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Hi! I stopped making WPs for a while, and I wrote a fan Fiction... :p There is a couple that I think has never been done before... Or maybe I'm wrong, I don't know. Anyway, I hope you like it!
Ps.: Maybe there is some grammatical error, or vocabulary or something... Sorry, I know English but I'm not an expert! :(



Calleigh was sitting in the floor of her room. It was 3 am but she didn’t sleep in all night. She couldn’t stop thinking about him. She loved him since the first time she saw him. When he started working as a csi, and she got to know him, she fell completly in love with him. She was the kind of woman who was very strong, very independent. She never liked being dependent of a guy, and, she never had to be, actually. But he... He was different. He completely changed her. Since she knew him, all her life was around him, she couldn’t think in another thing... All night she passed thinking on his dark hair, on his soft eyes, on that charming smile that always made she feel better when she was upset... She loved him so much, that she was losing her mind, and was afraid of losing control. “C’mon Calleigh, he’s just a guy, like all the others! Why is he different for you? You have to stay calm and forget him...” But she couldn’t lie to herself. Maybe to others, but no to herself. She knew that somehow, he was special, so special that was the only one in her heart... But not in her mind. Before she met Ryan, before he became the only one for her, she had another love. He loved her, respected her and always made her feel good. For him, she was everything, and all that time she had been just pretending everything was ok, and that nothing had changed... But he knew that something wasn’t going right. The phone rang, and, after letting it ring some seconds, Calleigh answered it.
-Hello. Did I wake up you?
-Oh H, no don’t worry.
-So, you couldn’t sleep.
-No...Well yes but...
-Calleigh I now that something’s going wrong. I know you well. First I belived you, but it is too long since this started... You’re not the same and I’m starting to worry about it.
-Horatio...
-Calleigh if you are going to tell me another excuse, please, don’t say anything. I don’t want you to lie to me.
Calleigh started crying, trying to make no sound, but he heard her.
-Calleigh please tell me what’s happening! I can’t stand knowing that you aren’t well...
-Sorry Horatio... I...
Silence... Only interrumped by her sobs...
-Ok don’t worry about it, you can tell me when you want to. Ok?
-Ok... Thanks...
-I love you Calleigh. Never forget it, please. I love you.

She started to cry more loudly, and he hung up. She was so confused... She loved Horatio, and he loved her, and everything was so prefect untill he appeared...
The next morning she was more dead than alive. She sleept hardly anything and was feeling like shit. She came into the lab and hoped the land to swallow her.
-Hey Cal! You’ve got a terrible face girl! Didn’t you sleep yesterday?
-Hi Ryan... Well no much... I... was feeling a bit sick or something...
He looked at her with a strange face, but smiled at her and said:
-Horatio told me before that wanted to see you when you arrived. I don’t know where he can be but...
-Talking about me, Mr. Wolfe?
-Ah Horatio, sure, Calleigh is here.
-Yeah I see her.
He smiled and stayed looking at them. Then Horatio took off his sunglasses and looked at Ryan. He understood.
-Um... I’m going to... Yeah to look for Eric I need him to... Well I’ll look for him.

He let them alone in the lab. “Something’s going wrong with them... God I hope Calleigh is ok...”
-How are you?
-Fine... Really I’m ok.
-Your face doesn’t say the same.
She tried to smile, but, she couldn’t. She still had Ryan’s face in her head... Horatio looked at her and let the sunglasses in the table. Then took her in his arms. She felt a little better then. When Horatio huged her she always felt better, althought she was thinking about Ryan.
-I love you I love you I love you... – Horatio whispered in her ear. – And... I... just want to know if you love me too...
She closed her eyes and held him tight.
-I’ve always trusted you but I’m feeling insecure right now Calleigh... I don’t want you to be with me just because I love you... You can tell me... If you...
Calleigh looked at him deeply.
-Horatio, I love you. I need you by my side.
He smiled and he gave her a small kiss. He left and let her alone in the lab. “God...” She wasn’t sure about what she had just said. She loved him but maybe it was better to tell him the truth. She loved him, but loved Ryan more... But just thinking of the way Horatio would react...

She sat in a chair and started crying. Suddenly, Ryan appeared .
-Hey hey hey! Calleigh!... C’mon...
He sat next to her and put his arm around her. She tried to stop but she couldn’t.
-C’mon Cal.. Tell me... What’s wrong?
She said nothing.
-Is it a problem with Horatio? Please tell me... You can trust me, I think you should tell someone... You’ll feel better.
-I...I’d love to tell you Ryan but...
-But...?
-I can’t.
She started to walk to the door but Ryan stopped her.
-Hey... At least, tell me you’ll be ok... And stop crying...
He was just in front of her, looking at her with his deep eyes, and she couldn’t react. She just huged him. They stayed that way for some seconds.
-C’mon... Stop crying... Please... Can’t I make something to make you feel better?
She looked at him. They were so close... Too close...
-You can...
-What? I’ll do anything you ask me to.
-Kiss me.

He held her so tight, and didn’t think it twice. They kissed passionately, like they both had been waiting for that moment for ages. Her hands ran trough his back, his lips through her neck... They forgot everything around them. She sat down in the table, breaking some glass. But nevermind. She could just see Ryan in front of her, kissing her and caressing her hair, her face, her arms... They were just in heaven. After a few minutes of passion, they reacted, and looked each other.
-I love you Calleigh, since I came here I loved you...
-I love you madly Ryan... All this time I’ve been waiting just for this... God I can’t believe it’s happening...
They kissed again.
-But I thought... I mean you and Horatio...
-Me? I’m just a puppet in her hands... I’ve always been... But I’ll be no more.

Horatio was in the door, wathing them. His face told them that in that moment he was the most unhappy man in the world.
Calleigh couldn’t react. She still had Ryan in her arms when Horatio left, closing the door after him. Ryan looked at her while she covered her face with her hands. He didn’t know what to say. He respected Horatio and loved him as a friend. He never told her what he felt because of that. And now...
Suddenly Calleigh ran towards the door, and looked for Horatio. She went to the garage and found him crying in his car. She couldn’t stand seeing him that way because of her. She breathed, and went to the car. He looked at her through the window, and looked at the floor again. She opened the door and sat next to him.
-What did I do wrong, Calleigh?
-Oh God nothing! You were always so good to me...
-But that isn’t enough.
-Horat...
-Calleigh, you love Ryan, you’ve always done... I can’t do nothing to help it. Go with him. Be happy. He loves you too.
-Horatio I love you.
-Calleigh I saw you kissing Ryan 5 minutes ago!! Don’t tell me that you love me!! Stop lying to me!!–He shouted.

She knew that he was right. She could do nothing, so she went out of the car and walked through the garage. She heard Horatio leaving with his car.
She took hers and drove home. She didn’t want, she wasn’t able, actually, to see Ryan in that moment.

The next day arrived, and Eric called her when she was driving to the lab.
-Calleigh...
He sounded shocked. He gave her an adress and hung up. She drove there fast. When she arrived she found Alexx crying in Eric’s arms.
-What happened?
When she looked she couldn’t believe her eyes... The man she loved... The man who loved her... The man who gave everything to her... The man who, beause of her, lost his mind ... and lost everything in a moment...
-He was drunk... And lost the control of the car. I’m sorry honey...

She fell on her knees next to his dead body. She caressed his red hair and cryed... Cryed... For the man that gave, even his live, for her love...
 
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