Baby, I'm standing right here. [Sara POV]

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Just pretend you don't see me. I'm looking right at you. Baby, I'm standing right here.

That's the way I used to think. That's the way it always was until he realized what was going wrong. I left him with a chance one day, and I didn't know if I should walk away because then it'd be up to him to choose. I needed to give him that oppurtunity to realize that pushing himself away from me wasn't going to go anywhere.

Always shoving me away, he never knew what he was doing. He was too scared, too wary, too.. himself. But I kept trying. He hurt me, burned me so deeply it felt like my heart was on fire. My soul ached for him, on my darkest days I turned to one thing I never wanted to do.

There's no answer in the bottom of a bottle..

Jim Brass said that to me. He knew what I was going through, he knew that I wasn't sick, I wasn't down with the flu. I used to drink so much it hurt the next day; my head, my neck, my throat, my stomach. SuiSidle.

If you try to chase two rabbits you end up loosing them both..

I don't know what that meant, I don't know what it was supposed to mean, and I still don't. But the way he said it turned my life around. I changed into a darker person, kept my emotions bottled up. Like a ship-in-a-bottle. I still can't get that sail on..

I know you did, Sar..

I've heard that so many times in my life, it had no meaning for me until she said it. So meaningful, so sincere. She's one I can trust, one I can rely on. One I fight with. Like having an older sister. Except we can't share clothes.

Brothers are someone you have, wheater you want them, or not..

I don't have a brother anymore, but I guess I kind of have two. They're always there, always close, always kind. Sometimes I wish I could love them as more than brothers..

You never know what you got 'til it's gone..

That's how I figured out what to do with my life. Taking myself away from the people I loved most, the people I needed most, the people who loved me and needed me most. Now I appriciate the things they do, they say, and I live every moment like it's my last.

Seek and you shall find..

(Just a little look into Sara's life from the way I see it. I was bored, okay?)
 
Wow, that was really good. A little mysterious and cloaked, but deep and evocative. A well written one shot, but you should go on and make it a fic! I think it would be just excellent.
 
Excellent work Alyssa. I agree that its deep and original. My favorite is There's no answer in the bottom of a bottle. I loved that Brass approached her when he sensed the situation she's in, so Im glad you covered that. Since you wrote this because youre bored, you should be bored more often. ;) Write more.
 
Thanks so much, guys! You're all so inspirational!

I'm thinking of doing one little tidbit like that for the rest of the characters. I might, anywhoo. And I guess I might even take it from there to do a story? We'll see.

Anyways, thanks. That's fine, buddy, sure. (b'y) YAY NEWFIES :D
 
Have to agree... very good insight into Sara as I see her too. I think it would be great to have some more tidbits of the other characters... I love to see how others see them.

Tan :cool:
 
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