Everything's Coming Together Or is It? A Miami Rp # 13

Eric smiled and nodded before opening the passenger side door for her and jumping in the drivers seat. A few minutes later, Marisa was safely in his sisters and it was just him and Lilly once again. "Baby, I've been meaning to talk to you about something" He said softly, his eyes still ahead on the road.
 
Lilly tilted her head to the side to look at him, "What is it?" she asked in a normal tone, throwing out any signs of anger, hurt, or worry.
 
"I know what you do for a living and well...it scares me" Eric said softly, reacing over and placing his hand on her knee. "I'm scared something will happen to you" His voice was filled with a worry and deep sadness only heard when he was scared for someone he cared about.
 
(awww again this would be really cute if we didn't know what was going to happen lol)

Lilly was caught off guard, she wasn't expecting that out of him. Especially since she was the girl on the side. She smiled and placed a hand over his. "Eric, I'm fine." she started. "I'm a big girl. I can take care of myself."
 
Eric sighed and squeezed her knee gently. "It still doesn't stop be worrying baby" He said gently, biting his lip a little. "If you need money, I can help you out. But your job really scares me" He said, turning to look at her as they came to a red light.

(sorry had to do a mad dash of tidying the apartment before my boyfriends parents dropped by)
 
(its ok, I got really sick again so I got off)

Lilly closed her eyes and looked away, "Its not about the money, Eric." she sternly.
 
(aww I hope you're feeling better soon)

"Then why do it?" Eric asked, tilting her face to look at him. "Why do that to yourself?" He asked, a little softer than before. Sighing, he noticed the light turn green and turned his eyes back to the road.
 
(Thanks, I think i'm gonna have to go the doctor though, and I HATE hospitals)

Lilly looked at Eric and then looked away again, "I don't know." She said softly. "It started out for the attention, someone who just wanted me for me and didn't care about the scars on my body. And then after awhile...I just got used to it." she said her voice quivering slightly.
 
(Me too but if it gets you better then its worth it)

Eric dropped his hand to her knee again and squeezed it lightly. "You're better than that baby" He said, his heart breaking with every word she spoke.
 
(true but ugh I dunno hopefully I'll feel better and won't have to go)

Lilly closed her eyes, "Yeah well when you have a father like me and Maxie its hard to feel good about yourself." she said quietly. "But I'm the embarresement in the family. I'm the whore." she said as she turned back to Eric and then looked away again. "Maxine's the successful one. She went to college, she's working in the crime lab. She..." Lilly sighed and turned to Eric. "She got the guy." she then shrugged, "Whats the point in trying to make something out of myself now?"
 
Eric had heard enough. Indicating quickly, he pulled over onto the side of the road. He turned to her and took her hands in his. "Lilly look at me" He said sternly. "Look at me" He repeated, a little more softly.
 
Lilly sighed and continued to look out the window, she closed her eyes for a minute and then turned her head to look at Eric. "What?"
 
"You're not an embarassment and you're certainly not a whore" Eric said softly, reaching a hand out to her cheek to stop her turning away. "You are a beautiful, amazing woman. You should make something out of yourself because you have all the potential in the world and..." He trailed off and caressed her cheek gently. "...because I love you" He finished, looking uo into her eyes.
 
Lilly closed her eyes at the sensation of him stroking her cheek and then opened them when he talked again, "You what?" she asked horsely.
 
"I love you" Eric repeated, smiling a little. Noticing her silence his smile faded and he shook his head. "I shouldn't have said that" He flusted, moving his hands back to the steering wheel.
 
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