Same here MacGirlMel. As of this writing, My TV-Shippers Heart is in the same position as the American economy was in early 1930: In the beginning of a Deep, Dark Depression.
From a TV Fan perspective, six years we waited, and yes, I totally understand that it would've been very, very awkward at best except when the show ends, to put Mac and Stella together but we've been faithful for it, some still even now.
We got excited after "Grounds for Deception" and even went through the cold spell of Season 6. And then over the summer, it all collapsed into a giant cloud of dust taking a good chunk of my respect for MK with it.
It affected my behavior for months afterwards, and it truly made me stop watching reruns of CSI:NY altogether for months afterwards, just so I could recover just enough to watch again. I have never felt the same since then. It's hard to believe that something involving a TV show could upset me so much but this affected me badly on a scale I hadn't felt in over 12 years.
I did see "To What End?" and the neighborhood had changed beyond recognition and I no longer identified with it. Without Stella, it now just seems like another show, another channel, and another cast that I don't connect well with.
PHANTOMERIK is absolutely right. There is no other acceptable alternative to Stella, in terms of someone for Mac, when he decides it's time to move on. That door remains open even as I write this.
If this is the last season for CSI:NY, the least TPTB can do is NOT to have Mac paired up with any other woman besides Stella, even if he goes to N.O., and we don't see it. Countless fans have said this for years. Hell, I'd be okay with Mac not being paired up with anyone at this point, even if Season 7 is it's last. The least they can do is for CSI:NY to go off into the sunset with Mac ultimately in the arms of Stella, even if not seen on screen, and us fans finally enjoying the champaign of Mac/Stella, even an open-ended romantic idea of it, not the poisoned tap water of Mac/Jo. Even the normal tap water of Mac/Peyton is a last resort fallback pairing despite being a far cry from SMacked.
Just my two cents. Anyway MacsGirlMel, it's nice to see you bump the thread up once more. I feel exactly the same way. Where things stand for me, I now have switched the "Castle" with Castle and Beckett there to heal me, and repair the damage and anguish that both TPTB and MK caused to my TV Heart.
Anyway, thanks for the post. I refuse to let this horse die just yet.