If Only In My Dreams - A Christmas Tradgedy

ButterFlied92

Lab Technician
Title: If Only In My Dreams
Disclaimer: I do not own 'CSI:' or any of it's characters because if I did, I wouldn't be one of the countless groupies who thinks, breathes, lives CSI posting this.

Summary: Sara falls victim to a horrific tradgedy, and on Christmas Eve no less.

WARNING: Character death.

**This is a short fic which has no intent or purpose to last over ten segments maximum and will not become a sequel. Sorry guys.
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8:30 P.M. - December 24th, 2006

The soft flaking snow drifted down from the heavens, draping a light blanket over Las Vegas. But despite the bright lights of the casinos, all was quiet in the suburbs, such unusual behavior for a city of sins. 'Tis Christmas Eve, and the stars were nowhere to be seen; the only illumination on the streets that night were the dim lamposts. She sat quietly, clasping her knees over her chest as it heaved with her sobs, tears becoming slush, half freezing on her cheeks hidden by a screen of brown hair. She waited on a bus bench, the snow beginning to fall a little quicker, sticking to her hair like dandruff. "What are you doing here?" she sobbed, still turned to the man behind her. He was in his fifties it appeared, hair salt and pepper with stubble just showing, just enough to catch a few snowflakes too. She was suddenly aware of the warm light blazing from the headlights of a black Tahoe shedding some light onto her face. "Just leave me alone." She sniffled and got up, brushing the slush from her knees and began to walk away from the light and the man. She was in her thirties, short brown hair, and dark eyes. All she wore on this cold night was a sweater vest and khakis.

"Sara. Sara, don't do this." His footsteps were not muffled, but only amplified by the falling snow colliding with his footsteps, growing closer, but she insisted on speeding up. "Sara, you know I can't run that fast!"

"Then just leave me alone, Grissom!" Her face was sorrowful, full of anguish and unanswered questions. Speeding up, she ran and ran, his footsteps drowned out by the pounding of the blood in her head. He was gone, all in a flash, the only one she ever cared for. She could still see his smile, the way he talked, the way he was always there for her, but where was he now? Exactly. He had left her, and on Christmas Eve. It was their first anniversary together, and she had it all set out. Romantic christmas music resounded through the apartment they now shared, poinsettas decorated the kitchen and living room, as well as a small centerpiece on the table where she had a honey ham and other assorted foods out. All that was left was him to walk through the door, open the can of cranberries he insisted on running out to get, and the rest would fall into place. But instead of him walking through the door, Grissom had come knocking.

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An Hour Earlier...

"Oh, Hi Grissom! You want to come in?" His eyes were holding steady, but they were moist. He took a trembling step forward into the apartment as Sara closed the door behind him. "Here, I'll set another place for you. You're not headed anywhere are you? Grissom?" At no reply, she turned from reaching for a plate in the kitchen and saw Grissom standing where she left him, hands in his heavy coat pockets.

"Sara, I came here for a reason. Put the plate back." He turned towards the sofa and she cautiously put the plate back quietly and walked over to the sofa and sat next to him. He just gazed forward.

"Grissom, wha-?"
"He was in a car accident, the driver was drunk and walked away without a scratch. He didn't move at all..." Sara's eyebrows furrowed, now thoroughly confused.
"Who Grissom?" He just looked up and she knew. That's why he wasn't back from the store yet.
"Oh my-" Her hand shakily reached her mouth, covering it in shock. "No, no, you're lying."
"What kind of proof do you want? His death certificate? It's being printed up in Doc's office."
"It-It was our first anniversary! He was just going to get cranberries! He - he insisted! I told him not to, but he just smiled and said he'd be back soon. No, no, NO!" She was frenzied. She jumped up from the couch and went to swipe the things on the table to the floor when she was spun around and Grissom was grasping her wrists.
"Sara, please! I know it's not easy! Just don't burn the apartment complex down!" Releasing her, he grabbed an oven mitt sitting on the part of the table that wasn't flaming from the knocked candles and began to put it out. And with it, he put out any hope of him coming back.

She ran from the apartment, the cold air stinging her face and poisoning her lungs as she heard her supervisor's voice ringing from what seemed far off. "Sara! SARA!" This was not how Christmas was supposed to be.
 
You better believe there's more. And don't worry, the pairing will be revealed in time. Maybe... :devil: No I'm kidding, the last post her lover will be revealed. But here's the second installment.

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5:03 A.M. - December 25th, 2006

'Good Morning, Las Vegas! Merry Christmas to you all. And now to our top story. Las Vegas Police Department commenced, as of midnight, a search for one of their own. CSI Sara Sidle has not been seen, heard of, or been able to be traced for almost nine hours now. She fled her apartment in the suburbs of Las Vegas at the news of a coworker whom she was intimately involved with was killed yesterday evening as a victim of a drunk driving accident. Her fellow CSI by the name of -'
Sara closed her eyes tightly, trying desperately to drown out the five o'clock news drifting through the rental car windows and into the deserted desert air as she sat on the ground, all remains of the magical snow, and what was supposed to be a magical Christmas, gone.

'This is a picture of her. Sara Sidle is thirty-five years of age, medium length brown hair, dark eyes, five feet and ten inches, and approximately 150 pounds. If you have seen her or have any information leading to finding her, the LVPD presses that you please call 911 or the crime lab at-' Rolling over in exhaustion of staying awake all night, wondering about him, she drifted into a disturbing sleep, at the last sentence of the story. 'The only response from Dr. Gilbert Grissom, the supervisor of the graveyard shift, her boss, and the one who initally told Sidle of the news, to how the lab was dealing with her absensce was, "I just want her back."'

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5:30 A.M. - December 25th, 2006

"She's somewhere, Warrick! She didn't just drop off the face of the Earth!" Warrick gripped the steering wheel as Catherine was glued to the windows, searching for any signs of their friend on the deserted highway cutting through the desert. "Look! Look! What is that?" Due to the absence of any cars, Warrick hit the brakes at Catherine's alarm and turned to look out the passenger side window, where Catherine had a puzzled look set on her face. "Is that...?" Warrick nodded, leaning back into the driver's seat and hitting the gas, turning down an empty, rocky path into the desert. "Car exhaust. Call Grissom and tell him, I mean, it's gotta be her." Catherine already had her cell pressed to her ear as Warrick slalomed through the briars when they came to a gate, and parked in front of it was a running car with the driver's side door open.

"Grissom, we think we've found - oh my God, it is her, Warrick! Sara! Sara!" Running from the car, Catherine wasn't sure what she was going to face when she reached the brunette laying on her side, nonresponsive to her calls a mile from the gate. What if she was hurt? What if...what if she had lost all hope?

"Catherine! Cath, wait up! No, Grissom, I don't know yet, but get out here. It's an empty path about two hundred yards before Exit 34, southbound."
"She's not responding!" Grissom stopped talking on the other end of the phone as Catherine's response drifted into the receiver and into Grissom's ear.
"She's just in shock, Grissom! No, I mean, Yes! She's just in shock, oh. A few deep cuts, probably from running through the briar, other various things, she might need stitches. Grissom, she'll be fine! She's waking up now. I'll explain later." With that Warrick shut the phone and tossed it back to Catherine as they kneeled on either side of Sara.

"Hey girl, you all right?" Sara's eyes fluttered open and she turned to her side, rolling to a standing position slowly. Beginning to walk away, Catherine called out after her, "Do you know how worried everybody was? Are you all right? Are -"

"Catherine, give it a rest!" Warrick shouted a little too loudly and walked up behind Sara. Faster than he expected, she turned and looked up at him, tears anew.
"Some screwed up Christmas this turned out to be," she sobbed, and Warrick could only reach out and embrace her, the recognition of his friend's death only a few hours ago setting in.
 
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