Recent content by midnightbellzza

To my mom: I never thought I would cry over things you said again. I never thought I would care again. Then you tell me that you care about me, I don't know what you want from me right now . I told you the things he did, and now you know why I'm running from him, hiding from him, I guess I just...

I have decided to reread the entire Harry Potter series cause I'm a nerd. Naw, I just actually never read the 4th one cause I skipped it, and I read the first one like, eight years ago so I really don't remember it . So right now, I'm on the first book :)

I learned stuff today ! Mostly stupid pointless things, but still things that matter :) :p I learned: -When busses say they run until 1 AM, THEY DONT. They run until 12AM, don't get your hopes up, you'll be stuck somewhere and you'll have to walk. -Fruit and mustard are good for pregnant...

AH ! I have weird guilty pleasures, any food that sounds sick, it's cause I'm pregnant :p -Tuna and marshmellows on bread -My cellphone -Mustard and pineapple -South of Nowhere -Shampoo Shopping (I don't know whats wrong with me...) -Feeling my baby kick And theres more gaurenteed, but I...

To my ex: Still hate you. Still have your baby. Still am going to win in court. Still love the child, still wish you never met me. To my boyfriend: Well, you saved me. No other way to put it, you saved me as I tore myself apart, you really are my everything. And today, when you asked to help...

Okay, so techincally not quite pictures of my face, but, well, I am showing off my pretty babyy . :) And my stomach, cause I don't know, my baby is inside there . Side http://i294.photobucket.com/albums/mm95/bloodrush-/baby.jpg Head...

Okay, I've probably been needing to do this for the past month..but haven't. TO THAT STUPID ASS I CALL MY EX: I actually hate you. You make me cry, you tear me apart, and I know this is mainly your fault. I can't get myself pregnant, so when you blame me for all of this, ITS NOT ALL MY FAULT...

I have a krzrm1. (I don't know the difference between just a krzr and a krzr m1, but whatever) it's grey and shineyy. My background is one that came with the phone, it's like, purple glitterly things, it kinda looks like glittery things that are part of a dress. And my ringtone is Break The...

To fields: You are love . Actually; gah; I cannot get over how amazing all fields are . To my boyfriend: You have noo idea how much I missed you . It was only a month, but it seemed like years. This long distance stuff is so hard, but when I get to see you again, I realize that you're worth...

The last movie I saw was Bring It On: All Or Nothing, umm, I personally liked it, and thought it was extremly funny and cute. But according to my roommates, I liked it because I'm sick and that if I wasn't sick I would have thought it was a horrible movie. But I'm pretty sure I like it, if...

Be Kind, Rewind. Meh. It was okay I guess. It was kind of stupid to a point though. I don't know, when it was over I was like 'that's it?' Nothing logical really ever happened, it was somewhat cute, but still.. Also, (since it was in the same week) Horton Hears a Who ! I loved that...

To little puppy: You are stupid. I love you ! Gah, even though you eat dirt from the plants, which is somewhat annoying, but I still love you ! To my phone: I really do hate you. I cannot wait until I get a new phone, after I get paid, and actually get paid a decent amount to have spending...

To him: & to stand there, and watch not only your love walk away but the best week of your life leave you behind, makes you never want to smile again. it brings hot tears to your eyes that hit your cold cheeks. and to be in your arms for the last time, kiss you, hug you, be with you for the last...

To boyfriend: I cannot believe you actually walked home. It's a half hour away from here. You're sometimes an idiot. I want sleep, I am sleep deprived, but I have to figure out everything that's going on tomorrow, so noooo I can't sleep. Bah ! Walk faster ! I want to go to sleep ! To my...

To a 'friend': You have noo right. Acutlly, none. Yeah, I am not going to change. I am not going to change the way I live, just to make you happy. You have a way worse lifestyle with me, you're just pissed off cause you think 'I'm rushing things.' Don't tell me; I don't care; you're not me. I...