beautifuldisaster
Lab Technician
When I heard this song I knew I had to do a song fic. It's about Natalia and her relationship with Nick. I think this song really can relate to her life. My story is to part 2 of this song. So I hope you enjoy.
Natalia flipped through her wedding book as she sat on the couch drinking cofffee.
She heard Nick slam the bedroom door making her jump.
Natalia thought back to when Nick first started abusing her.
Natalia smiled at him as he walked down the stairs.
Nick walked over to her and threw their wedding book on the ground.
Nick stared at Natalia as she stared back at him with hurting eyes.
Natalia started crying softly to herself.
Nick walks over to her and kisses her cheek and tell her he loves her.
A few days later Natalia and Nick are fighting and screaming at eachother.
They were fighting about how Natalia is pregnant and the baby is not his but it is. Nick pushed Natalia back onto a table causing it to break.
Nick smiled at her as she closed her eyes and took a deep breath in as she felt pain and saw blood.
He walked over to her and held out his hand for her to grab but pulled it back when she reached for it.
Nick said to her "You filthy slut, I would rather watch you bleed to death than help you up."
Later that night after Nick had gone to work, Natalia found herself throwing up in the bathroom.
Natalia ran her hand through her hair.
She started packing her suitcase but stopped at the closed door.
She banged her fists against the wall.
Nick walked upstairs and finds Natalia sitting on the bed. She looks up at him.
Nick stands there as a tear falls from her eye.
Nick walks over to her and kisses her and tells her he loves her.
Nick rolls over to see Natalia facing towards him sleeping on his chest as sun hits her tanned face.
He noticed how her eyeliner and mascara was smeared all down her cheeks as she opened her eyes.
He pushed a piece of hair out of her face as another tear fell from her eye, down her cheek, and onto her pillow. He wiped it away and shhhh her as she got ready to speak.
Natalia softly whispered....
Nick pushed her off of him.
Natalia reached for him and touched his skin lightly and he turned around and screamed at her.
Natalia throws the covers off of her and runs out of the room as Nick follows her.
Nick starts begging her to turn around.
Natalia turns around as she sees open arms and walks up to him and hugs him.
Natalia then opens her mouth and tells him she hates him but she'll always love him.
Natalia felt his grip tighten around her and pushed him off of her.
Nick ran back up to Natalia and wrapped his arms around her.
She wrapped her arms around him as well.
Natalia and Nick had a night out together. They laughed and kissed and held onto eachother tightly.
A few days later Nick came in fired up about nothing and starting taking it out on Natalia. He grabbed her wrists and started shaking her. She started quirming kicking him a couple of times.
Nick hit her three times back or so he thought.
A few nights later Nick caressed Natalias back as they laid in bed.
Nick kissed her shoulder. Natalia closed her eyes.
Nick and Natalia were eating lunch when Natalia brought up counseling for Nick. He refused as his temperature rose.
Nick started yelling about how the house was to big for him and her.
Natalia said she would move out as she stood up to put her plate in the sink. He told her he would burn the house down if she moved out. She turned around and told him he couldnt do that.
He got up in her face and told her...
The next day Natalia came home to the house on fire. She sank down onto the pavement as she heard the sirens coming.
She ran a hand through her hair and closed her eyes.
She opened her eyes as the tears started to fall.
She felt a hand appear on her shoulder. She looked up to find Eric Delko standing above her.
He gave her a reaching hand which she didn't take right away but did after she realized he wasnt gonna pull it back. He pulled her up and pulled her into a hug that she never wanted to let go of. He rubbed her back softly. She knew Nick had killed himself in that fire.
"I love you Natalia." Eric said as he looked into her eyes.
"I love you too Eric." Natalia said as Eric wrapped his arms around her waist and lowered his lips to hers. When they separated they smiled at eachother and Natalia knew she was gonna be alright.
Natalia flipped through her wedding book as she sat on the couch drinking cofffee.
"On the first page of our story
The future seemed so bright"
The future seemed so bright"
She heard Nick slam the bedroom door making her jump.
"Then this thing turned out so evil
I don't know why I'm still surprised"
I don't know why I'm still surprised"
Natalia thought back to when Nick first started abusing her.
"Even angels have their wicked schemes
And you take that to new extremes"
And you take that to new extremes"
Natalia smiled at him as he walked down the stairs.
"But you'll always be my hero"
Nick walked over to her and threw their wedding book on the ground.
"Even though you've lost your mind"
Nick stared at Natalia as she stared back at him with hurting eyes.
"Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But thats alright because I like the way it hurts"
But thats alright because I like the way it hurts"
Natalia started crying softly to herself.
"Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But thats alright right because I love the way you lie"
But thats alright right because I love the way you lie"
Nick walks over to her and kisses her cheek and tell her he loves her.
"I love the way you lie"
A few days later Natalia and Nick are fighting and screaming at eachother.
"Now there's gravel in our voices"
They were fighting about how Natalia is pregnant and the baby is not his but it is. Nick pushed Natalia back onto a table causing it to break.
"Glass is shattered from the fight in this tug of war"
Nick smiled at her as she closed her eyes and took a deep breath in as she felt pain and saw blood.
"You'll always win even when I'm right"
He walked over to her and held out his hand for her to grab but pulled it back when she reached for it.
"Cause you feed me fables from your hand"
Nick said to her "You filthy slut, I would rather watch you bleed to death than help you up."
"With violent words and empty threats"
Later that night after Nick had gone to work, Natalia found herself throwing up in the bathroom.
"And it's sick that all these battles
Are what keeps me satisfied"
Are what keeps me satisfied"
Natalia ran her hand through her hair.
"So maybe I'm a masochist"
She started packing her suitcase but stopped at the closed door.
"I try to run but I don't wanna ever leave"
She banged her fists against the wall.
"Till the walls are going up in smoke with all our memories"
Nick walked upstairs and finds Natalia sitting on the bed. She looks up at him.
"Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts"
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts"
Nick stands there as a tear falls from her eye.
"Just gonna stand there and hear me cry"
Nick walks over to her and kisses her and tells her he loves her.
"But thats alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie"
I love the way you lie"
Nick rolls over to see Natalia facing towards him sleeping on his chest as sun hits her tanned face.
"This morning you wake a sunray hits your face"
He noticed how her eyeliner and mascara was smeared all down her cheeks as she opened her eyes.
"Smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction"
He pushed a piece of hair out of her face as another tear fell from her eye, down her cheek, and onto her pillow. He wiped it away and shhhh her as she got ready to speak.
"Hush baby speak softly tell me"
Natalia softly whispered....
"I'll be sorry that you pushed me into the coffee table last night"
Nick pushed her off of him.
"So I can push you off me"
Natalia reached for him and touched his skin lightly and he turned around and screamed at her.
"Try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me"
Natalia throws the covers off of her and runs out of the room as Nick follows her.
"Run out of the room and I'll follow you like a lost puppy"
Nick starts begging her to turn around.
"Baby without you I'm nothing I'm so lost"
Natalia turns around as she sees open arms and walks up to him and hugs him.
"Hug me"
Natalia then opens her mouth and tells him she hates him but she'll always love him.
"Then tell me how ugly I am but that you'll always love me"
Natalia felt his grip tighten around her and pushed him off of her.
"Then after that shove me in the aftermath of the destructive path that we're on"
Nick ran back up to Natalia and wrapped his arms around her.
"Two psychopaths but we know that no matter how many knives we put in each other's back"
She wrapped her arms around him as well.
"That we'll have each others backs
Cause we're that lucky together"
Cause we're that lucky together"
Natalia and Nick had a night out together. They laughed and kissed and held onto eachother tightly.
"We move mountains
Lets not make mountain out of molehills"
Lets not make mountain out of molehills"
A few days later Nick came in fired up about nothing and starting taking it out on Natalia. He grabbed her wrists and started shaking her. She started quirming kicking him a couple of times.
"You hit me twice yea but whos counting"
Nick hit her three times back or so he thought.
"I may have hit you three times
I'm starting to lose count"
I'm starting to lose count"
A few nights later Nick caressed Natalias back as they laid in bed.
"But together we'll live forever
We found the youth fountain"
We found the youth fountain"
Nick kissed her shoulder. Natalia closed her eyes.
"Our love is crazy
We're nuts"
We're nuts"
Nick and Natalia were eating lunch when Natalia brought up counseling for Nick. He refused as his temperature rose.
"But I refused counselin"
Nick started yelling about how the house was to big for him and her.
"This house is too huge"
Natalia said she would move out as she stood up to put her plate in the sink. He told her he would burn the house down if she moved out. She turned around and told him he couldnt do that.
"If you move out I'll burn all two thousand square feet of it to the ground"
He got up in her face and told her...
"Ain't crap you can do about it
With you I'm in my freaking mind without you I'm out it"
With you I'm in my freaking mind without you I'm out it"
The next day Natalia came home to the house on fire. She sank down onto the pavement as she heard the sirens coming.
"Just gonna stand there and watch me burn"
She ran a hand through her hair and closed her eyes.
"But that's alright because I like the way it hurts"
She opened her eyes as the tears started to fall.
"Just gonna stand there and hear me cry"
She felt a hand appear on her shoulder. She looked up to find Eric Delko standing above her.
"But thats alright because I love the way you lie"
He gave her a reaching hand which she didn't take right away but did after she realized he wasnt gonna pull it back. He pulled her up and pulled her into a hug that she never wanted to let go of. He rubbed her back softly. She knew Nick had killed himself in that fire.
"I love the way you lie"
"I love you Natalia." Eric said as he looked into her eyes.
"I love you too Eric." Natalia said as Eric wrapped his arms around her waist and lowered his lips to hers. When they separated they smiled at eachother and Natalia knew she was gonna be alright.
