Home Again Chapter One

PiperGrissom

Police Officer
Home Again By PiperG





Grissom was still moping around the crime lab. Sara had been gone about 3 months and even though he knew she didn’t leave him, he still hurt.


Catherine kept trying to cheer him up by finding odd experiments to keep him busy, but he really didn’t seem to care. Nick had tried and tried to get Grissom to go with him and Warrick to dinner and play poker, but he always said

“I can’t leave Hank alone, but thanks.”

Doc Robbins asked him over to his house for a home cooked meal, but Grissom always had an excuse not to go.

Brass was the only one who actually go through to him. That is because he just went over to Grissom’s house one night and rang the doorbell.
Grissom came to the door looking tired and miserable.

Brass- “Hey, I brought a great bottle of Scotch, can I come in?”

Grissom- “Ok, Jim---Hank, sit!”

Hank was excited, jumping around. There hadn’t been anyone in the house other than his Daddy in a long time, so he was overjoyed to see Brass.

Brass- “Hi Hank, how ya been?”

Brass patted the boxer’s head and scratched his ears. Hank was satisfied and went off to the kitchen in search of food.


Brass- “Looks like you could use a drink. Pal.”


Grissom- “Yea, I suppose I could. Come into the den, Jim, I’ll go get some glasses.”

Brass walked into the large den. It was full of Sara. He could see her everywhere. There were her books, her jacket still hung over the back of a large leather chair, photos of her with Grissom were all over the room. One caught Brass’s attention .”


Grissom- “ Here you go, Jim, you pour.”

Brass- “Gil, where was that picture taken?”

Both men looked above the fireplace on the mantle. An 8x10 framed photo of Grissom in a dark suit and Sara in a lovely beige dress was front and center on the mantle. It was the look of pure happiness in both faces of his dear friends that caught his attention the most. That, and Sara looked utterly gorgeous.

Grissom- “ Well, Jim, that was about four months ago when Sara and I got married.”
Brass was shocked, but then again, he wasn’t. These were very private people who had been in a serious relationship for two years and in love for almost ten years and no one knew it until Sara was taken. Even then, they were still very private and protective of their relationship and really never flaunted it around the lab.


Brass- “ Well, my friend, that’s wonderful.”

Grissom- “Yes, it was.”

Brass- “ Have you heard from her again?”

Grissom- “ Not in two weeks, I am starting to worry. Does anyone else know she has been calling me?”

Brass- “ No, you told me to keep it quiet, so I have. I still don’t know why you would want to keep it so quiet, everyone is worried about her.”

Grissom- “ She needs time, Jim, that’s all. I want to respect her and give her what she needs. Sara is strong, but she has been through too much and she needs to do this. I don’t like it and I miss her. I almost ache , but this should help her and that is the most important thing right now.”

Brass- “ Ok, buddy. I’ll keep it to myself. Where was she last time she called?”

Grissom- “ She had left San Francisco and was heading toward New Mexico, but I am not sure what town. Her brother, James lives there and she needed to clear things up with him.”

Brass- “ I knew she had a brother, but I didn’t know that they were close. “

Grissom- “ They aren’t, but Sara needed to bury all of her ghosts and he is one of them. I just hope she is alright.”

The phone rang. Grissom almost growled into the phone.

Grissom- “ Yeah?”

Sara- “Gil?”

Grissom- “Honey, are you alright?”

Brass smiled to himself and headed toward the kitchen to give his friend some time with his wife, even if it was only on the phone.

Sara- “Baby I am ok, don’t worry. I am staying with James and his family for a few days. Maybe a week.”

Grissom- “That’s great. How is everything with you two?”

Sara- “ Good, really. He is a minister at the only church in town and he has a wonderful family. His wife, Rose, is a doll. They have kids, Gil. Really sweet, cute and very smart kids.”

Grissom- “ How old are they?”

Sara- “ Sara is seven, can you believe they named their daughter after me? I was so touched, and surprised, I was so sure he forgot he had a sister. Mathew or Matty is five. He is so cute. He is a math prodigy. He is already in fourth grade. I am an Aunt!”

Grissom loved to hear her sound so happy. He as thrilled that her brother was so adjusted and that he and his wife were happy and had children. Sara was so sure she carried a murder gene and now, she could finally see that where there is love, there is hope.

Grissom- “ Where are you headed after you leave?”

Sara- “ I think after I have visited James more, I will head home. That’s ok, isn’t it?”

Grissom- “ Baby of course it’s ok, I know you have only done what you had to do. I know that. I am glad you did it, in a way. I miss you so much. Hank misses you. He almost ate Brass a few minutes agao!”

Sara- “ Brass is there? “

Grissom- “ Yes, he’s trying to cheer me up with scotch. It didn’t work. You did,.”

Sara- “Can I talk to him, honey?”

Grissom- “ Of course…Jim, Sara wants to speak with you.”

Brass almost ran to the den to get the phone.

Brass- “Hi Cookie, how are ya?”

Sara- “ I am a lot better, Jim, thanks. How has Gil been doing? I didn’t want to hurt him, you know.”

Brass- “ Oh, been better, but it’s going to be alright.”

Sara- “ He’s right there, isn’t he?”

Brass -” Yes, he is. I hear that congratulations are in order Mrs. Grissom.”

Sara- “Thanks. We didn’t want to tell anyone for a while, and then, I sorta went nuts.”

Brass- “Nuts, huh? It wasn’t that bad, was it? You just needed a break, Cookie, that’s all. “

Grissom was frowning, Cookie? Why does he call her Cookie?

Sara- “ Can I talk to my husband again? Good to talk to you , Jim, I’ll see you soon.”

Brass- “ You will? That’s good, Cookie, you take care. Here he is.”

Grissom- “ So, when do I need to look for you?”

Sara- “ I think next week, honey. Matty is having a birthday and he wants Aunt Sara to stay for it. Little Sara--that’s what they are calling her while I am here-- is having a spelling bee in two days and I told her I would be there. I can’t wait for you to meet them.”

Grissom-” I can’t wait either. Ok, so next week it is. I will cash in some vacation time and we can just be together, ok?”

Sara- “Sounds wonderful, honey. I miss you so much. I love you.”

Grissom- “ I love you too, sweetie. See you soon..”


Grissom hung up the phone smiling. Brass laughed at him. They both were thrilled she was finally well enough to come home. Both men loved her.

Grissom- “ Cookie?”

Brass-(laughing), “I call her Cookie because she used to bring me cookies when I was home getting over almost dying. We got close and I have sort of adopted her. I knew about the two of you for a very long time.”

Grissom- “ I am glad, Jim. I really am, she didn’t have much of a father. She needs one.”

Brass- “ Well, I never had much of a daughter, so she’ s got me. You know, Gil, you are a very lucky man. That is one special lady. I just hope she feels better. I know she sounded good.”

Brass got up then and walked toward the door. He turned and looked at his friend and smiled.

Brass- “ I’ll see you tomorrow.”

Grissom- “ See ya, thanks, Jim.”

Grissom and Hank fell asleep on the leather sofa Sara had picked out before they moved into the new house. Grissom slept deep for the first time since Sara left.
 
So far, I have 13 chapters. I am on fanfiction dot net and I have a livejournal where I put my fics. I'll post another chapter ASAP.
Thanks for reading.
 
This is an interesting fic...but it might be easier to post all the chapters in one thread instead of making multiples. Keeps everything in one place and people have an easier time finding it all. :)
 
Sorry, I have been sick AND I had a "blonde moment"!!! I'll try to fix the mess when I have time and I'm not at work.
Glad you are reading it, I am having tons of fun writing it.
 
Home Again Chapter 2 ( edited version)
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Home Again


Chapter 2


Grissom woke the next morning feeling like a new man. He ate breakfast, showered and walked Hank. He decided to call Ecklie.


Ecklie- “ Hello, Gil. What do I owe the pleasure?”


Grissom- “ I am needed to take some time off, Conrad. I am thinking of around a month. I have a lot of time banked, so I want to use it. I am going to call Catherine and ask her to take over. “


Ecklie- “ Alright, Gil. Does this have anything to do with Sara?”


Grissom- “ I just need time off, Conrad. That’s all. I’ll talk to you in a month.”

With that, Grissom hung up the phone and called Catherine. He would tell her about Sara. She was his friend and she cared about Sara. She would also keep it quiet if he asked her to.


Catherine- “Willows”


Grissom- “Cath, I need a favor.”

Catherine- “I am not doing all of your reports this time, Gil.”


Grissom- “ No Cath, I am taking a month off and I need you to take over. Sara is coming home in a week and I want to spend all of my time with her.”


Catherine- “ Are you sure she is coming home to you, Gil? The was she left-”


Grissom interrupted her then .

Grissom- “ Cath, she didn’t leave ME, she had to get away and I respect that. I am not going to lie and tell you that I wasn’t hurt or scared that I wouldn’t see her again. I knew that she would do what she needed to do and come home.”


Catherine- “ I am sorry, Gil. I didn’t mean to-”


Grissom- “ It’s ok, Cath. Listen, I just want to keep this quiet, don’t tell the guys til we are ready. Sara may still need time and I know that I need time with her.”


Catherine- “ Don’t worry, Gil. Just take care of your business and I will deal with the lab. Tell Sara that I am glad she’s home, will ya?”


Grissom hung up and went to work around the house. He and Sara had bought the home a year after they decided to move in together. It was a great, warm home, made warmer by the love that lived there. It had been cold with Sara gone, but Grissom was starting to feel warm again.


He paid bills, gave Hank a bath, cleaned his experiments out of the fridge and washed some clothes. He had been working at home all day and he was exhausted when he finally sat down to eat dinner. He didn’t eat meat very often because of Sara, but he felt the need for a burger. He ate and Hank ate his dog food and they settled down on the sofa to watch the Roy Rogers DVDs that Sara had given him for his birthday.


While watching the second disk, the phone rang.


Grissom- “ Hello”


Sara- “Hey, Gil! What are you doing tonight?”


Grissom- “ Honey! I am sitting here with our boy watching the King of the Cowboys. How are you ?”


Sara- “ I am good, Gil, really good. I think I am going to start home early. I plan on leaving in the morning. Are you going to work tomorrow? “

Grissom -” No, I have taken a month off.”


Sara- “ A month? Whatever shall we do with that month?”


Sara sounded so good, he almost forgot that she had a breakdown only three months before. She sounded sexy and happy. He was overjoyed.


Grissom - “ I don’t know. I am thinking that there will be a lot of time spent in our room.”


Sara- “ I agree, baby, I do. I am going to bed now, but I will start out early so I should be home at supper time. I will see you then.”

Grissom- “ I can’t wait! See you soon.”


Grissom was thrilled. He called Brass and told him all about Sara and how she sounded like her old self.
He went to bed and had trouble going to sleep. When he finally drifted off, he dreamed of their wedding.


Sara looked so beautiful. Her hair was wavy and hung around her shoulders. She wore her makeup heavier than she usually did, but this was no ordinary day. Her dress was a beige satin and it clung to her slim figure just right. On her feet, she wore delicately strapped heels that made her mile long legs look miles longer. He just looked at her. He wore a dark suit with a crisp white shirt and a light blue tie that Sara loved. He smiled so big that he thought his face would break, but he was so happy, he just couldn’t stop it.
They exchanged vows with only the minister and the front desk clerk at the chappell as witnesses. They exchanged rings as well, hers a thin band and his a wide gold band. They knew that the rings would not be worn at work for a while, but they both were so proud of them and smiled as each one was placed on the proper finger. They kissed. A beautiful, deep, loving kiss and left to go home.


The Grissoms entered their house and greeted Hank.


Grissom- “ Hank, I made an honest woman of your mother.”


Sara- “ Ok, we’ll talk to him later, lets go, Bugman.”


Sara grabbed his hand and guided Grissom to their room. When they reached the door, Sara turned around and put her hands around the back of his neck and kisses him. He returned the kiss and their tongues danced together for what it seemed like forever. They had to break the kiss for they both needed air. Grissom reached behind Sara and pulled the zipper down on her dress and she stepped out of it.

His wife stood in front of him in all of her beauty, she wore delicate satin panties and a satin bra.


Grissom- “ My God, I am a lucky man. You are so beautiful. I worship you.”

Sara- “Show me.”


And he did.


Grissom woke up in need of a cold shower. He hobbled into the bathroom and stripped off his boxers and stepped under the cold water. When he was calm enough, he got out and wrapped himself in a towel.


She was coming home today.


(This is the PG-13 Edited Version. If ya want the whole thing, please see it at ff.net or at PiperGrissom's livejournal.)
 
Re: Home Again

Grissom was dressed in jeans and a blue polo shirt an hour later and took Hank for a walk. When they both entered the house, they could tell something was different.

Hank ran to the kitchen and didn’t come back. Grissom was puzzled, so, he headed toward the large kitchen that Sara loved.

As he walked in the door, he saw her.

Sara- “Gilbert, I’m home!”

Sara ran to her husband, who was actually crying with joy.

Grissom- “Honey, I didn’t think you would be here until tonight! How did you get here so fast?”

Sara- “After I hung up last night, I tried to go to sleep, but I was just too excited to see you and I had to come on home.
My sweet brother told me to bring you with me next visit. I am so sorry, honey, but so glad I went to see him.”

Grissom- “Come on, let’s sit and you can tell me all about it.”

Sara gave him a deep, long kiss that left him dizzy and said

“Ok”

They went into the den, where they had spent many times together, laughing and loving.

Grissom sat in the large leather chair and Sara sat on the table in front of him. She took his hands in hers and spoke very softly.


Sara- “ I feel terrible about leaving the way that I did, and I am so sorry that I scared you. I would never leave YOU, I couldn’t. I love you too much and have loved you too long to give up on us. I hope you know that.”


Grissom- “ I do, I didn’t when I first read your note, I am not going to pretend that it didn’t hurt me. But, after I thought about it all, I realized that you were going through something that I couldn’t really help you with, even though I would do anything for you.”


Sara- “ I know you would, but you are right, you wouldn’t have been able to help me with this. I am just so sorry that I left the way I did.”


Grissom- “ So, tell me everything.”


Sara- “ Well, you know that when I left, I went to San Fransico. I wasn’t ready to call you when I got there, so I waited until I found my Mother. I suppose I had to take my first step before I got in touch with you. Anyway, after our first talk on the phone, I went to actually speak with my Mom. She looked good, she really did. She was healthy and she had put on some weight. She even had a twinkle in her eye. That is something I don’t think I ever saw.”


Grissom- “ So, did you really get to know her? Did she get to know you? Was she -----”


Sara- “Hang on, babe! Ok, I don’t know if I got to know her well, but we are on the right road. She got out of prison, and moved back home. She is running a Bed and Breakfast again and business is good. She is happy there and has lots of good friends. Her past is still with her, but she has been in therapy for years. It’s really doing her good. She has always wanted to talk to me, but was afraid to try. Before I left her, she hugged me and told me that I did good.”


Grissom- “ That’s wonderful, honey. Will you stay in touch with her?”


Sara- “ Yes, and we have a standing invitation to stay at the B&B anytime we want. She can’t wait to meet you!”


Grissom-” So, tell me more.”


Sara- “ I asked Mom where James was. She told me that he has been living in a tiny town in New Mexico for about 10 years. He become a minister out of college and was happily married. Mom called him and asked him if I could visit. He was so thrilled because he didn’t know how to find me. I left after that.”


Sara told her husband about the long drive to New Mexico and how she thought of the night that Grissom finally told her how he felt.


Nick was in the hospital and the doctors said that he was doing very well for someone who had been buried alive and bitten all over by ants. He was going to be in the hospital for a few days and then, Warrick was going to stay with him.


Sara was so tired. She was making some coffee in her kitchen after the long night rescuing of Nick. There was a knock on the door. She sighed and went to see who it was.


She opened the door, and there stood a very tired Gilbert Grissom at her door. He looked at her with tears in his eyes and said..


“May I come in?”


Sara- “ Ok, come on in. Can I get you something?”


Grissom- “ I‘ll have some coffee with you, if you don’t mind.”


Sara- “ Of course. Grissom, are you alright?”


Grissom- “ No, Sara, I ‘m not. I need to talk to you and I am not sure how to .”


Sara- “ Well, just do it. I’ll listen. Let’s go sit down and you can talk.”


Grissom- “ Listen, I know that you are tired, and I am sorry to keep you awake-”


Sara- “ I love to talk to you, now, what’s on your mind?”


Grissom- “ You know that I am not good with people, Sara.”


Sara- “Yeah, Griss, I have noticed that. “


Grissom- “ I just want you to know that you mean a lot to me. I miss talking to you, eating breakfast with you and the guys after shift. I miss you asking me a lot of questions. I miss being with you.”


Sara- “Griss, I don’t understand. You see me everyday.”


Grissom- “ I ‘ve known this for seven years, I just didn’t know if I could deal with it. I didn’t know what to do about it. “


Sara- “ About what, Griss?”


Grissom- “ I love you, Sara.”


Sara looked at him in shock. She had loved him since the first time she saw him at the Forensic Conference.


Sara- “ I don’t understand. You love me?”


Grissom- “Sara, I have loved you for a very long time, and tonight, with all that happened with Nick, I realized it could have been you in that box and I knew that I couldn’t let another day go by without telling you exactly how much you mean to me.”


Sara was shocked, to say the least, and sat there with her mouth hanging open. She blinked a few times and then spoke with a very quiet voice…


Sara- “ Griss, I heard everything you said to Dr. Lurie that night, I knew after hearing you talk to him, how you felt about me. I saw Debbie Marlin. I know she looked like me. I knew that’s why you never left the crime scene and why you kinda went nuts on us. The only thing I understood was that you had feelings for me that you were not willing to do anything with. I wasn’t worth the risk. It hurt me, Griss, I won’t lie.”


Grissom- “Sara. I have been fighting this since we met. I am over fifteen years older than you , I am your boss, I am bad with people, and I have never had a serious relationship. I was scared as hell and didn’t know what to do. After that case, I was scared that I would turn into a Dr. Lurie. I couldn’t let you in my life and have you leave me. I wouldn’t have survived it, because I knew how I felt about you. My feelings were never a question, Sara.”


Sara- “Grissom, I asked you that night, after the lab blew up, I asked you to dinner to see what could happen. You told me no. I was hurt, you know.”


Grissom looked at his hands that were in his lap. He didn’t think he could convince her, he had to . He loved her more than he thought another person could ever love someone.


Grissom- “ I was scared. Let me tell you about my Mother and what was happening then.Ok?”


So, Grissom told her everything, about his Mother, about his hearing, his surgery, everything. For once in his life, he said all the right things at the right time and he wasn’t at the lab or in a classroom.


Sara looked at him and for the first time, really and truly understood the man that she had been in love with for years. She was also flabbergasted at what to do. Should she just go for it? Should she let him make the first move? She chose to play it safe and see what the very nervous man in front of her would do.


She found out.


And was very happy.


Grissom touched her cheek. He told her again how he loved her, how she was the world to him. He went on to tell her that it was against policy to have a relationship with a member of the same team, but he wanted to do it anyway. He couldn’t loose her.


Then, he touched her lips with his fingers and traced their shape. She always looked to him as if she was ready for a passionate kiss, her lips so full and beautiful. He moved to kiss her then, and they didn’t stop kissing until very early the next morning.


Grissom laughed. Sara did too. Now that they were married and back together, it was almost funny to think how hard it was to get together. They laughed at how no one knew or ever suspected. Only once did anything come up. Cath and Nick later told the couple after Sara’s rescue, that they spoke of Grissom having a girlfriend. They all had a good laugh, though Catherine was still pissed that she didn’t figure it out first.


Sara then added….



Sara- “Gil, there’s more. My brother and I really talked. A lot. He was my therapist, of sorts. I feel like I may believe in God now. I suppose I should since I lived through what I have. I am like you, though, I don’t see myself going to church, but I would like to read more and talk with you about it.”


Grissom- “ Of course, honey. Anything. I love to learn and study with you, you know that. So, your brother helped you? Did he ever have a hard time with the past?”


Sara_ “When he was a young teen, he was into drugs, but that was mainly to deal with it all. We lived with so much, honey. He went to college and the seminary and then met Rose and they moved to New Mexico, they live just outside of Taos and he became the minister of the non denominational church there. He and Rose stared their family. He got lots of therapy in the seminary. He loves it in New Mexico and he loves the history of the place. I found it all fascinating. I would love to go back soon and let you check it out.”

Grissom- “ You know I would love that. I am so glad that James turned out so well. His family sounds great. So, you got close with the kids?”


Sara- “ I did. They are so smart. You, know, another thing that seemed to worry me when I left was the possibility of creating another genius like Hannah if we ever had a child. I learned from spending time with my brilliant niece and nephew, that just because a child is advanced, doesn’t mean they could be a killer. Hannah was disturbed. You’ll love the kids, honey. They are so cute. I just loved them right away.”


Sara was smiling. He was thrilled to see it. She still had a look of hurt to her, but it’s fading and she is coming back little by little. And she was home. She came home to him. She loved him. She was married to HIM. He didn’t loose her.
He kissed her again and held her close. Hank ran to her and she hugged him and kissed the top of his head.


Sara- “ Gil, ?”


Grissom- “ Yes, dear.”


Sara- “ I believe you mentioned something about spending a lot of time in our room?”


Grissom- “So I did. “



Sara- “ Come on, Bugman.”


The Grissoms went to their bedroom and really reunited. Their lovemaking was slow and passionate, it seemed to go on forever. They had three months of passion to catch up on and they knew it. Grissom had dreamed every night of their first night together, their first vacation, their first night living together and their wedding night. All of his dreams became reality once again in the hours that followed. When they were finally so exhausted that they had to stop, they fell asleep wrapped in each other and slept peacefully for the first time in months.
 
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