I never stray too far from the sidewalk 
Because of you 
I learned to play on the safe side 
So I don't get hurt 
Because of you 
I find it hard to trust 
Not only me, but everyone around me 
Because of you 
I am afraid 
I watched you die 
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep 
I was so young 
You should have known better than to lean on me 
You never thought of anyone else 
You just saw your pain 
And now I cry 
In the middle of the night 
For the same damn thing
Because of you 
I never stray too far from the sidewalk 
Because of you 
I learned to play on the safe side 
So I don't get hurt 
Because of you 
I tried my hardest just to forget everything 
Because of you 
I don't know how to let anyone else in 
Because of you 
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty 
Because of you 
I am afraid 
Because of you
Because of you
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Beautiful Diaster 
He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme, I know
He's as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
If I tried to save him
My whole world could cave in
It just ain't right, it just ain't right
[chorus]
Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful
Or just a beautiful disaster
His magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him
So hard not to blame him
Hold on tight, hold on tight
[chorus]
Oh 'cause I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on 
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful
Or just a beautiful disaster
I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy, hysterical
I'm waiting for some kind of a miracle
Waiting so long
So long
He's soft to the touch
But frayed at the end, he breaks
He's never enough 
And still he's more than I can take 
[chorus]
Oh 'cause I don't know
Don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful
Or just a beautiful disaster
He's beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
Oh oh...beautiful
Oh oh...beautiful disaster
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Gone 
What you see's not what you get 
With you, there's just no measurement 
No way to tell what's real from what isn't there 
Your eyes, they sparkled 
That’s all changed into lies 
That drop like acid rain 
You washed away the best of me 
You don't care 
You know you did it
I'm gone 
To find someone to live for in this world 
There’s no light at the end of the tunnel tonight 
Just a bridge that I gotta burn 
You are wrong 
If you think you can walk right through my door 
That is just so you 
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone 
Sometimes shattered, never open 
Nothing matters when you're broken 
That was me, whenever I was with you 
Always ending, always over 
Back and forth, up and down, like a roller coaster 
I am breaking that habit today 
You know you did it
I'm gone 
To find someone to live for in this world 
There is no light at the end of the tunnel tonight 
Just a bridge that I gotta burn 
You are wrong 
If you think you can walk right through my door 
That is just so you 
Coming back when I've finally moved on 
I'm already gone 
There is nothing you can say 
Sorry doesn't cut it, babe 
Take the hit and walk away 
Cause I'm gone 
Doesn’t matter what you do 
It’s what you did that's hurting you 
All I needed was the truth 
Now I'm gone 
What you see's not what you get 
What you see's not what you get 
You know you did it
I'm gone 
To find someone to live for in this world 
There’s no light at the end of the tunnel tonight 
Just a bridge that I gotta burn 
You are wrong 
If you think you can walk right through my door 
That's just so you 
Coming back when I've finally moved on 
I'm already gone 
I'm already gone 
Ooh, I'm already gone 
Already gone 
I'm gone
Sorry this is a long post!