Everything's Coming Together Or is It? A Miami Rp # 13

lLilly sighed, "Well." she started. "I guess in just those few moments when the wife looks at me with tears pouring down her face and the husband stand ups quickly trying to come up with some excuse I feel like the attentions on me." she said as she stopped her movements. "That maybe I get all attention for just a few seconds."
 
Eric turned and looked at her. "You have my attention now" He whispered reaching for her hands. He pulled her round and sat her on his lap. He wrapped an arm around her and let her lean into him. "Talk to me" He whispered.
 
Eric soothed her gently, surprised to see such a different side to her. "It's ok to be scared, everyone is. You just have to get over those fears" He tilted her chin up gently to look at him. "What are you scared of?"
 
Lilly sniffed and looked up at him, "I'm scared that its going to happen again." she said as she used her hand to wipe her tears away. "I'm scared that I'm just going...to blink one day and I'll find that I'm still a little kid and he's going to hurt me again." she cried.
 
Eric held her close and kissed the top of her head softly. "He's going to be in prison for a long time and even if he gets out, he's never going to hurt you again" He said gently, still rocking her slightly.
 
Lilly shook her head, "You don't know what its like, Eric. You weren't there." she said as she wiped at her face again. "He was so hateful." she whispered.
 
"I only got one night of it, and I was a full grown male. I know I can never know what its like to be a child and be in that situation. My Dad was always...absent. He worked alot and when he was home all he seemed to do was tell me what I was doing wrong, how he expected better and how he was dissappointed in me. I hated him for it but I look back now and I realise I'm lucky, real lucky. He was just wanting the best for me" Eric spoke softly, holding her close to him.
 
"You were lucky." she whispered as she rested her head on Eric's shoulder. "I didn't have the worst of it though." Lilly started. "Maxine did. Her scars are a lot worse then mine."
 
Eric nodded. "I know, she talks about it sometimes but I see it still hurts her so I don't push it" He lifted her gently in his arms and carried her through to the sitting room. He sat down on the sofa and pulled the blankets around them. "Much better" He whispered, feeling her cuddle up to him again.
 
Lilly's heart skipped a beat when he lifted her up and then cuddled up with her on the couch. She smiled slightly, making her face invisible to him. She closed her eyes for a second, "No. Oh no no no no no." she thought to herself. She couldn't be falling for this guy. Could she? Lilly sighed, "Yeah well." she started with a sigh. "Ever since we were kids Maxie hides her emotions. So she might tell you she feels one way. When she really feels another. And why she got into a job that deals with blood I will never know. She's certainley seen enough of it." she finished, her mind then drifted back to Eric and her. She had slept with a lot of guys and never fallen for any of them. Why would she fall for Eric?
 
Eric smiled a little. "Well she sure is determined, I guess she can thank her dad for that. And she's a fighter. Did she ever tell you I was lying in her arm bleeding all over the place from being shot in the arm when she realised she loved me?" He laughed a little. "But you just have to use these experiences and learn from them, use to them to make you a better person, a stronger person" He looked down at her in his arms and moved his hand to her cheek. "And although you don't like to think it, you are strong Lilly"
 
Lilly felt jealousy run through her again as Eric talked about how MAxine fell in love with. But it all went out the window when he stroked her cheek, she closed her eyes and lifted her head up to look at him. "I don't feel strong." she whispered.
 
"Yes you are" Eric whispered, leaning down and placing the softest kiss on her lips. ""And i take back what i said before, I don't hate you. I just didn't understand you" He sais softly.
 
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