gregsandersfan
Pathologist
A/N: This story is a sequel of 'Something Happens' (can be found here: Something Happens). As usual with my fics, it's not really necessary to read that though, since I bring up again what is relevant for the new fic lol.
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Summary: Greg and Sara deal with a trial, centrifugal forces, and the aftermath of lies and fear. SaraGreg
When She Says
Chapter 1: Silence
The lab was quiet; the only sound that could be heard was the humming coming out of the different laboratories. Nick could see him already from a fair distance, bent over one of the tables in the layout room.
In the past months they had managed to regain friendly ground between them. Well, Greg had always stayed fairly friendly. Nick on the other hand had become rather hostile towards the younger man. With Sara out of the picture, the tension between them had diminished even though they were still far away from their former close friendship.
Of course, Greg still did not trust Nick one hundred percent, especially not on the Charlie issue. And Nick had still not forgiven the younger man completely, even though he had become softer on the topic, now that Greg was not together with Sara anymore.
Back when that had been the case, Nick had not been able to stand that Sara seemed to have forgiven Greg that easily, that she had let Greg get close to her despite that it had been partly his fault that Sara had been hurt, and it had actually happened because of him.
Nick was approaching Greg now who did not look up, before Nick had already stopped next to him. Greg seemed fairly surprised, obviously having been deeply absorbed in his work.
“Got anything?” he asked Nick, glancing at the other man briefly before turning his look back at the table in front of him.
“No,” Nick shook his head. “I just… Don’t you want to go home and catch some sleep before… you know?” he suggested.
Both of them knew what he was talking about. In the morning Greg was supposed to give his testimony in Charlie’s trial. It was actually expected that Sara would be heard soon after, but that was not the real issue. It was more so the extent of Greg’s involvement that was the problem. He was not going to get away not mentioning it. And everybody knew how bad that would make him look.
When Sara would have the opportunity to say anything, to correct any impression, the damage could already be done. If she intended to correct anything at all, considering the developments of the recent months. And then there was Nick. And Greg’s lack of faith in what Nick would testify when he would tell about the day Charlie had turned up at Greg’s place and had taken both Greg and Sara hostage. Or only Sara, with Greg’s help, as detractors would say.
“Grissom didn’t give me off,” Greg returned now. “We’re swamped here. He can’t afford me going home just to catch some Z’s during my usual hours.”
Nick nodded. Grissom was not too soft on the younger man. It had basically been Sara’s begging that had brought Greg back to the graveyard shift. Well, Sara had always angrily denied to having begged Grissom, but Nick assumed that she had at least asked him to bring Greg back.
“It’s going to be alright, Greg,” Nick tried to assure him now. Greg waited with his answer for a moment, attending to the evidence in front of him instead.
“I don’t think you’re even supposed to talk to me about that,” he returned, sounding calm, but also somewhat careful. Nick nodded, only slightly taken aback. He could have expected Greg’s reaction.
“I didn’t want to-,”
“It’s alright,” Greg interrupted him, smiling even. Nick had certainly not intended to bring any of them into trouble, so it was not quite fair of Greg, if he came down hard on the Texan who had simply cared and asked.
He did not think the caring was necessary though. Greg had it planned out well. He would finish his work in time, would take a shower still at the lab and change into the suit that was hanging in his locker, before leaving for court. He had done this often enough. Since he had become a CSI, he had testified on a regular basis.
And today would not be any different.
It would be different. There was no question about that.
It was personal now.
Greg was nervous, and right now he was having a hard time hiding it from Nick. He had to remember that he was not the defendant, he was just a witness. The trial was not about him.
And still he could not help feeling guilty. He wondered if it would shine through his testimony. He knew that if Sara was there, she would have made sure that he did not feel like this, which was ironic, considering that she was the one he was feeling guilty about.
He did not want to think about Sara although it had become somewhat less painful to think about her lately. He had found himself able to think of her rather calmly and neutrally. But that was probably because he had not seen her.
Nick had quietly started working next to him, and Greg was thankful that he had not tried to bring up the topic of the trial again. Greg was not sure if he wanted to talk about it with anybody. He certainly would have wanted to with Sara, but that was out of question. But Nick was not the right one for that conversation.
Everything about the trial, what had happened, had been the reason of the tension and actual fight that had been going on between them for a long time. It had cooled off by now, now that Sara was not around who had basically been the tinder for the fire that had broken out between them, even though she had not intended to, had even tried to calm them down for a while. Until she had given up on that.
Greg did not even notice how the time passed, and when he looked up at the clock the next time, he realized that it was already so late that he had to hurry up a bit.
“Uh, I gotta go,” he told Nick. “Do you mind finishing this up for me?” he pointed at his unfinished work.
“No problem,” Nick nodded at him, and Greg left the room quickly, taking off his gloves.
He came out of the shower fifteen minutes later, trying to bring his hair in order. He changed into his suit quickly, taking some glances into the mirror though, making sure he was looking properly. On his way out of the locker room, Warrick caught sight of him and came up to him slowly.
“Hey, how’s it going?”
Greg went with his hand over his hair one more time. “I’m fine,” he answered. “Bit nervous.” So he had admitted to Warrick what he had not to Nick.
“Nah,” Warrick brushed it off. “You’re going to be alright. Just tell them what happened to make sure that guy gets what he deserves.”
Greg nodded. “Yeah.”
Warrick smiled, turning more serious a moment later. “Do you think-?”
“I have no idea,” Greg shrugged, guessing that the other man wanted to ask after Sara. Greg was not able to tell him any more about Sara than about any other person living in Vegas. Warrick nodded and Greg walked off with a short goodbye.
Of course he had wondered if Sara would be there, even though he had not really allowed himself thinking about it. He did not know what he would do if he saw her. Probably the same thing he had done when that had happened the last time. Nothing.
Nothing was what was between them. It was not even comparable to the short time they had not been talking after the truth had come out about Charlie, and Greg had been forced to work as a lab tech again. Back then, there had at least been tension, longing. And he had seen her sometimes.
Now there was nothing. Well, longing maybe. He did not know anymore. He did not know whether he missed her or not. It was strange. After seeing each other almost daily for years, this was suddenly not the case anymore.
She would have made him feel better. He knew that. She would have made sure he did not blame himself. She had mostly been able to keep those thoughts in toe that were wearing him down. She had always said that she felt save with him. How was she feeling now? Greg did not think there could be a more difficult question.
The drive to the courthouse barely registered in his brain. He had driven there often enough so that he did not even need to think about where he had to go. He was well in time and managed to blend in with the other people who made their way into the building.
On the one hand, she blended in well, too. On the other hand, Greg could not have missed her.
He saw her from behind, walking up the stairs. Her hair had grown longer. The fact that he noticed that told him only more so that he had not seen her for a long time. She did not turn around, but he was taking in her figure, following her, the distance between them not getting smaller though.
Greg almost forgot what he was actually there for. His eyes were on Sara, and although he had found his way to the correct room just by following her, he had to force himself to take his mind and his eyes off her. When he walked into the room where he was supposed to wait, he took his gaze away from her, watching some of the other people in the room. He knew that she was standing at the other side of the room; he was tempted to look over to her again, but he could not do this now. He had to focus on the reason why he was here. He could not let himself be distracted by her presence.
And at the end, he glanced over to her again. And like it had to come, she caught his sight. Her expression was unreadable at first; then he saw the wondering in her face, before she suddenly smiled a small smile at him that Greg returned, feeling calmer now than he had during the whole day. And closer to her than he had in months.
TBC
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Summary: Greg and Sara deal with a trial, centrifugal forces, and the aftermath of lies and fear. SaraGreg
When She Says
Chapter 1: Silence
The lab was quiet; the only sound that could be heard was the humming coming out of the different laboratories. Nick could see him already from a fair distance, bent over one of the tables in the layout room.
In the past months they had managed to regain friendly ground between them. Well, Greg had always stayed fairly friendly. Nick on the other hand had become rather hostile towards the younger man. With Sara out of the picture, the tension between them had diminished even though they were still far away from their former close friendship.
Of course, Greg still did not trust Nick one hundred percent, especially not on the Charlie issue. And Nick had still not forgiven the younger man completely, even though he had become softer on the topic, now that Greg was not together with Sara anymore.
Back when that had been the case, Nick had not been able to stand that Sara seemed to have forgiven Greg that easily, that she had let Greg get close to her despite that it had been partly his fault that Sara had been hurt, and it had actually happened because of him.
Nick was approaching Greg now who did not look up, before Nick had already stopped next to him. Greg seemed fairly surprised, obviously having been deeply absorbed in his work.
“Got anything?” he asked Nick, glancing at the other man briefly before turning his look back at the table in front of him.
“No,” Nick shook his head. “I just… Don’t you want to go home and catch some sleep before… you know?” he suggested.
Both of them knew what he was talking about. In the morning Greg was supposed to give his testimony in Charlie’s trial. It was actually expected that Sara would be heard soon after, but that was not the real issue. It was more so the extent of Greg’s involvement that was the problem. He was not going to get away not mentioning it. And everybody knew how bad that would make him look.
When Sara would have the opportunity to say anything, to correct any impression, the damage could already be done. If she intended to correct anything at all, considering the developments of the recent months. And then there was Nick. And Greg’s lack of faith in what Nick would testify when he would tell about the day Charlie had turned up at Greg’s place and had taken both Greg and Sara hostage. Or only Sara, with Greg’s help, as detractors would say.
“Grissom didn’t give me off,” Greg returned now. “We’re swamped here. He can’t afford me going home just to catch some Z’s during my usual hours.”
Nick nodded. Grissom was not too soft on the younger man. It had basically been Sara’s begging that had brought Greg back to the graveyard shift. Well, Sara had always angrily denied to having begged Grissom, but Nick assumed that she had at least asked him to bring Greg back.
“It’s going to be alright, Greg,” Nick tried to assure him now. Greg waited with his answer for a moment, attending to the evidence in front of him instead.
“I don’t think you’re even supposed to talk to me about that,” he returned, sounding calm, but also somewhat careful. Nick nodded, only slightly taken aback. He could have expected Greg’s reaction.
“I didn’t want to-,”
“It’s alright,” Greg interrupted him, smiling even. Nick had certainly not intended to bring any of them into trouble, so it was not quite fair of Greg, if he came down hard on the Texan who had simply cared and asked.
He did not think the caring was necessary though. Greg had it planned out well. He would finish his work in time, would take a shower still at the lab and change into the suit that was hanging in his locker, before leaving for court. He had done this often enough. Since he had become a CSI, he had testified on a regular basis.
And today would not be any different.
It would be different. There was no question about that.
It was personal now.
Greg was nervous, and right now he was having a hard time hiding it from Nick. He had to remember that he was not the defendant, he was just a witness. The trial was not about him.
And still he could not help feeling guilty. He wondered if it would shine through his testimony. He knew that if Sara was there, she would have made sure that he did not feel like this, which was ironic, considering that she was the one he was feeling guilty about.
He did not want to think about Sara although it had become somewhat less painful to think about her lately. He had found himself able to think of her rather calmly and neutrally. But that was probably because he had not seen her.
Nick had quietly started working next to him, and Greg was thankful that he had not tried to bring up the topic of the trial again. Greg was not sure if he wanted to talk about it with anybody. He certainly would have wanted to with Sara, but that was out of question. But Nick was not the right one for that conversation.
Everything about the trial, what had happened, had been the reason of the tension and actual fight that had been going on between them for a long time. It had cooled off by now, now that Sara was not around who had basically been the tinder for the fire that had broken out between them, even though she had not intended to, had even tried to calm them down for a while. Until she had given up on that.
Greg did not even notice how the time passed, and when he looked up at the clock the next time, he realized that it was already so late that he had to hurry up a bit.
“Uh, I gotta go,” he told Nick. “Do you mind finishing this up for me?” he pointed at his unfinished work.
“No problem,” Nick nodded at him, and Greg left the room quickly, taking off his gloves.
He came out of the shower fifteen minutes later, trying to bring his hair in order. He changed into his suit quickly, taking some glances into the mirror though, making sure he was looking properly. On his way out of the locker room, Warrick caught sight of him and came up to him slowly.
“Hey, how’s it going?”
Greg went with his hand over his hair one more time. “I’m fine,” he answered. “Bit nervous.” So he had admitted to Warrick what he had not to Nick.
“Nah,” Warrick brushed it off. “You’re going to be alright. Just tell them what happened to make sure that guy gets what he deserves.”
Greg nodded. “Yeah.”
Warrick smiled, turning more serious a moment later. “Do you think-?”
“I have no idea,” Greg shrugged, guessing that the other man wanted to ask after Sara. Greg was not able to tell him any more about Sara than about any other person living in Vegas. Warrick nodded and Greg walked off with a short goodbye.
Of course he had wondered if Sara would be there, even though he had not really allowed himself thinking about it. He did not know what he would do if he saw her. Probably the same thing he had done when that had happened the last time. Nothing.
Nothing was what was between them. It was not even comparable to the short time they had not been talking after the truth had come out about Charlie, and Greg had been forced to work as a lab tech again. Back then, there had at least been tension, longing. And he had seen her sometimes.
Now there was nothing. Well, longing maybe. He did not know anymore. He did not know whether he missed her or not. It was strange. After seeing each other almost daily for years, this was suddenly not the case anymore.
She would have made him feel better. He knew that. She would have made sure he did not blame himself. She had mostly been able to keep those thoughts in toe that were wearing him down. She had always said that she felt save with him. How was she feeling now? Greg did not think there could be a more difficult question.
The drive to the courthouse barely registered in his brain. He had driven there often enough so that he did not even need to think about where he had to go. He was well in time and managed to blend in with the other people who made their way into the building.
On the one hand, she blended in well, too. On the other hand, Greg could not have missed her.
He saw her from behind, walking up the stairs. Her hair had grown longer. The fact that he noticed that told him only more so that he had not seen her for a long time. She did not turn around, but he was taking in her figure, following her, the distance between them not getting smaller though.
Greg almost forgot what he was actually there for. His eyes were on Sara, and although he had found his way to the correct room just by following her, he had to force himself to take his mind and his eyes off her. When he walked into the room where he was supposed to wait, he took his gaze away from her, watching some of the other people in the room. He knew that she was standing at the other side of the room; he was tempted to look over to her again, but he could not do this now. He had to focus on the reason why he was here. He could not let himself be distracted by her presence.
And at the end, he glanced over to her again. And like it had to come, she caught his sight. Her expression was unreadable at first; then he saw the wondering in her face, before she suddenly smiled a small smile at him that Greg returned, feeling calmer now than he had during the whole day. And closer to her than he had in months.
TBC