The EDeN soundtrack..Eric/Natalia

Natalia's POV to Eric. **cause methinks she's just waiting for the coast to clear**;)

Hanging By A Moment/ Lifehouse

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
Closer to where i Started
Chasing after you

i'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all i've held onto
i'm standing here until you make me move
i'm hanging by a moment here with you

forgetting all i'm lacking
completely incomplete
i'll take your invitation
you take all of me

now.. i'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all i've held onto
i'm standing here until you make me move
i'm hanging by a moment here with you

i'm living for the only thing i know
i'm running and not quite sure where to go
i don't know what i'm diving into
just hanging by a moment here with you

there's nothing else to lose
nothing left to find
there's nothing in the world
that could change my mind
there is nothing else
there is nothing else...

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
Closer to where i Started
Chasing after you

i'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all i've held onto
i'm standing here until you make me move
i'm hanging by a moment here with you

i'm living for the only thing i know
i'm running and not quite sure where to go
i don't know what i'm diving into
just hanging by a moment here with you

just hanging by a moment
hanging by a moment..
hanging by a moment...
hanging by a moment here with you..
 
ok mines from natalias point of view like after eric gets shot in the head, i think it kinda describes what she went through like she remembered all the times they had together and he just doesnt remember a thing. so i think this song fits her to a t!!!!!

Yesterday - Leona Lewis

I just can't believe your gone
Still waiting for mornin to come
Wanna see if the sun will rise
Even without you by my side
When we had so much in store
Tell me what is it I'm reachin for
When we're through buildin memories
I'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we will go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday

You always used to say
I should be thankful for everyday
Heaven knows what the future holds
Or least how the story goes (but I never believed them til now)
I know I'll see you again I'm sure
No it's not selfish to ask for
One more night, one more day
One more smile on your face
But they can't take yesterday

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we will go
All the broken dreams, take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday

I thought our days would last forever (but it wasn't our destiny)
Cause in my mind we had so much time
But I was so wrong
Now I can believe that
I can still find the strength in the moments we made
I'm lookin back on yesterday

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we will go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday

All the broken dreams
Take everything
They can never have yesterday



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Wow, great song....soooo fitting for them!! No they can't take away "yesterday" ;)
Anyway, thanks for the lovely pic too - I always get a kick out of how her eyes look at him ...it's just...deep. :p
 
From Natalia's POV.

Answer by Sarah Mclachlan

I will be the answer
at the end of the line
I will be there for you
while you take the time
in the burning of uncertainty
I will be your solid ground
I will hold the balance
if you can't look down

If it takes my whole life
I won't break, I won't bend
It will all be worth it
Worth it in the end
Cause I can only tell you what I know
That I need you in my life
When the stars have all gone out
You'll still be burning so bright

Cast me gently
Into morning
For the night has been unkind
Take me to a
Place so holy
That I can wash this from my mind
The memory of choosing not to fight

If it takes my whole life
I won't break, I won't bend
It will all be worth it
Worth it in the end
'Cause I can only tell you what I know
That I need you in my life
When the stars have all burned out
You'll still be burning so bright

Cast me gently
Into morning
For the night has been unkind
 
The song is called My Life Would Suck Without You by Kelly Clarkson! This is from Natalia's point of view in "Dead Air" but after the fact.

My Life Would Suck Without You

Guess this means you're sorry
You're standin at my door
Guess this means you take back
All you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
You said you'd never come back
But here you are again

Cause we belong together now again
Forever united here somehow again
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you

Maybe I was stupid for tellin you good-bye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin to pick a fight
I know that I've got isues
But you're pretty messed up to
Either way I found out
I'm nothin without you

Cause we belong together now again
Forever united here somehow again
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you

Bein with you is so disfunctional
I really shouldnt miss you
But I can't let you go

Cause we belong together now again
Forever united here somehow again
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you

Cause we belong together now again
Forever united here somehow again
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you
 
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Ok this one is from Eric's point of view! It's about Natalia and her past with Nick and Eric wants to show her that he won't treat her the same way. Song is by David Archuleta! Called Waiting For Yesterday

"You and me all alone girl
What's goin on
Would you tell me what's wrong
It's like you're locked up in your own world
Oh, with nothin to say
You keep me guessin
But I see in your eyes
He made you promises
But gave you lies
You're shuttin down
Cause you're so sure
That I'll be another mistake

I know that he left you in pieces
You know that I won't be that way
I'm not gonna treat like he did
Oh, whatever it takes
You think history is repeated
You keep on pushin me away
Oh, but nothin's gonna change
Waitin for yesterday

Is it worth it any longer
So scared of fallin again
Yesterday can make it stronger
So why do you feel alone
You know I love you better than he ever did
And this can be all you ever needed
Hold onto me and just remember
Oh no, never let go

I know that he left you in pieces
You know that I won't be that way
I'm not gonna treat like he did
Oh, whatever it takes
You think history is repeated
You keep on pushin me away
Oh, but nothin's gonna change
Waitin for yesterday

I'm the one for you tonight
I'm the one for you forever
If it takes a little time
(Whatever it takes, whatever it takes)
I'm the one for you tonight
I'm the one for you forever
(Whatever it takes, whatever it takes)

I know that he left you in pieces
You know that I won't be that way
I'm not gonna treat like he did
Oh, whatever it takes
You think history is repeated
You keep on pushin me away
Oh, but nothin's gonna change
Waitin for yesterday

I know that he left you in pieces
You know that I won't be that way
I'm not gonna treat like he did
Oh, whatever it takes
You think history is repeated
You keep on pushin me away
Oh, but nothin's gonna change
Waitin for yesterday







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This song always reminds me of EDeN, every time I hear it! It's more from Natalia's POV, but the first & third verses could come from both Eric & Natalia's POV.

"Let Me Be Myself" 3 Doors Down

I guess i just got lost
Bein' someone else
I tried to kill the pain
Nothin ever helped
I left myself behind
Somewhere along the way
Hopin to come back around
To find myself someday

Lately i'm so tired of waiting for you
To say that it's ok, but tell me
Please, would you one time
Just let me be myself
So i can shine with my own light
Let me be myself
Would you let me be myself

I'll never find my heart
Behind someone else
I'll never see the light of day
Living in this cell
It's time to make my way
Into the world i knew
Take back all of these times
That i gave in to you

Lately i'm so tired of waiting for you
To say that it's ok, but tell me
Please, would you one time
Let me be myself
So i can shine with my own light
And let me be myself
For a while, if you don't mind
Let me be myself
So i can shine with my own light
Let me be myself

That's all i've ever wanted from this world
Is to let me be me

Please would you one time
Let me be myself
So i can shine with my own light
Let me be myself
Please would you one time
Let me be myself
So i can shine with my own light
Let me be myself
For a while, if you don't mind
Let me be myself
So i can shine with my own light
Let me be myself
Would you one time
Let me be myself
Let me be me
 
I always wondered who sang that. I didn't realize it was 3 Doors Down. :lol: It's perfect for them though. It doesn't seem like he's himself when he's not with Nat, does it? At least not lately. :lol:
 
^^ It's a pretty song. ;)
I always think of Natalia saying this part of the chorus to TPTB....
"Please, would you one time
Just let me be myself
So i can shine with my own light"
...just because ever since Eric was shot in the head they haven't given her any stories & she isn't that sparky Natalia anymore, which is her not being herself either, so it's like a little shout out to TPTB as well. :D
 
This one's from Natalia's POV. I always get the image of her out on the dancefloor when I hear it. :D

Untouched by The Veronica's

I wanna (wanna wanna) get (get get) what I want
Don't stop
Give me (give me give me) what you got got
Cause I can't wait (wait wait) any more (more more more)
Don't even talk about the consequence
Cause right now you're the only thing that's making any sense to me
And I don't give a damn what they say, what they think (think)
Cause you're the only one who's on my mind
I'll never ever let you leave me
I'll try to stop time for ever, never wanna hear you say goodbye (bye bye bye)

I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
I've gone crazy from the moment I met you

Untouched
And I need you so much

See you, breathe you, I want to be you
You can take (take take take take) time (time)
To live (live) the way you gotta (gotta) live your life
Give me (give me give me) all of you (you)
Don't be scared
I'll see you through the loneliness of one more (more more)
Don't even think about what's right or wrong (wrong or right)
'Cause in the end it's only you and me and no one else is gonna be around
To answer all the questions left behind
And you and I are meant to be so even if the world falls down today
You've still got me to hold you up (up)
And I will never let you down (down)

I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Gone crazy from the moment I met you

Untouched, untouched, untouched, untouched, untouched
Alalalala alalalala
Untouched
Alalalala alalalala

I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
I've gone crazy from the moment I met you

I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
I've gone crazy from the moment I met you

Untouched, untouched, untouched
 
Okay, I don't know if any of you will know this song, but... it's from the early 90s and it was by a guy band called Guys Next Door (they had a very funny skit show on Saturday mornings) anyway... they had this song called "Waiting for You". For some reason the song popped into my head the other night and I thought "hey, that reminds me of Eden". I don't have all the lyrics right now, but here's what I remember:

When I first saw you, I knew you were the one
The love that I've been dreaming of

I've been waiting for you
All my life for somebody who
Makes me feel the way I feel when I'm with you baby
Have you been waiting to?
'Cause I've been waiting for you


The first line makes me think of the look on Eric's face when he first met Natalia.
 
I've tied these lyrics in with the events in the episode 'Collision' (4x17) when EDeN have thier little tiff & then sweetly made up at the end.

Mad/Ne-yo
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She's staring at me, I'm sitting wondering what she's thinkin
Nobody's talking, cause' talking just turns into screaming
And now yes I'm yelling over her, she yelling over me,
all that that means is neither of us are listening,
and what's even worse, that we don't even remember why we're fighting

So both of us are mad for nothing, (fighting for)
nothing, (crying for)
nothing, (oohh)

When we won't let it go for nothing, (come back for)
nothing,
it should be nothing
to a love like what we got oh baby

I know some times it's gonna rain,
But baby can we make up now
cause' I can't sleep through the pain (can't sleep through the pain)
girl I don't want to go to bed, mad at you
and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me
no I don't want to go to bed mad at you
and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me (oh noo)

and it gets me upset girl when you're constantly accusing
(asking questions like you already know)
hey we're fighting this war when both of us are losing
(this ain't the way that love is supposed to go, whatever happened to working it out?)
We fall into this place where you ain't backing down, and I ain't backing down,
so what the hell do we do now?

So both of us are mad for nothing, (fighting for)
nothing, (crying for)
nothing... (oohh)

When we won't let it go for nothing,
nothing,
it should be nothing
to a love like what we got oh baby

I know some times it's gonna rain,
But baby can we make up now
cause' I can't sleep through the pain (can't sleep through the pain)
girl I don't want to go to bed mad at you
and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me
no I don't want to go to bed mad at you
and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me (oh noo)

Oh baby this love ain't gone be perfect, (perfect perfect oh no)
And just how good it's gonna be
We can fuss and we can fight long as everything is alright between us before we go to sleep...

Baby we're gonna be...


I know some times it's gonna rain,
But baby can we make up now
cause' I can't sleep through the pain (can't sleep through the pain)
girl I don't want to go to bed mad at you
and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me
no I don't want to go to bed, mad at you
and I don't want you to go to bed, mad at me

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"well then what's with the apology?"
"because I think you deserve one, so I'm sorry"
"accepted" *smiles*
"are you safe now?"
"he's in jail. I'm okay Eric....& we're okay."
~~~~:luvlove: EDeN :luvlove:~~~~
 
This song is called Beautiful Disaster and it's by Kelly Clarkson! It's from Nats point of view.


"He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extremem I know
He's as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world would cave in
It just ain't right
It just ain't right

Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful or
Just a beautiful disaster

He's magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
But do I try to change him
It's so hard not to blame him
Hold me tight
Baby hold me tight

I'm longing for love in the logical
But he's only happy, hysterical
I'm searching for some kind of miracle
Waiting so long
Waiting so long

He's soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He's never enough
And still he's more than I can take

I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful or
Just a beautiful disaster

He's beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster"
 
That's great fearless! :p Kinda funny too because there's another song called 'Beautiful Disaster' (can't recall the band) that always reminded me of Natalia. There's a fanvideo on youtube for it with all Natalia scenes.
I can't think of all the lyrics on top of my head but here's a few.


Edit: here it is.
"Beautiful Disaster" by Jon Mclaughlin

She loves her momma's lemonade
Hates the sounds that goodbyes make
She prays one day she'll find someone to need her
She swears there's no difference between the lies and compliments
It's all the same if everybody leaves her

And every magazine tells her she's not good enough
The pictures that she sees makes her cry

She would change everything, everything, just ask her
Caught in the in between,a beautiful disaster
She just needs someone to take her home

She's giving boys what they want
Trying to act so nonchalant
Afraid to see that she's lost her direction
She never stays the same for long
Assuming that she'll get it wrong
Perfect only in her imperfection

She's not a drama queen
She doesn't wanna feel this way
Only 17 and tired, yeah

She would change everything for happy ever after
Caught in the in between, a beautiful disaster
She just needs someone to take her home

She's just the way she is
But no one's told her that's okay

She would change everything, everything, just ask her
Caught in the in between, a beautiful disaster

She would change everything for happy ever after
Caught in the in between, a beautiful disaster
She just needs someone to take her home
She just needs someone to take her home
 
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