Immediate thoughts:
superb ep!!! It was very well written and acted even better! Gary did an unbelievable job portraying Mac's state of mind after the only thing saving his life was his gun mis-firing. Being in both the Army and civilian emergency services, I can tell you it was so spot on that it was almost difficult to watch for me at times. Because it's one thing for a script to call for him to be shaken by the incident, but his body language and timing in portraying it was so incredibly realistic. Especially the multiple ' "I'm fine." but obviously not ' bits, and how all the little noises while they were sitting at the conference table got to him and filled his consciousness. I've always maintained that Gary's wordless acting is his genius, and this ep was proof positive.
But as painful as it was to see Mac go where he went mentally and emotionally, I was also extremely glad he did. I've always been rather bothered that they haven't portrayed him as more affected by his past and the things he's gone through, both from when he was in the Marines (the only nod to that being 'Charge of This Post') or in the NYPD. It somewhat cheapened them in my opinion, and now it's like he's put some sort of value to them, a nod of recognition to the real-life effects of such things.
Also, on another realistic note, i loved how Jo didn't simply ask if he was ok at the end, but took the fact that what had happened had affected him deeply and instead asked why he hadn't said anything. Because it's true. You know people can see you're not really ok because otherwise they wouldn't ask in the first place. But that's not what you want. You want someone to simply sit down and acknowledge up front that everything's NOT ok, and broach a semi-open-ended 'what's up?' Because when Jo asked why he hadn't said anything up to that point, i wanted to scream at the TV that it's because it's impossible to explain that sort of thing!!!! i mean, what are you supposed to say when asked if everything's alright? And it feels almost like an insult, because there's a part of you that feels it should be obvious you're not ok, and if someone can't even see
that, then there's no point in trying to explain anything to them. Plus, it's next to impossible to put into words anyway. I mean, how are you supposed to explain how it feels to expect to be reduced to splattered brain matter....?
On a technical note, I positively LOVED the black and white at the beginning and the lighting and how we were once again brought back to the darker, grittier side of NY. That aspect has been sorely lacking. And overall, i just loved the whole 'dark' side of the opening sequence - loading their weapons in silence, each with their own train of thoughts. And i'm sure some people will take issue with Mac wearing a cross, but personally, i thought it was a nice nod back to how the whole series started with him in the church looking up at the statue and consumed with his thoughts. I'd always kinda wondered where that particular aspect of him disappeared to in the black hole of non-continuity.
Overall the ep was just really solid, neither particularly over or under-worked. I liked how the kidnapping was given a rather unconventional storyline, and how Wes was given as aspect one could sympathize with. That, combined with the non-parent that Oliva's mother was at the time, made him seem almost a non-bad guy. And i really feel for the kid. She's going to be messed up front to back from the whole thing. (although on a techinical point, they really should have made her older than 13 based on the timeline... but whadda ya do...
)
Loved the arial shot of Georgia. It really emphasized the fact that they were outside NY, and gave a sense of geographical space besides the little text along the bottom of the screen stating where they were.
The montage at the end was soooooooo well done! And it's hard after seeing it and hearing the song choice they put to it, to truly expect a s8. "One door swinging open, and one door swinging closed.......We're holding on, letting go"? With Mac turning off all the lights and slowly walking out into the streets of NY? I mean talk about a rather complete story circle. Essentially the whole series started with him hanging on to the past and Claire's death. And even throughout the series as the years passed, it's been evidenced that he's never really gotten over it. I know this was written and filmed prior to all these subsequent questions and speculation about the renewal of the show, so it's somewhat hard to keep perspective, but this was a series ender if i ever one. And a really good, bittersweet one too, perfect for the show and for Mac. He's always been just a survivor, simply waiting his turn to die and doing the best he can with his life in the mean time, and that's who he still is - never forgetting Claire and his past, but maybe kissing it and the city goodbye. To have contrived some sort of sudden happy happy end for him would have been the height of....of.......character assassination. Not that i don't want him to be happy, but to have magically pulled it out of their arse would have been just wrong.
So yes, it was a brilliant ep all the way around, despite leaving me decidedly sad for multiple reasons. It's a crying shame that they've proved they really can produce quality eps again NOW when the show could be over. Mac, as acted by Gary, is very realistic to me, and his resigned ultimate sadness just makes me want to hug him and so wish it could be different for him
And that's all i have right now. I'm going to go to bed and nurse my sniffles over this ep and Mac
my poor boy....
(on a lighter note, Mac/Gary was just :drool::devil::devil::adore::adore::devil::devil::drool: this ep
)
A+