And with this you might want to shoot me though *gets shield ready* Aside this chapter there will be one more final chapter I'll add up today. ~ ~ ~ ~ [CHAPTER 10] *some time later* What the hell had happened to him? He barely remembered what those guys had told him and now he felt something hot flowing down his face. Where he was? It wasn't his bed. No, it wasn't his house either. Was he outside? What he was doing out? Puzzled Ryan tried to move. It was painful but he barely could move at all. He tried to open his eyes. They didn't cooperate right away but after some fight fluttered open and he was blinded by sunlight. Before he could get to some thoughts another jolt of pain rushed through his spine, blowing off any coherent thought. He needed pretty good time to gain control over his body and reach for meds. Now he had to get home, wherever it was, and get a hold of his friend who was able to help. With that thought, adding hard concentration, he pulled himself up from the ground and started to walk home... --- BANG! His hands were shaking uncontrollably. His head spun. This was even worse than that day, back then he didn't even feel anything. But now it was just unbearable. BANG! Another bullet tore apart his body jolting him painfully. Or was there any pain left? He wasn't sure anymore. His hearing was muffled and mind clouded. Was that sun? A tiny coherent thought broke through this haze. He remembered sunset when he climbed up the stairs. He could see it through the huge window. Another flash of red. What was that? Everything was blurry. BANG! His world darkened for a second. He didn't feel anything anymore. Completely opposite. His vision cleared and he saw H standing at the railing. The sun glittered in his hair like a fire. It was so beautiful. He didn't feel his body, nothing. Like he wasn't there anymore. He saw himself moving towards the railing. His eyes glued to Horatio who dropped his gun and plunged towards falling Ryan... But he never made it. With a loud noise the railing broke off under Ryan's body and it all fell down... He never felt it coming. Never realised. But nevertheles he still knew who did this to him. He just never believed it was even possible. But it didn't matter anymore... The last thing he saw before his body hit the ground was H's flaming hair and incredibly beautiful crimson sunset.... A silent tear rolled down his cheek shining in the last rays of sunlight... His soul was now safe... ~ ~ ~ ~ Ok don't shoot me for this ENJOY!