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All of this is 100% true, no lies, and it all happened today.
My ex was driving in his car with a girl, who was at the time, my ex best friend, and me, and three friends, Jeremy W, Terri, and Brianne, and me Sarahh, were walking around near the mall after school when we decided to phone Tori (My ex best friend) who was with my ex, Jeremy B. Well it turns out that he got pulled over for speeding in a school zone, and when the police asked for his liscence and registration, it turns out he only has his learners, and no one in the car had a real liscence. I thought that that was the funniest thing ever, since I hated both my ex and ex friend so much, so I told a bunch of people about it through text message to them. Then I realised, that Tori, was grounded so I called her house and made sure her parents weren't there, and I hung up, then called again and told her brother what happened and said he should call her or pick her up or something. Anyway, I guess her brother, Seth, told their parents (Stupid older brothers) and Tori got in way more trouble. So at school today, my morning was a NIGHTMARE. Jeremy B called me a bitch to one of his friends, Greg (Who by the way, is the exact opposite of Greg Sanders-- this Greg is massive, ugly, and dumb) but he said it just loud enough for me to hear, since he was to big of a jerk to say it to my face. He called me a F***ing B*tch and then at break between 2nd and 3rd period, he bought one of those crumbly chocolate macaroons and broke it apart and starting throwing pieces of it at me from a distance while I tried to talk with my friends. I really wanted to tell him to just throw the cookie in the trash can if he didn't want it, but I didn't, because I knew what insults and jokes would follow from that. ("Well you are trashy, so whats the difference"?) I was starting to get really embarassed, especially because all of his friends, and even some people who were supposed to be my friends, were all laughing at me. Even Tori. So I was really pissed off, and just let it slide. After third though, I had had enough. I was keeping my distance from Jeremy B and his band of wangsters, but then one of Jeremy's ex girlfriends (He has a lot btw), Brianne, who I'm friends with, came to our school to visit me and Terri. Well when I went to talk to her, Jeremy B came up and kept interupting. I was sort of pissed, so our two groups (My group and Jeremys group) sort of merged and we all hung around one table. I was standing behind Terri, who was sitting, because there were no chairs left, and no one said anything about me, so when a chair cleared, I rushed and sat down. Greg said "Oh, God, no one wants to stay here now" and Jeremy laughed and said "Your right no one wants to be here now" and they started leaving. Well he grabbed Brianna gently by the arm and brought her with them, so that the only people at the table were me, Terri, and another friend of ours, Kennedy. Terri made a joke to lighten the moment and said "Wow, were so rejected". and Kennedy laughed. I sort of faked a laugh and held back a few tears, mostly of humiliation.
As Brianne was being pulled away, shes like "Why are we leaving"? Because she didn't catch it the first time.
"Because the whore just sat down" Jeremy said.
"Whos the whore"? She asked.
"Hes talking about me" I answered from the table.
"Yeah" Jeremy said, "That thing" He added, pointing to me. I turned away and felt more tears of embarassment but pushed them back and started to talk with Kennedy and Terri. Jeremy and his group weren't that far from us, and he made sure that he was talking loudly enough so that I could hear. I ignored most of it, but caught the occasional,
"Slut"
"Whore"
"F***ing B*tch"
and I was okay about it, I mean, he was being a bit immature so it didn't bother me. But then I heard it. I couldn't contain it after that.
"You know whats funny though"? He was ranting on to his friends. "I was drunk as F*** and she was STILL ugly as hell".
I couldn't even contain it. I just started crying. None of that shoulder shaking, pouty lip, sobbing, throwing a fit crap. But It wasn't just little tears either. Just tears falling out of my eyes. And then the embarassment that this pathetic little wangster actually had gotten to me made me cry even more. Kennedy and Terri noticed instantly and started on with the typical best friend stuff.
"Are you alright"?
"Whats wrong"?
I quickly shushed them, since Jeremy was close enough to hear them, and I wasn't about to give him the satisfaction.
Let me explain the drunk thing.
I first met Jeremy B at a party. We had both been drinking quite a bit (Okay, I'm not a badass, but I'm not claiming that.) and both on the heavily drunk side, we started making out. And this was before I even knew him. I knew his name, yes, but I couldn't pronounce it with all the sour puss and booze in my system. I said "Germany" instead of "Jeremy" (Ha ha) and for a while we ignored each other at school, it was just way to awkward, but then we hung out a lot and he treated me like his gf so I thought I was, turns out I wasn't, he was just f***ing around with my mind but whatever. So thats what happened about the drunk thing.
I knew that there was going to be trouble, so I ran to the bathroom and Becca, another friend, came in to comfort me, and then I told her the whole story, and then Terri came in too and tried to make me feel better. It took a while, and I was trying to get a hold of my mom to have her come pick me up. I eventually calmed down, My other friend Sam and Kennedy both cheered me up a bit, and I felt a bit better. I finally decided to confront Jeremy. However, right when I got close, I got scared. I didn't want to be humiliated again! Samm started calling him out to get me started.
"How can you of all people call her ugly"? She yelled at him, pointing to me.
"The truth hurts" He said, smirking. A few of his pathetic wangster friends laughed. It was only laughing, but it sounded like gunshots. More embarassment.
She did surprise me though. She literally punched him. Across the freakin' face! It looked like a pretty good punch, but he turned away a bit, so it didn't reach the full potential. She did get a small round of applause from everyone not following Jeremy.
"What a fag" was all he said. Or something like that. It was some immature insult for sure.
"You know what"? Samm said angrily. No one answered. I could see she was on the verge of something brilliant...right"?
"Your an a**hole"! was all she said.
I was frozen.
"Yeah, well your a slut" Jeremy said to her.
"Shes not a slut"! I cried outraged. I surprised myself. It was the first time that I had said anything to him through this whole day.
"She likes a new guy everyday" Jeremy said to no one in particular.
I'm not sure how the rest happened. I just remember that I told Samm to give me her waterbottle. She wasn't too keen, but I leaned in and said to her "I'm going to throw it on him".
She was absolutely giddy with excitement. "REALLY"? She whispered back.
"Honest" I said, taking the water bottle from her. I turned away so my back was to the group and I started to open the cap. It was one of those "Indestructable" bottles, and it was full of water.
I think he was starting on another insult. I know for sure he was talking about me or Samm again, but I did it. My legs were shaking from the blood speeding through my veins, but I still didn't miss. I think a bit landed on Tori, but who was watching? I threw the bottle, in one swift motion, Jeremy's "Gangsta threads" were soaked.
Thinking back on it, I wish I had thrown the rock hard "Indestructable" bottle at his overblown up head.
I turned and walked away, as fast as I could. I heard the explosion of laughter, and I was sure that I had heart Tori. I walked quickly, not wanting to run and look scared, because I wasn't, but the adrenaline rush gave me such a buzz that I could hardly see straigh. I speed-walked to Becca's table. She hates Jeremy. I knew she would be proud. I told her the story and she and another friend, Lisa couldn't stop laughing. Right away the bell rang and I raced off to my next class. I didn't want to run into them again, but as my luck would show, Tori was standing in the hallway to my math room and Jeremy was whining "You'r not skipping class". I just kept walking. As I started into my classroom, I heard Jeremy call
"So you think your so tough cos you can throw water on me"?
"Slut"! Greg fake-coughed.
I just grinned and kept walking. They couldn't possibly say anything that would kill my mood now. I didn't run into them at all for the rest of the day. My adrenaline levels lowered to normal by the middle of fifth, my last class, art. I still felt satisfied with myself for standing up for myself, but my happiness was slowly lowering, as the night continued, knowing that sooner or later, I was going to have to check my Nex. If anyone has Nexopia, they know its like Myspace, but a big smaller, and easier to use. Its also a less harsh environment. I logged on to check my messages and found the following:
Michelle;;;:
Why the f*** would you be such a b*tch??
Thats the lowest possible thing you could ever do...EVER
Seriously get a life.
mind your own business and stop following people who don't like you.
jeremyb:
yew stupid f***ing b*tch. y the fuk would yew rat on tori to her fukin rents....and on top tell every fkuin person yew kno that i got in s*it with the cops AGAIN,,,,,even tho yew have like no frinds and everyone haters yew im still pis*ed....vegas born.....ahahaha yer to fukin ugly to even be a hooker on the god d*mn vegas strip
mind yer own fukin busness yew dumb b*tch
Greg*******
ur a f***en dumb b*tch
every one f***en hates u
mind ur own f***en buisness
ugly b*tch
and on Michelles page, Greg left her a comment that says
"Lol ya Michelles pretty tight we both hate sarah!!! shes gonna get stomped <with a lot of grinning emoticons here>
I was scared. My good mood was gone and that was it. I was so sad that I had to go through this for doing one thing that wasnt even that bad. Seriously, this was really starting to annoy me.
Not wanting to be ridiculed anymore, I took every one of my pictures off of my profile so that I wouldn't give anyone more reasons to call me ugly. I copy and pasted the code that made my profile layout look cool, with a sweet picture of the Vegas strip and some awesome quotes in cool fonts and colours. My profile was pretty cool. I saved the code on a Microsoft word document in case I ever got a chance to use it again. I blocked Jeremy, Greg, and Michelle from being able to message, comment, or even see my profile, and deleted them from my friends list. I erased their comments, but not before print screening some screenshots as proof if I needed it.
I was tired of this crap, and I started to think hard about everything that they had said to me.
"B*tch" Well I can see why they would say that, its like the only thing they could come up with, and girls, come on, be honest, we've all been b*tches before. Don't deny it.
"Slut" I had listened before and had no defense to it, but when I thought more about it, I realised that I'm not slutty, so that didn't bother me. All that bothered me was that I didn't point it out to them when I could have.
"Ugly" That stung. I may sound shallow, but that hit me hard. And Jeremy had sounded so sure too. I had always, (Call me full of myself) considered myself decent looking. Sure I had my bad days, everyone does, but I had never actually considered myself "ugly".
I looked in the mirror for about 20 minutes and started to think about it harder and harder, and before to long, my mind was pointing out my flaws.
"Fat"
"Round face"
"Gross hair"
"Chapped lips"
Everything was echoing in my mind and I couldn't even think straight. I decided to distract myself with other problems. Like the fact that I was going to get stomped. Thats fairly distracting.
Still thinking about it.
Yup.
Still sitting here.
:Edit: Using real, full names is not a good thing
All of this is 100% true, no lies, and it all happened today.
My ex was driving in his car with a girl, who was at the time, my ex best friend, and me, and three friends, Jeremy W, Terri, and Brianne, and me Sarahh, were walking around near the mall after school when we decided to phone Tori (My ex best friend) who was with my ex, Jeremy B. Well it turns out that he got pulled over for speeding in a school zone, and when the police asked for his liscence and registration, it turns out he only has his learners, and no one in the car had a real liscence. I thought that that was the funniest thing ever, since I hated both my ex and ex friend so much, so I told a bunch of people about it through text message to them. Then I realised, that Tori, was grounded so I called her house and made sure her parents weren't there, and I hung up, then called again and told her brother what happened and said he should call her or pick her up or something. Anyway, I guess her brother, Seth, told their parents (Stupid older brothers) and Tori got in way more trouble. So at school today, my morning was a NIGHTMARE. Jeremy B called me a bitch to one of his friends, Greg (Who by the way, is the exact opposite of Greg Sanders-- this Greg is massive, ugly, and dumb) but he said it just loud enough for me to hear, since he was to big of a jerk to say it to my face. He called me a F***ing B*tch and then at break between 2nd and 3rd period, he bought one of those crumbly chocolate macaroons and broke it apart and starting throwing pieces of it at me from a distance while I tried to talk with my friends. I really wanted to tell him to just throw the cookie in the trash can if he didn't want it, but I didn't, because I knew what insults and jokes would follow from that. ("Well you are trashy, so whats the difference"?) I was starting to get really embarassed, especially because all of his friends, and even some people who were supposed to be my friends, were all laughing at me. Even Tori. So I was really pissed off, and just let it slide. After third though, I had had enough. I was keeping my distance from Jeremy B and his band of wangsters, but then one of Jeremy's ex girlfriends (He has a lot btw), Brianne, who I'm friends with, came to our school to visit me and Terri. Well when I went to talk to her, Jeremy B came up and kept interupting. I was sort of pissed, so our two groups (My group and Jeremys group) sort of merged and we all hung around one table. I was standing behind Terri, who was sitting, because there were no chairs left, and no one said anything about me, so when a chair cleared, I rushed and sat down. Greg said "Oh, God, no one wants to stay here now" and Jeremy laughed and said "Your right no one wants to be here now" and they started leaving. Well he grabbed Brianna gently by the arm and brought her with them, so that the only people at the table were me, Terri, and another friend of ours, Kennedy. Terri made a joke to lighten the moment and said "Wow, were so rejected". and Kennedy laughed. I sort of faked a laugh and held back a few tears, mostly of humiliation.
As Brianne was being pulled away, shes like "Why are we leaving"? Because she didn't catch it the first time.
"Because the whore just sat down" Jeremy said.
"Whos the whore"? She asked.
"Hes talking about me" I answered from the table.
"Yeah" Jeremy said, "That thing" He added, pointing to me. I turned away and felt more tears of embarassment but pushed them back and started to talk with Kennedy and Terri. Jeremy and his group weren't that far from us, and he made sure that he was talking loudly enough so that I could hear. I ignored most of it, but caught the occasional,
"Slut"
"Whore"
"F***ing B*tch"
and I was okay about it, I mean, he was being a bit immature so it didn't bother me. But then I heard it. I couldn't contain it after that.
"You know whats funny though"? He was ranting on to his friends. "I was drunk as F*** and she was STILL ugly as hell".
I couldn't even contain it. I just started crying. None of that shoulder shaking, pouty lip, sobbing, throwing a fit crap. But It wasn't just little tears either. Just tears falling out of my eyes. And then the embarassment that this pathetic little wangster actually had gotten to me made me cry even more. Kennedy and Terri noticed instantly and started on with the typical best friend stuff.
"Are you alright"?
"Whats wrong"?
I quickly shushed them, since Jeremy was close enough to hear them, and I wasn't about to give him the satisfaction.
Let me explain the drunk thing.
I first met Jeremy B at a party. We had both been drinking quite a bit (Okay, I'm not a badass, but I'm not claiming that.) and both on the heavily drunk side, we started making out. And this was before I even knew him. I knew his name, yes, but I couldn't pronounce it with all the sour puss and booze in my system. I said "Germany" instead of "Jeremy" (Ha ha) and for a while we ignored each other at school, it was just way to awkward, but then we hung out a lot and he treated me like his gf so I thought I was, turns out I wasn't, he was just f***ing around with my mind but whatever. So thats what happened about the drunk thing.
I knew that there was going to be trouble, so I ran to the bathroom and Becca, another friend, came in to comfort me, and then I told her the whole story, and then Terri came in too and tried to make me feel better. It took a while, and I was trying to get a hold of my mom to have her come pick me up. I eventually calmed down, My other friend Sam and Kennedy both cheered me up a bit, and I felt a bit better. I finally decided to confront Jeremy. However, right when I got close, I got scared. I didn't want to be humiliated again! Samm started calling him out to get me started.
"How can you of all people call her ugly"? She yelled at him, pointing to me.
"The truth hurts" He said, smirking. A few of his pathetic wangster friends laughed. It was only laughing, but it sounded like gunshots. More embarassment.
She did surprise me though. She literally punched him. Across the freakin' face! It looked like a pretty good punch, but he turned away a bit, so it didn't reach the full potential. She did get a small round of applause from everyone not following Jeremy.
"What a fag" was all he said. Or something like that. It was some immature insult for sure.
"You know what"? Samm said angrily. No one answered. I could see she was on the verge of something brilliant...right"?
"Your an a**hole"! was all she said.
I was frozen.
"Yeah, well your a slut" Jeremy said to her.
"Shes not a slut"! I cried outraged. I surprised myself. It was the first time that I had said anything to him through this whole day.
"She likes a new guy everyday" Jeremy said to no one in particular.
I'm not sure how the rest happened. I just remember that I told Samm to give me her waterbottle. She wasn't too keen, but I leaned in and said to her "I'm going to throw it on him".
She was absolutely giddy with excitement. "REALLY"? She whispered back.
"Honest" I said, taking the water bottle from her. I turned away so my back was to the group and I started to open the cap. It was one of those "Indestructable" bottles, and it was full of water.
I think he was starting on another insult. I know for sure he was talking about me or Samm again, but I did it. My legs were shaking from the blood speeding through my veins, but I still didn't miss. I think a bit landed on Tori, but who was watching? I threw the bottle, in one swift motion, Jeremy's "Gangsta threads" were soaked.
Thinking back on it, I wish I had thrown the rock hard "Indestructable" bottle at his overblown up head.
I turned and walked away, as fast as I could. I heard the explosion of laughter, and I was sure that I had heart Tori. I walked quickly, not wanting to run and look scared, because I wasn't, but the adrenaline rush gave me such a buzz that I could hardly see straigh. I speed-walked to Becca's table. She hates Jeremy. I knew she would be proud. I told her the story and she and another friend, Lisa couldn't stop laughing. Right away the bell rang and I raced off to my next class. I didn't want to run into them again, but as my luck would show, Tori was standing in the hallway to my math room and Jeremy was whining "You'r not skipping class". I just kept walking. As I started into my classroom, I heard Jeremy call
"So you think your so tough cos you can throw water on me"?
"Slut"! Greg fake-coughed.
I just grinned and kept walking. They couldn't possibly say anything that would kill my mood now. I didn't run into them at all for the rest of the day. My adrenaline levels lowered to normal by the middle of fifth, my last class, art. I still felt satisfied with myself for standing up for myself, but my happiness was slowly lowering, as the night continued, knowing that sooner or later, I was going to have to check my Nex. If anyone has Nexopia, they know its like Myspace, but a big smaller, and easier to use. Its also a less harsh environment. I logged on to check my messages and found the following:
Michelle;;;:
Why the f*** would you be such a b*tch??
Thats the lowest possible thing you could ever do...EVER
Seriously get a life.
mind your own business and stop following people who don't like you.
jeremyb:
yew stupid f***ing b*tch. y the fuk would yew rat on tori to her fukin rents....and on top tell every fkuin person yew kno that i got in s*it with the cops AGAIN,,,,,even tho yew have like no frinds and everyone haters yew im still pis*ed....vegas born.....ahahaha yer to fukin ugly to even be a hooker on the god d*mn vegas strip
mind yer own fukin busness yew dumb b*tch
Greg*******
ur a f***en dumb b*tch
every one f***en hates u
mind ur own f***en buisness
ugly b*tch
and on Michelles page, Greg left her a comment that says
"Lol ya Michelles pretty tight we both hate sarah!!! shes gonna get stomped <with a lot of grinning emoticons here>
I was scared. My good mood was gone and that was it. I was so sad that I had to go through this for doing one thing that wasnt even that bad. Seriously, this was really starting to annoy me.
Not wanting to be ridiculed anymore, I took every one of my pictures off of my profile so that I wouldn't give anyone more reasons to call me ugly. I copy and pasted the code that made my profile layout look cool, with a sweet picture of the Vegas strip and some awesome quotes in cool fonts and colours. My profile was pretty cool. I saved the code on a Microsoft word document in case I ever got a chance to use it again. I blocked Jeremy, Greg, and Michelle from being able to message, comment, or even see my profile, and deleted them from my friends list. I erased their comments, but not before print screening some screenshots as proof if I needed it.
I was tired of this crap, and I started to think hard about everything that they had said to me.
"B*tch" Well I can see why they would say that, its like the only thing they could come up with, and girls, come on, be honest, we've all been b*tches before. Don't deny it.
"Slut" I had listened before and had no defense to it, but when I thought more about it, I realised that I'm not slutty, so that didn't bother me. All that bothered me was that I didn't point it out to them when I could have.
"Ugly" That stung. I may sound shallow, but that hit me hard. And Jeremy had sounded so sure too. I had always, (Call me full of myself) considered myself decent looking. Sure I had my bad days, everyone does, but I had never actually considered myself "ugly".
I looked in the mirror for about 20 minutes and started to think about it harder and harder, and before to long, my mind was pointing out my flaws.
"Fat"
"Round face"
"Gross hair"
"Chapped lips"
Everything was echoing in my mind and I couldn't even think straight. I decided to distract myself with other problems. Like the fact that I was going to get stomped. Thats fairly distracting.
Still thinking about it.
Yup.
Still sitting here.
:Edit: Using real, full names is not a good thing